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intro :p

not a minor! she/her

just came out of 2-3 months in the psych ward where i gained 10-15kg, triggered a relapse lol. i also have bipolar so i spend a lot of time in hospital :(

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height - 166cm (5ft5)

sw - 73.9kg (163lbs)

lw - 57kg

cw - 70.1kg

gw1 - 70kg

gw2 - 68kg

gw3 - 65kg

gw4 - 62kg

UGW - 55kg (121lbs)

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#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #tw thinspi #i wish i was thinner #light as a 🪶#light as a feather

<3 <3 <3

#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #tw ed ana #ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet #tw ed in the tags #ed but not ed sheeran #anor3c1a #tw ana shit #tw ana

weighed myself without clothes on after not doing that for a while (idk why) and yay .4kg less than i thought

#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet #ed #ed but not ed sheeran #tw ed in the tags #tw ed ana

18 days (2.5 weeks) since SW, down 2.8kg / 6.1lbs !

includes a major setback too lol. still a fat fck x

#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #thinspiiii #tw thinspi #ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet #ed but not ed sheeran

thinchim

Reblog if you are an active 4n4 blog Nov. 24.

my mum bought me sushi and i ate 3 rolls #fml but i walked for an hour with like 5-10mins of running too.

there’s a mirror across from my treadmill. i really have gained sm weight.

#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve

underrated topic – losing weight while living with your parents / family is SM HARDER !

#i moved back home #just in general obv not always #thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #tw ana shit #tw ana #tw ed ana #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #ed but not ed sheeran

selfdestructinggemini

how have they not invented zero calorie alcohol by now ?

selfdestructinggemini

srsly being an alcoholic and anorexic is a rough mix

#light as a 🪶#tw ana shit #ed but not sheeran #ed but not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #tw ana #thinspiiii #thinsp1ration #thin$p0

how have they not invented zero calorie alcohol by now ?

#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #tw ana shit #tw ana vent #tw ana #tw ed ana #ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet #ed but not ed sheeran

fell the fuck off the past few days, somehow went back to sw?? get fkd

gotta lock in

#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #tw ana shit #tw ana vent

nuvco-v

Post food clarity...

i weigh so much.

and not in a 3dblr “i’m so fat 🥺” way.

in a, holy FUCK i’m obese way.

#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #light as a 🪶#light as a feather #tw ed ana #tw ana shit #tw ana #tw ana vent #ana trigger #tw ana rant #fatsp0

cats-healing-diary

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

selfdestructinggemini

my bipolar.

losing about 0.1-0.2kg a day (0.22/0.44lbs). not a lot but at least it’s going down 🤷🏼‍♀️

interact if ur an active 3dblr in November 2024 <3

#thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thin$po #thinspø #tw ed ana #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ve #light as a feather #light as a 🪶#ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet

i’m so fat.

#i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️rving #ed but not sheeran #tw ed ana #tw ana shit #tw ana #thinspiiii

i’m so disgusted in myself. hospital made me gain 10kg. now i’m 15-20kg away from my goal weight. this is going to take forever

#light as a feather #thin$p0 #thinsp1ration #thinspø #ed but not sheeran #ed but not ed sheeran #tw ed ana

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