trigger warning

started at 165.7 pounds, currently 144.6 pounds and headed towards 120 pounds or less. (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

[whileiwasteaway]

You’d never think I eat less than any of my friends.

[corpulentfail]

Can someone remind me what it feels like to eat and not feel guilt?

[bonyelbowbitch-deactivated20191]

weird eating disorder things

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- hyper awareness of the fat on my body

- counting calories of other people’s meals in my head

- obsessively measuring my wrist with my thumb and index finger

- not being able to sleep if I haven’t worked out

- feeling extremely uncomfortable in anything that’s not an oversized hoodie

- feeling sort of proud in a sick twisted way when I notice the bad side effects of my disorder (thin hair, easy bruising, lightheadedness)

- getting really excited to go grocery shopping and pick out vegetables and low cal substitutes

- feeling like my disorder isn’t real/valid whenever I eat

- planning out my meals and workouts for the next day 24/7

Feel free to add on more weird things/habits your disorder makes you do

[cwells2505]

Inspired.

[ittybittybonesss]

reblog to lose 10lbs before september begins

[too-emotional-for-the-world]

I'm a just leave this here...

[thinn-beauty]

me having a small crisis over the 2 French fries and sip of lemonade I consumed for dinner:

[secretly-siick]

Safe snacks. 💕

Not pictured: fresh & frozen fruit, almond milk, fiber one bars, low calorie bread, skinny pop, and hot fries (bc 150 cal per 33 pieces? Shit I’ll take it)

[neptunesskin]

~Dark thinspo~

(Pics are not mine)

[perfectly00empty]

🌿 August 2019 🌿

Ok listen up, maybe until now you’ve fucked up several times, tried to recover and failed miserably, relapsed over and over again.

Stop. Take a deep breath. It’s August.

You might not have reached your UGW, but August is going to be YOUR MONTH.

Plan your meals, get out and go for a walk, throw away that food you know you’ll binge on, set a small goal and FUCKING GO FOR IT!

I know you can do it, for the love of god don’t give up now.

[savelostsoles]

🖤🌹🖤Tattoo thinspo 2🌹🖤🌹

[secretly-siick]

Eep I went grocery shopping 😆 I got sooo many healthy foods & snacks. I’m ready for the next two weeks now 💕

[secretly-siick]

plateaus suck

I’ve been at 144 for about 3-4 days now, which isn’t bad because losing 6 pounds in a week was awesome, but I’d like to get off the plateau. I have thought about doing another weekly fast, but I try to intermittently fast more than constant fast to avoid binges and avoid worsening my disorderly eating. When I start fasts I won’t stop til I drop, literally, then I can’t get myself to eat again. Decisions decisions ...

[dietcokelinez]

Me making a new tumblr for the 3rd time after being terminated/deleted.

[grapedietx]

Reblog if you used to look at thinspo at night alone in your room, and now you’re on the bus, at school, next to your parents, taking a walk, at work, looking at thinspo

[green-tea-skinni]

Weight loss curse.

I hereby curse you to hit your UGW by August, never have to go to inpatient, be totally loved, and have all your clothes not fit bc they are too big!

Like to cast on you, reblog to strengthen, follow me to cast on all your followers!!

[xdietcokeandprozacx-deactivated]

For me it’s not even humanly possible to get to my UGW by August be here’s to getting to goal weight number four !

[fifty-fiv]

am i binging right now? yeah

but did i lost 13lbs in a week and a half? also yeah

so idk, blink for good luck and a week and a half of great weight loss