LET MY HEART SPEAK ♥

Hi! I am Joseanne Marielle. Sweet Princess. Loves reading. And I love the smell of a new book! I reblog a lot, just so you know. Have so many thoughts in mind that I simply can't say through words. my blog is still under construction. lol yeah. ♥ Thoughts ♥JustLove PhotoBlog♥ ♥Diary♥

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I love it when my pillows smell like him... Makes me miss him even moreeeeee 😭 i love his smell super duper!!!!

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Kung ififilter ko siguro 'yung gusto kong sabihin, ang tanging lalabas na lang na mga salita mula sa akin ay "naiintindihan ko naman"..

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Sana kung gaano kadali sabihin para sa'yo, ganoon din sana kadaling gawin para sa akin. But it's not..

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DI KO NA ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM. PAANO BA GAGAWIN KO. :-( :-( :-(

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I am dying inside..

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Kung napipili lang ang nararamdaman.. Siguro hindi ko na 'to nararamdaman ngayon. Kasi kahit ako, ayokong nararamdaman 'to. Please. Paano ba. :( Naiiyak na lang ako kasi sobra akong naiinis sa sarili ko.. Walang rason, seannne.. Wala..

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Lately kasi parang may kulang...

Kulang sa lambing. 😭😭😭 Hahahahahahahaha tulog ko na 'to! 😂

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Ang sakit naman nun. Matutulog na lang, pinaiyak pa. Hahahahaha. Hay.

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May 18-19, 2016

Ano pa bang hihilingin ko? Ang tanging gusto ko na lang ngayon ay pareho kaming makagraduate na at magkaroon ng magandang trabaho.. Last night and today was really full of fun and laughs!! ❤️ Sooooobrang saya kasama ng family niya. This was not the first time na makasama ko sila pero this was the first overnight I had with his family (buti pinayagan ni mader! 😝) I can't contain this feeling, it's tooooo overwhelming! Alam mo 'yung feeling ko? Sobrang comfortable lang, and this would not be because of his nanay and tatay! Na sobrang fun kasama, ang kalog kasii kaya ma aat ease ka talaga kasama sila. Feeling ko I really belong to them. 'Yung ganooooon!! Sobrang saya lang talagaaa. Parang kapag tinitignan ko kung ano 'yung family na meron siya, no doubt kung saan siya nagmana. (Haha!!) pero seriouslyyy, I love his family na. No wonder why Justin is someone who he is right now. He really has great good parents that's why he is such a good man. It made me love him even more. Of course, I thank God for this. Just like what I always say, I want this relationship to last forever. Ang sarap isipin na ito na yung family na kabibilangan mo in the future.. And we're both looking forward na parehong family na namin 'yung magkasama kapag nag-oouting! Sigurado kami na magkakasundo talaga eh. Haaaaaaaayyyy!! Such a great blessing.. So many things that we look forward to happen! Sana nga, sana nga ito na talaga. We both want this to last forever. Thank you thank you talaga, Lord! I would definitely not forget this.. 😌❤️ Hi Tatin! In case you're reading this, I just want you to know how THANKFUL i am again and agaaaain! To have you in my life. You're such a blessing for me bebe ko. Naiiyak na lang ako talaga sa sobrang overwhelming ng feelings, pakiramdam ko pa rin minsan, "nangyayari ba talaga 'to?" I can't believe pa rin bebe. Sana magstay 'tong feeling na 'to palagi, kasi it always reminds me kung paano tayo dati and of how we've become to what we are right now. So much has changed! And for that, I am thankful. Wala ng bibitaaaw! Mahal na mahal kita. Higit pa sa iniisip mooo~ hahahahahaha. Thank you.. 😢😌

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Hay nako!! Ako na talaga spoiled dahil sa kanya. :( huhuhu. Parang 'di kami magkasamang nagsimba kaninang umaga eh. Bigla bigla na lang susulpot sa labas ng gate ng nakabike. 😭 isang linggo na akong nagccrave dito talagaaa! Haaaaays. Never felt this special 💕💕 i love my bebe so much!!!! *hi, siya nga pala 'yung dahilan ng mga emote ko dati sa mga past posts ko.. Na hindi ko pa alam kung ano ba ako para sa kanya.. Sobra na siya mageffort ngayon. Haaaayy! This is when the flashbacks happen. 😢 may mga times pa rin talaga na 'di ako makapaniwala na nasa akin na siya. Haaay. Best feeling talaga. 😌😔 Thank you, Lord!

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Ang hirap kapag sobrang liit lang na bagay na ginawa niya eh naaapektuhan agad 'yung mood mo.. Isa sa pinaka ayokong pakiramdam.. 'Yung ikaw nagpapakita ng interes makipag-usap pero 'yung kausap mo naman parang hindi interesado.. Nalulungkot na naman ako. Hahahaha. Tulog ko na lang 'to. :-) Bakit ba ganun.. May mga araw lang talaga na "feeling unappreciated" ka.

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Can't stop thinking about it..

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Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

Kurt Vonnegut   (via psych-facts)

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I am deeply frustrated. I am hurt by the reality that I just can’t be like that. I don’t wanna hate myself. It is me. I just need someone who will accept who I am. I want someone who will mean what they say not just in words but also in actions.. Not someone who will say that they accept your flaws and imperfections but make you feel like you must be like this, you must be able to do that.. Not someone who will make you feel like your efforts have never mattered because he did not feel at that moment your care.. Your genuine care.. I love you. I do.. I really really do.. But please. Let me love you the way I can… Because in that way, I will not feel bad for myself.. I will not feel like I am not enough for you.. I don’t want to be someone I cannot be. That is not me.

I just wanna love you in all ways that I can..

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My cutie bebe showing off his damn dimples 😭 huhu. Love is really blind. Bakit inlove na inlove ako sa'yoooo HAHAHAHA omg what did I just say 😱🤔 uhhhh!!!

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Duh, seanne. Try to get rid of it. Duh. It's all in the mind. Duh.

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"Walang GIGIBA sa pagmamahal ko sa'yo dahil matibay ang PUNDASYON nito ❤" -from my soon-to-be engineer... 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ ang sweet po ano ba 😢 Tinweet ko pero binura ko rin. Dito na lang ako maglalabas ng kilig ko tonight. Huhuhuhuhu 😭