ᴀ ʟ ʟ ᴜ ʀ ᴇ .

[aphrodqte-deactivated20170129]

             they say one door open when another door close,

                                            i’m prayin’ that’s the way that it goes.

mya wu. 21.  sales associate for agent provocateur. &/ freelance model. lover of rose water, the rain, and samgyeopsal.

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[tcrpid]

        HAIL  TO  YOU  ,  ARES   ——   martial  ,  seething  lord  .  you  from  whom  all  war’s  terrors  have  poured  as  tears  have  poured  from  sorrow’s  rain  ,  mixing  with  bloodshed  ,  the  crimson  stain.                                         ind.  sel.  priv.  nsfw.   //   as  portraied  by  luah.

[theliteraryjournals]

You’ve no idea how lonely I sometimes am.

C.S. Lewis, The Magician’s Nephew (via theliteraryjournals)

[saintsoup]

me @ myself: why are u like this?

[sedvisant-blog]

wangjac:

Jackson was dead serious, waiting for the perfect moment to eat the sweet dessert he had saved for himself. He had it all imagined in his head. After a good relaxing lunch, just sitting on the couch with the popsicle in his hand, licking happily as he watched TV. But no. His dreams were crushed. Someone just had to take it and ruin his blissful moment. “No.. but you could have ate it and I wouldn’t know! Though.. Youngjae does really like melonas so it could be him. It was the last one tooooo.” He drags out the last word, tone slightly whining. It was no point in complaining now that it’s gone, but doesn’t change the fact he’s dragging Minjae to the grocery store with him. “A box sounds good. Like to myself. I’ll just write ‘Jackson’ all over it.” He laughs, obviously joking; in no way he would eat a whole box of ice cream by himself let alone not share with his members. The idol nodded before heading towards the door as he waited for the other. “Let’s go.”

Minjae couldn’t help but to hang his head, shaking it with laughter as he pinched the bridge of his nose between his thumb and finger. Jackson was always a bit extra and ridiculous, though it was never in a bad way. It was in a way that always seemed to make people laugh and smile. The boy sighed and grabbed his coat off the back of the sofa and shrugged it on while dragging his feet towards the door. “I’m sure even if you did have a box with your name all over it, I’m sure one of your members are bound to agitate you for the hell of it!” He tried his best to bite back the laughter, but it was inevitable. After shoving Jackson out of the door he walked side by side with him, hands in his pockets to protect them from the chilling windy weather that made it feel he’d turn into a popsicle himself. “So I read online you guys are planning to travel back to the states pretty soon. You excited for that?”

[jnyng]

starter for ••• @sedvisant

↳ MSG ⇢ MINJAE • hey minjae • i’m bored, are you busy??? • if you are, give me an idea of where to go • please… >_>

[sedvisant-blog]

[ ✉   »  jinyoung ]: do you ever only come to me when you’re bored? is that how it is?! [ ✉   »  jinyoung ]: it makes me wonder what you’d even do without me! [ ✉   »   jinyoung ]: how about we just meet up and we can walk around hongdae? [ ✉   »   jinyoung ]: i’m finishing up some studies, i shouldn’t be too long. yeah?

[sedvisant-blog]

i just wanted to let you guys know that i’m still alive! i think i’m gonna get to a few replies here in a bit, but it’s been hard due to mun being busy (also v lazy)! slowly, but surely... things will get done! so in the meantime, feel free to add me on aim @asteriagori (or i can add you)!! there we can discussions plots and/or interact there. but keep in mind i’m also a little more laid back there.

[carnatios-blog]

                                     REAL GODS REQUIRE BLOOD.

                                                               like for a follow. reblog for starter.

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STRANGER THINGS SENTENCE MEME

episode 001-004.

‘something’s coming. something hungry for blood.’

‘wait a minute. did you hear that?’

‘we’re in deep shit!’

‘don’t be a pussy!’

‘just twenty more minutes!’

‘yeah, she’s turning into a real jerk.’

‘the cause of the power outage is still unknown.’

‘he came home last night, right?’

‘that’s disgusting.’

‘do it, freak!’

‘it’s like you have superpowers or something.’

‘we just made out a couple times.’

