I Want Death

A blog to rant and hurt myself

[yuumei-art]

Void cat but space, with moon for eyes~

[catasters]

[chleopetras]

[naamahdarling]

You laugh while he's STARVING! 😭

[colddaggers-deactivated20220502]

Some of you have never sobbed in the middle of your bedroom floor because you’re being forced to come to terms with your loneliness and are just gonna have to accept that no one will ever love you and it shows

[lost-to-all]

It’s crazy how just one person and bring so much meaning to your life but also so much pain.

[z-e-l-d-s]

So sick of starting internet friendships with people and then not being enough for them and watching them lose interest and fade away.

[sameen-shawv]

This gif was in the results and i feel attacked. Thanks tumblr :(

[tyyp0s]

I don’t think I’m made to have friends

[chocolatecak3]

[kenner-loop-deactivated20220713]

I thought having a boyfriend would fix my loneliness but it definitely doesn’t.

[selfdestructiveprince]

Everyone is depressed it seems, what’s the point in being alive if that’s the case? No one is happy…

It’s sad and makes me feel hopeless.

[impoverished-youth]

In the end, depression is the only thing that has my back and hasn’t left me.

[babiepinkfae-deactivated2023080]

Why is it so hard to make friends. I can't make online friends I can't make friends in person. I'm sad and tired. I love my boyfriend dearly but he has so many friends. Why can't I make friends the way he can..? I just wanna cease to exist. There's nothing to lose when you're lonely and friendless :)

[she-writes-human]

The most difficult thing is just trying to make a real friend.

[nikkivenomized]

I must be really horrible, the worst person there is, since it keeps happening to me. Everyone leaves. Everyone stops caring, I lose meaning to them, I become nobody, nothing. Unimportant and uninteresting, irrelevant. They're always on the verge of leaving should I just say something they don't like. Because they barely tolerate me. So I either shut up and watch us fall apart or say a word and speed up the process. Whatever I do is always wrong since they wish I wasn't there at all.

[bravesecrets-deactivated2024111]

It hurts when the person who you want to spend your time with doesn't want to spend theirs with you.

[icedcoffeegirl8484-deactivated2]

people: you need stop being isolated and start to socialize more that's how you make friends.

me: gets ignored, only being talked to when they need something, not being included

also slowing going back to my dark hole :)

[nikkivenomized]

I always lose everyone.. They all leave.. Even if they claim to be friends, they're never there, they don't care and I feel so alone around them. It's so painful. I die every day anew.