Secret Lair.

moody | talking to myself

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You listen to the same songs you did 10 years ago

And although everything has changed

It still feels the same

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AM & PM Rituals

AM

Make bed

Make morning cocktail (Electrolytes & supergut)

Skincare & jade roller

PM

Skincare (7-8pm)

Evening drink (tea, collagen, water..)

Limit screen time past 9

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A Womans Perspective

People are going to talk about 2025. The "aesthetics", the fashion, the trending food of the era. Every moment in history where a woman's voice shouts looks like this. Every time in an era of conservatism.

We think we took back our power, we think these seemingly harmless ideologies are our own origional thoughts.

But when they talk about it, I can say, "I, Woman, was there."

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Feb - June 🌿🫶🏻🪽

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*sipping wine*

*thinking about divorce*

"It's just buisness baby. Survival of the fittest, right?"

*sip*

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Disrupting My Comfort for Something Better

I am cliff diving

Into the unknown.

Will you be the moss

At the bottom?

Catch me.

Don't you dare

Let me cliff dive again.

[rocktheholygrail]

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What if I don't understand enough?

What if I'm looking at the wrong sources?

What if they see something I don't?

What if I'm missing something?

What if it's not extreme enough?

What if everything is corrupt?

What if my judgment is clouded?

Does everyone know i love them? Regardless?

Am I too much?

Am I too loud?

Who told me that?

Me.

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Mine but not mine

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I want to learn how to make your favorite color

And what ratio of colors it takes to make it

And all the shades you don't think matter

Mixed into what we could call a soul

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Things I LOVE

Tornados. Sushi. Bats. Cloud formations. Garden gnomes. GREEN. My job. My husband. My cats. Tasting new food. Harry Potter. Summer. Halloween. A glass of wine with dinner. Video games with my man. History. The SCA. My parents. Learning. My girlfriends. A good classic cheeseburger. The way I think. My moms cooking. Networking. Being human.

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Drunk and in waiting

always,

for you.