‘i’ll climb through your window. she won’t even know i’m there.’

‘mornings are for coffee and contemplation.’

‘he’s not like that. he wouldn’t do that.’

‘the entire east wing will be evacuated within the hour.’

‘she can’t have gone far.’

‘you think you can steal from me, boy?!’

‘this isn’t some lord of the rings book.’

‘do i make myself clear?’

‘is that why you ran away?’

‘you gotta answer a few of my questions first.’

‘all i know is that she’s scared to death.’

‘you think we got a problem here?’

‘we should be helping look for him.’

‘i always had a distaste for science.’

‘i always figured there was enough going on down here, i never needed to look elsewhere.’

‘this is crazy.’

‘smile looks good on you.’

‘we’re not going back.’

‘i know i haven’t been there for you.’

‘i don’t even barely know what’s going on with you.’

‘i should’ve been there for him.’

‘this was not your fault.’

‘do you guys hear that?’

‘is that blood?’

‘you’re freaking her out!’

‘this is mental.’

‘she’s probably a psycho.’

‘and tomorrow night, we go back out.’

‘hey, um… i never asked your name.’

‘i can’t eat.’

‘you can’t get like this, okay?’

‘we’ve been waiting six hours.’

‘we’ve been searching all night.’

‘he was scared.’

‘if he sees the cops, he’ll think he’s in trouble. he’ll hide.’

‘he’s good at hiding.’

‘cops are good at finding.’

‘you’re in trouble, aren’t you?’

‘they want to hurt you? the bad people?’

‘just stay here, okay? stay here.’

‘what do you say? are you in or out?’

‘oh god… that’s depressing.’

‘i just wanted to say, you know, um… i’m sorry about everything. everyone’s thinking about you.’

‘he’s a smart kid.’

‘all that matters is, after school, the freak will be back in the loony bin, and we can focus on what really matters.’

‘pretty.’

‘just trust me, okay?’

‘i’m so sick of your excuses.’

‘he’s not coming, is he?’

‘you shouldn’t like things because people tell you you’re supposed to.’

‘i don’t know where my boy is. he’s gone.’

‘did you see him? last night? on the road?’

‘i’m not mad at you.’

‘is everything okay?’

‘promise.’

‘i need you alive for the next few days, at least.’

‘missing kid, suicide… you must feel like a big city cop again, huh?’

‘are you out of your mind?!’

‘i think she knows what happened to him.’

‘do you know where he is?!’

‘stop it! you’re scaring her!’

‘that boy was never very good at taking care of himself.’

‘why am i just hearing about this?’

‘it’d be super weird if i’m not there…’

‘it’s just a loud noise. it’s okay.’

‘they won’t tell anyone about you. they promise.’

‘we wouldn’t have upset you if we knew you had superpowers.’

‘what is “friend”?’

‘you promised that you’d go.’

‘we’re gonna have a great time.’

‘he just wants to get into your pants…’

‘make sure i don’t get drunk and do anything stupid.’

‘you ever feel cursed?’

‘hey, come back inside.’

‘you are a cliché, you do realise that?’

‘yeah, she’s smart, you douche!’

‘you’re bleeding.’

‘just go ahead and go home, okay?’

‘jesus, you scared me!’

‘i didn’t think it’d be a big deal.’

‘you can talk to me.’

‘nothing happened.’

‘you need to stop this, okay?’

‘people are looking for him and they’re going to find him.’

‘can you just try and get some sleep? can you do that for me?’

‘you seriously think that the weirdo knows where he is?’

‘if there is something out there, i’m gonna shoot it in the eye - and blind it.’

‘use your powers, okay?’

‘if you get hungry, eat his snacks, okay?’

‘i know the kid’s not in there, but i gotta check off this box.’

‘no one breaks in here. certainly not some kid.’

‘who’s in charge here?’

‘science doesn’t make any damn sense to me.’

‘i seriously have no idea who you’re talking about.’

‘he’s in danger.’

‘he’s dead.’

‘i’m a dick.’

‘he must really have something to hide.’

‘yeah, this isn’t creepy at all.’

‘this is called stalking.’

