Life beckons...

too old for this site / long island, ny

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[thischarmingcharlie]

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[esthete-god]

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[melancholy-introvert]

Behind every window, is a hidden story

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[steppenwolf]

[secretts]

I woke up this morning just feeling so frustrated and crabby. My first week at my new school was as good as it could possibly have been, given the situation. My coworkers and boss seem great, it seems like an awesome school to work at, but it just sucks that there’s this whole pandemic happening and the whole situation is fucked. I feel nervous that I’m missing out by working at home, but the alternative isn’t a better option either.

Just to get it off my chest, here is a list of things that I miss doing, but sadly cannot becuase of COVD:

- hugging my friends and family members

- going out to eat with people

- getting my nails done

- getting my hair done

- going to Marshall’s and tj max and target

- going to the grocery

- concerts

- going to the movies

- not freaking out with worry every time I cough or sneeze

- wandering around the mall

- having guests in my house

- seeing my friends and family inside and for longer periods of time.

Ugh. And like there are probably people who see this list and do all of those things anyway. But I haven’t done these things since early March. I’m partially extra cautious because I’m pregnant, but I also just don’t want to get sick even if I wasn’t pregnant. I’m just so sad this morning. Like I could be doing all of these things but the risks aren’t worth it at all to me. I’m mad that there are risks. Idk. Ugh.

[secretts]

June 21-July 1

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Seinfeld

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