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What am I even doing here

[seashoregazer]

The silence of being back at my flat is deafening

[wanderingrestlessly]

imagine your last memory of earth being violent imagine the last human touch u remember being someone pushing u to the ground imagine the last time u feel the sun on ur face or dirt under ur hands is when ur clawing at the ground desperate and terrified to stay on earth ryland grace if i think about u too long i feel physically SICK

[toastyglow]

(some guy on the internet voice) it's so unrealistic and forced when women win fights against men in stories. of course, when a young boy defeats a huge man I'm cheering and screaming because it is so badass, and when a frail old man defeats a cocky young warrior I feel nothing but satisfaction. I love these power fantasies about easily dispatching people who underestimate you, a thing I desire despite the fact that I will likely never have the skill to achieve it in real life, but I'm pretty sure women don't have that same desire, and even if they do, they shouldn't get to see it in media. because it's so unrealistic, you see. I mean I'm smart enough to know I can't take down a big man in a fight but the women, you know, they'll get ideas. I could probably do it if I trained hard enough, but the women??? for some reason I can't see it happening, and who can say why that is.

[seashoregazer]

My heart can't tell the difference between holding seats for my friends and a gun to my head.

[seashoregazer]

Hey life is actually like enjoyable wtf

[seashoregazer]

Ok yeah I'm over being sick now. The isolation is causing me to go fucking mental.

[seashoregazer]

So guys how judgment free is this zone...

[seashoregazer]

Staying up past 12 am is actually detrimental to my mental health

[seashoregazer]

Someone has gotten me sick, and they better thank God I don't know who bc I would jump them.

[seashoregazer]

My least favorite thing is profs asking us to get into pairs

[seashoregazer]

I'm so broke I couldn't afford a vending machine energy drink.... and its only Monday pay day is like 4 days away

[seashoregazer]

Mitski my study music goat

[seashoregazer]

Goddammit, why is Pierce the veil actually good.

[seashoregazer]

Guys I need my piercings to heal like now so I can put cool jewelry in

[seashoregazer]

Instagram keeps teasing me with super cool hair dye ideas, that I can't achieve...

[seashoregazer]

My temporary hair dye needs to last longer... I won't be having cold showers to ensure that

[seashoregazer]

Why is this prof walking around the class, I just wanna text on my phone