‘that’s the thing about perverts. it’s hard-wired into them. you know, they just can’t help themselves.’

‘maybe she freaked out when you went all psycho on the psycho.’

‘why did they hurt you?’

‘friends tell the truth.’

‘i understand.’

‘tell me what to do.’

‘i think something happened. something terrible.’

‘this is CIA-sanctioned research.’

‘i’m not saying that there’s some grand conspiracy. i’m just saying maybe something happened.’

‘maybe he was in the wrong place at the wrong time and he saw something that he shouldn’t have.’

‘hiding.’

‘don’t waste your time with her.’

‘we are not calling the cops!’

‘please tell me it’s not the kid.’

‘you were supposed to help us find him alive.’

‘why did you lie to us?’

‘what is wrong with you?’

‘whoever you found is not my boy.’

he was hiding from that thing.’

‘you’ve gotta stop this…’

‘you’re talking about grief.’

‘i swear to you, i know what i saw. and i’m not crazy.’

‘i’m not saying that you’re crazy.’

‘i need you to believe me.’

‘i want you to try and get some sleep, if you can.’

‘can you please stop that?’

‘i thought we were friends, you know? but friends tell each other the truth.’

‘you hurt me.’

‘are you sure you’re gonna be alright here by yourself?’

‘screw his funeral!’

‘yeah, okay, but why didn’t you just talk to me? that’s crazy.’

‘i don’t know… i was scared.’

‘my parents are gonna murder me!’

‘this is not an okay time for you to shut down.’

‘maybe he’s haunting us.’

‘he’s out there somewhere. all we have to do is find him.’

‘you look pretty good.’

‘we just talked.’

‘the troopers are on duty and you should be safe because we think this is just an isolated incident.’

‘remember, if anyone sees us, look sad.’

‘do you think you can open it?’

‘abort.’

‘she’s missing and something terrible happened to her. i know it! and no one is listening to me!’

‘just leave me alone!’

‘pull me out! pull me out!’

‘what? who is interested in this? this is so stupid.’

‘mouth-breather.’

‘i think that’s a real messed up thing to do.’

‘grief shows itself in funny ways.’

‘i shouldn’t have come here today.’

‘she’s smart. she’s real smart.’

so why are you lying to me, man?’

‘what’s your problem, bud?’

‘stick your nose someplace else.’

‘thanks for ruining the game, dick.’

‘you’re gonna get us both killed!’

‘she’ll find him.’

‘i need you to find him.’

‘hurt him?’

‘i i guess i’d rather observe people than, you know…’

‘jesus, the hell happened?’

[wordsnquotes]

that is the thing about selfish people. they gamble entire beings. entire souls to please their own.

Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey

[sedvisant-blog]

I thought I could be "the exception."

confess something anonymously. - status: accepting.

[drabbles-and-ideas]

Confess something you've thought about me on anon, and all I can do is post it

[spewroses-a]

UNHALLOWED  /  UNHOLY  /  UNLOVED  —  we’re  choking  on  halos  ;  we  were  never  meant  to  be  holy  .   WRITTEN BY KRIS  .

[sedvisant-blog]

"You've been crying haven't you?"

angst starters. - ( @signiferi )

“What the fuck are you talking about?” Minjae spat with a sharp tongue just like a snake’s. He had this scowl on his face clearly as if Sammy had just offended him. Well, he was offended because he hated people knowing that fact that he cries. Minjae was a very secluded person, keeps-to-himself kind of man. He never wants to let anyone in and he didn’t like it when people saw right through him. So, of course, it was only natural that he would deny such a think happened. He scoffed and crossed his arms with a furrow his brows, looking away from the other. It’s not like he would really admit to the fact that, yes, he had been crying. Were his eyes bloodshot? Were his cheeks pink from the alcohol he had been drinking? Minjae had a horrible tendency of drinking whenever he was upset.

But there was a sudden pang in his chest and his lips began to curl inward, biting down hard as if to suppress this sudden wave of whatever it was. He couldn’t fucking believe how weak he was. Ever known the feeling of someone asking you what’s wrong after being upset for hours on end, and just the slightest of words trigger you? That was Minjae right now and he only tightened his arms around himself in attempt to keep himself together. However the thoughts of the last few days were eating at his brain, screaming at him. Something he couldn’t escape. Tears were coming to the brim of his eyes again while he tried looking away further. Maybe it was wrong to invite Sammy over to his place, because Sammy always knew how to get in touch with his emotions. Goddamn it, he thought. 

