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I know I have a soul because inside my chest there lives a thing that twists and turns to sparks or lead and drags me down and lights me up.

It pours through me like I'm nothing but a crack in a vessel and the vessel is the universe and all that's in it and the vessel grows emptier by the minute. Sometimes it's nothing but ink.

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💕

I’ve lost my self respect 🥀🖤

xxx-jah

“i’m not in love, i won’t let you control what i want”

— XXXTENTACION (via sipmyteabitch)

xxx-jah

my mind just comprehended that jahseh is really gone. i don’t know how it didn’t before, but it all just clicked and now i’m so sad :(( he was an entire support system for some of us, and his music, his words, and who he is has saved my life many times in the past, as has many others. this next album is gonna be the last new thing we hear from him, and my heart is completely shattered. wherever you are, i hope you hear us singing your legacy tomorrow jahseh. i love you

poems-and-word

“Fear is like a fake friend – it warms you up and takes you in. You mouth the words but no sound comes out.”

— Foster the People, Warrant (via music-and-quotes)

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I think about........

I think about ending my life. Not because I’m sad because I’m worthless well in my mind I am. I’m so successful at failing I’m unhappy but that doesn’t matter because life goes on. I think about ending my life I struggle with suicidal thoughts. I want to feel something but happiness is so fleeting. So I think about ending my life wouldn’t you to ?