Freeworld

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gemstones

I love the righteous gemstones so much. The jokes are so clean and so dense like a Weird Al song

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Danny McBride

my doodle bug becomes the movie doodle bug when I start to realize that someone else’s consciousness is directing mine. Normally my doodlebug is a private thing, alone. But when I’m watching something good, it becomes easy to sense the changes and the drama and the turnabouts coming out of Danny McBride‘s mind into mine as I watch The Righteous Gemstones

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I like looking at mixed race people’s skin, it’s like I’m watching the person that is humanity grow up and change, what do u think people will look like in 1000 years? I bet they’ll be taller

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I like taking pictures of things on the ground at the bus stop.

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What happens when you shoot yourself with a portal gun?

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I'm watching Companion. It's good! I'm thinking about getting Whitney to take over my socials. I need to start mining my journals over the last few years for content ideas. Finish my painting, sell it maybe.

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This sandwitch has been with me all day, I been dragging it all over this town. I’m so hungry. Today was long. I wonder how often I should post. I think about posting a lot. I will now inhale this Charlie’s Philly.

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Sometimes you have to just focus on surviving. Stay alive.

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I’m playing thru Halo: Reach’s campaign rn <3

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I’m playing Honkai: Star Rail

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Whitney’s breathing treatment machine.

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Fortnite has rock band haha it’s called… FESTIVAL MAIN STAGE.

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“Biotruth”

Something that’s an emergent property of biology and thus immune to criticism.

Like holy crap wtf.

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I broke my glasses by getting myself punched in the face so I’m fixing them with JB weld. I found a pair of metal readers in the parking lot of Walgreens and broke off an arm. I’m debating putting JB over the hinge to make it stronger. JB quick sets so much quicker…

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Tactics to Avoiding Accountability

So I stayed sober today, my drug of choice can be got on Amazon and I have some, but I didn't do it. Whitney is the reason I stayed sober so we can have our nice little date on Saturday where we're going to get paid for donating plasma and go to Goodwill. She says she doesn't want to tell me not to do drugs because she doesn't want me starting to resent her which is nice, she's respecting my free will but my deviant mind goes straight to well if I want to break up with her I'l just get high and be a jackass. She SHOULD want me to stay sober, and I SHOULD stay sober, and if I'm not I could and SHOULD hide it but I'm just trying to figure out where my heads at about my relationship with Whitney. I love her (don't tell her that) I love her but what if I shouldn't? What matters? What's real and what's perception, what's me and what's my reflection? Relationships matter. Does getting high matter? Exercising my free will and getting high? Does that body buzz matter? I enjoy the waste of 2 days. I enjoy the passage of time, the existential dread just melting away. But am I self medicating and is that important? Should I eat sugar? Yes. Smoke cigarettes? No. But will I?

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Breakfast