What’s been eating up at Minjae is the escort thing. It was actually quite stressful to him. He’s trying to go to school to be a teacher, yet he has this awful baggage of his nightlife that hardly anyone knows of, haunting him day in and day out. He was tired of being where he was, unable to leave it behind it solely because his heart was too big. A heart is a heavy burden, isn’t it? He fucking hated it. To leave the business would put Jumi back at risk and that was something Minjae couldn’t let happen. Curse her fucking devil of a father. It wasn’t often that Minjae would cry over something like this, but it was unbearable for him nowadays because he longed for a normal life. Why couldn’t he have turned out like his parents? And not to mention his parents have no clue what he’s doing for a living which only made the matter that much worse. 

Minjae rubbed at his eyes with the balls of his palms and shudders a heavy sigh while turning back to face Sammy, still not looking at him. The tears were rolling and there was no way he’d look him in the eye. He was ashamed of himself. “I’m tired, Sammy. I’m so fucking tired.”

[sedvisant-blog]

"Why didn't you tell me about this?"

angst starters. - ( @jaebious )

Well, this was a bit of a sticky situation. Especially one Minjae never would have thought he’d get himself in. I mean, sure, he’s bumped into people he knew at Octagon, but never would he think to see Jaebum here. Honestly, he should be asking what an idol was doing at a night club and unsupervised at that. But he decided to bite his tongue simply because he knew the male’s anger. That was one wrath he didn’t want to put himself under. But how do you explain to a friend you’ve known for almost a year that you’re an escort and you sleep with people for a living? Most of the time Minjae didn’t care what it was people thought of him, but he held Jaebum’s opinions high in his life, so his thoughts did matter.

The boy sighed and twisted his sweating alcohol glass in his hand while leaning against the bar, purposely avoiding the idol’s gaze. He had to swallow the thick lump in his throat before he could speak if he wanted to be coherent about it. “Ah... well, you see... it’s a long story. It’s really not something I want to get into right now, but. I really wish I had the guts to have told you before?” Minjae said as he finally lifted his head, scratching the back of his neck. Something he usually did from a nervous habit he acquired during high school. “I never mentioned it to you because I wasn’t sure what you’d think. I mean for fuck’s sake. You’re an idol and that’s a lot better that what I’m doing with my life, Jaebum.”

[alluxure-blog]

[sedvisant-blog]

alluxure:

And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

[noulaikkwelnes-blog]

❛ mulan ❜ sentence starters

[daviscre-archived]

noulaikkwelnes:

“We’re under attack! Light the signal!”

“Send your troops to protect my people!”

“A single grain of rice can tip the scale. One man may be the difference between victory and defeat.”

“I’m going to uh… pray some more.”

“How lucky can they be? They’re dead.”

“This is what you give me to work with? Well honey, I’ve seen worse!”

“You’ll bring honor to us all.”

“Boys will gladly go to war for you!”

“Even you can’t blow it!”

“Who spit in their bean curd?”

“I think it’s going well, don’t you?”

“You will never bring your family honor!”

“Can it be I’m not meant to play this part?”

“If I were truly to be myself, I would break my family’s heart.”

“What beautiful blossoms we have this year… But look, this one’s late! But I’ll bet that when it blooms, it will be the most beautiful of all.”

“[ NAME ], you dishonor me.”

“So you’ll die for honor?”

“I will die doing what’s right!”

“I know my place! It’s time you learned yours!”

“You should go after them – they could be killed!”

“Anybody who’s foolish enough to threaten our family, vengeance will be mine!”

“Well we can’t all be acupuncturists!”

“Okay okay, I get the drift, I’ll go.”

“Jump back, I’m pretty hot, huh? Don’t make me have to singe nobody to prove no point.”

“Just once chance, is that too much to ask? I mean it’s not like it’ll kill you.”

“Don’t even worry about it! I will not lose face!”

