what I should have said to you was:

spilled ink and whatevs

[sdrowbk]

I have nothing left to say to you

Other than to say:

I have nothing left to say to you

[sdrowbk]

One day

I woke up

And didn't miss you anymore.

[sdrowbk]

Stargazing

Gazing at stars is like travelling in time.

To see things in our present that happened lightyears ago,

But only just made themselves known to us.

It's like straddling state lines,

Coexisting in two places.

Witnessing both current and past in the same instance.

[sdrowbk]

Reality

It's almost funny that you call me delusional.

Everything I said to you was truth.

But can you say the same?

Do you believe the things you say, yourself?

Do you really?

Or is the only thing you know to be true the pain that you inflict onto others?

[sdrowbk]

Woke

I'm slowly realizing

that the reason it was so easy

for me to say how I loved you

is because I honestly felt it

with every fiber of my being,

every day.

And the reason why it was so easy for you

is because you have no idea

what those words even mean anymore.

Maybe you never did, I really don't even know.