Monday August 12th 2024 1:50am
Isn't it strange how a song can bring you right back to a place in your life? It's like every single note that plays in your mind is a movie of where you were, how you felt, and what you were going through.
Sometimes it's surprising how easily I remember every word, I find myself singing along without even noticing at first. Easily comparable to meeting with a friend you haven't seen in years, yet it's as if no time has passed and you're right back where you once were.
I get scared sometimes, feeling like my life is passing me by and I have nothing to show for it. As if somewhere on the path of life I took a left when I was supposed to go right, and everyone is so far ahead of me I can't see them. I call out but no one hears, just the echo of my own voice swirling above my head.
I've gone nowhere but in circles - which doesn't make sense either because not only am I exhausted and in the same exact spot I started, but I'm somehow lost at the same time.
I came here to write about you, and as I do, I realize I've continued the same cycle a million times.
I've been here in my bed, way past the time I'm supposed to be sleeping, stuck in my thoughts about every possible thing I did wrong and looking for an answer in the most silent chaos.
The one thing I desperately need to finally be able to move on and let go of hope, is the one thing that you've never been able to give me.
People grow up, they just don't change.
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