“That’s the master plan! Oh, you’ve done it now man!”

“You’re lucky? Do I look like a sucker to you?”

“Stop me? They invited me.”

“By building their wall they challenged my strength. Well I’m here to play their game.”

“How many men does it take to deliver a message?”

“Ah I see you have a sword! I have one too! They’re very manly and tough!”

“It’ll take a miracle to get me into the army.”

“Who am I? I am the guardian of lost souls!”

“My powers are beyond your mortal imagination.”

“That’s it! Dishonor! Dishonor on your whole family! Dishonor on you, dishonor on your cow!”

“It’s all attitude. Be tough, like this guy here.”

“I’m gonna hit you so hard, it’ll make your ancestors dizzy.”

“Ah, you ain’t worth my time, chicken boy.”

“Say that to my face, you limp noodle!”

“This is an enormous responsibility. Perhaps a soldier with more experience…?”

“Leader of [ PLACE ]’s finest troops. No, the greatest troops of all time!”

“I mean, sorry you had to see that. But you know how it is when you get those manly urges – and you just gotta kill something!”

“I didn’t ask for their name, I asked for yours!”

“Y’know, we need to work on your people skills.”

“Place nice with the other kids. Unless of course, one of the other kids wants to fight, then you have to kick the other kid’s butt.”

“Oh, I think my bunny slippers just ran for cover. C’mon, scare me!”

“My little baby off to destroy people…”

“Are y’hungry? ‘Cause I owe you a knuckle sandwich.”

“I’ll get that arrow, pretty boy. And I’ll do it with my shirt on.”

“You’re the saddest bunch I’ve ever met.”

“Now I really wish that I knew how to swim!”

“Heed my every order and you might survive.”

“We’re doomed! There are a couple of things I know they’re bound to notice!”

“I bet [ NAME ] and I could take you!”

“I never want to see a naked man again.”

“Those boys are no more fit to be soldiers than you are to be captain. Once the general reads my report, your troops will never see battle.”

“Hey, I’ll hold him and you punch.”

“Hello, this is the army! Make it sound more urgent please!”

“And I do not squeal like a girl.”

“There’s no time for stupid questions!”

“Hey, think of instead: a girl worth fighting for!”

“Bet the local girls thought you were quite the charmer.”

“How ‘bout a girl who’s got a brain, who always speaks her mind?”

“Yeah the only girl who’d love him is his mother.”

“Search for survivors!”

“What happened? You just gave away our position!”

“Prepare to fight. If we die, we die with honor.”

“You missed! How could you miss, they were three feet in front of you!”

“We’re gonna die, we’re gonna die! No way we survive this! Death is coming!”

“I knew we could do it! You the man! … Well, sort of.”

“You are the craziest person I’ve ever met. And for that I owe you my life. From now on, you have my trust.”

“I didn’t mean for it to go this far! It was the only way! Please, believe me.”

“A life for a life. My debt is repaid.”

“Maybe what I really wanted was to prove I could do things right. So when I look in a mirror, I’d seen someone worthwhile. But I was wrong. I see nothing.”

“You risked your life to help people you love… I risked your life to help myself. At least you had good intentions.”

“We started this thing together, and that’s how we’ll finish it. I promise.”

“They popped out of the snow! Like daisies!”

“Are we in this together or not?”

“Let’s go kick some honey buns!”

“Keep your eyes open. I know they’re here.”

“Your walls and armies have fallen. And now it’s your turn. Bow to me.”

“No matter how the wind howls, the mountain cannot bow to it.”

“You! You took away my victory!”

“You don’t have a plan?!”

“It looks like you’re out of ideas.”

“Stand aside, that creature’s not worth protecting!”

“I’ve heard a great deal about you, [ NAME ].”

“You have saved us all.”

“I think I’ve been away from home long enough.”

“Are they allowed to do that?”

“You… you fight good.”

“The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.”

“They’re gifts, to honor our family.”

“Great, they brought home a sword. If you ask me they should’ve brought home a [ WOMAN/MAN ].”

“Woo! Sign me up for the next war!”

“Would you like to stay forever?”

“Dinner would be great.”

“You know, they get it from my side of the family!”