hope's the whole point.

this is what i was put here to do. this is where i make the world a better place.

[saveandwin]

THANK YOU, & GOODBYE!

After two years on Izuku and 10 years on tumblr, it’s time for me to bow out. This has been coming for a long while now – about a year, year and a half – and while I tried to keep my interest in tumblr alive … I’ve just outgrown it. It’s become more work to be on here than not sadly.

I just want to thank everyone who has followed me in the past or is following me still currently. I want to thank everyone for talking to me, interacting with me, messaging me, sending me asks, and giving me an incredible experience across all the fandoms I’ve been in. I have a special place in my heart for the kingdom hearts fandom and I love you all there so very much. My time in the BNHA fandom has not been the greatest and I’ve always felt uncomfortable with this RPC but there have been some really incredibly fun times and I’ve made a lot of genuine friends who I cherish very dearly, and who I know I will keep talking to years from now. You guys know who you are! 

( winks @ ham, tessa, gi, reid, rhys, koala, mira, rina, & kai aka the cliche! i love you guys so much. thank you so much for all you’ve done for me: for your friendship, your company, your support, your jokes and the many laughs and smiles you guys have given me these past two years. your friendship is honestly so priceless to me and if nothing else, the one thing i will take away from my time here in the bnha fandom is that i met a solid group of friends i love to death and look forward to talking to every day. )

I will be releasing a lot of URLS as I take my leave. Feel free to DM me for any of them and I’ll release them to you! I’ll be on all day. Also feel free to ask me for the codes to any of the themes on there if you want to use them yourself.

besthero / soulstrength / bravestrength / thiscourage / raremight / lightofahero / hyliancourage / heirweiss / zorasage / empathymade / truempathy / righteousviolence / magicitself / nichirinsword / hackstronaut / winninghero / ghira / revealtruth / inheritpower / medikrieg / selflessnature / firebreathe / uaprincipal / oxidizesweat

I will be keeping the URLS saveandwin / smashkick / thekeybladehero / wingshead because even though I’m leaving, I don’t know what the future holds and if I’ll ever be back – but I also cherish the memories that are attached with these URLS and all the people who helped make my experience here on tumblr a great one. 

The only blog I will keep and be somewhat active on will be my Hinata Shoyo. Even this will be very low though. I just simply don’t have the time or interest to be on this website more than I need to.

Also, here is the link to all of my colored manga icons for Deku. 

Feel free to download and use to your heart’s content. Just don’t claim as your own. I welcome you guys to take whatever you want from this blog or any of the others listed above as well — themes, headcanons, whatever. I honestly truly do not care anymore. If you see something you like or that gives you inspiration, go for it! I no longer have use for any of it so if you do, please by all means go ahead. You have my full permission.

If we know each other really well, feel free to ask for my discord so we can keep in touch and keep talking as friends! I also do a lot more discord RP nowadays (mainly Haikyuu) as I find it much easier and faster, so if you’re interested in that let me know!

Thank you again everyone for the wonderful memories, and I hope you all have an incredible year and onward. Maybe we’ll meet again. ❤ ✌

[softlesbian]

“And you are Sam Winchester. That’s right, I’ve heard of you. We’ve all heard of you. The prodigy. The boy king.”

[foolisland]

[sealionsam]

some healing kisses 4 sam

[selflessnature]

anyway im not saying sam could become god in the end but im just saying he has a direct connection to him, god obviously can’t be allowed to live and someone has to take his place and samuel means name of god SO

[wishbzne-deactivated20210526]

For I’m a strange new kind of inbetween thing aren’t I, not at home with the dead nor with the living.

Sophocles, from Antigonick (tr. Anne Carson)

[unicorncastiell]

[spnwhenever]

[selflessnature]

dean‌.

            ‘  what do you want me to do, huh? start shoppin’ at whole foods and eat rabbit food from now on?’

“ no, of course not -- i mean, it wouldn’t hurt you to -- but you know there’s health burgers that taste just like the real deal, right? like --- like black bean burgers or, or the beyond meat burger. ”

[selflessnature]

dean‌.

      ‘  dude –  i’m sure these people can handle things on their own by now   …  ’

“ well, sure, probably. but the whole point of the hub is so that they don’t have to. ”

[samgifsdaily]

anonymous requested: sam + smiling

[selflessnature]

It never fails to piss me off how people still try to pin the entirety of apocalypse on sam and sam alone. Like there hadn't been 65 other seals that needed to be broken before Lilith. Like demons and angels alike were running around, purposefully breaking them. Like Dean hadn't broken the first seal to start it all off. I’m not trying to pin or shift the blame on either Dean or Cas here, I only want to point out that neither Sam nor Dean knew that they were going to be breaking a seal. Both of them were manipulated and lied to and used and lead around by angels and demons and yet still, despite so many parties being involved in the start of the apocalypse, despite both brothers having a part to play in breaking seals - both unwilling and unknowing - Sam is still painted the villain and the sole cause and perpetrator behind it all.

Sam didn't have an angel watching over him, he didn't have an angel to help him. He didn't have a demon who was willing to strike a deal with him to bring his brother back. He was left on his own, believing his brother was going to burn in Hell for eternity because of him. He was driven to desperation and self destructive tendencies while demons and angels alike watched. While angels knew what would happen and didn't lift a finger to help, while Ruby preyed on Sam's broken mental state and desperation while he was at his absolute lowest and made it so that he was so completely dependent on her - not just by being the only one who would help him, but by making him an addict. She was keeping him strung thin and dry on her blood so he would keep coming back for more. And Sam wasn't drinking demon blood for fun or for kicks. In all likelihood, he didn’t know he would become so dependent and addicted to it when Ruby first suggested it. He only started because he thought it was necessary to drink her blood to use his powers, something that was revealed was not true and only gave a placebo effect on his powers which makes the whole situation even more disturbing as it shows the blood really was only a means on Ruby’s end to ensure Sam’s reliance upon her. 

Sam was addicted. As in, actual addiction. As in, serious withdrawal and poor judgement and desperation and shame at how much he needed another hit, shame at how willing he was to get it wherever he could. Addiction is ugly and hard to overcome. It is a serious issue that requires a lot of help and understanding, and people tend to short of both for some reason with it. They skim over it and wave it to the side and act like it isn't something people need help with but something people need to be blamed for. Like someone asked or wanted to be an addict. Sam was used and manipulated and gas-lighted and made an addict --- an addiction he tried to kick mind you, a decision that was ripped from him by others (Famine, Castiel, Ruby) more than once -- and yet all that is so thoroughly and completely ignored by some people to this day because it's apparently easier and more satisfying to blame him for everything instead.

Did Sam have his part to play in the apocalypse? Yes. Should he carry that responsibility and guilt of the part he had in it? Yes. Was he arrogant at times? Yes. Sam was an adult who followed the wrong path and made wrong decisions, and those decisions had serious consequences -- consequences he is rightfully responsible for. But it's also not as black and white as that. Nothing ever is. The decisions he made were ones while he was being misguided, manipulated, lied to, and kept in the dark about so many things regarding the apocalypse. He was responsible for one seal out of sixty six that would start the apocalypse. It was the last one, but Dean was the first, and there were 64 between him and Sam that needed to be broken first before Sam's plan to kill Lilith would have had any consequence.

It's fine and accurate to say Sam had a part in the Apocalypse. It's a complete lie to claim he was responsible for all of it. People need to acknowledge the part everyone had to play in it and not just pin it all on one person.

[diminuel]

December 02: Sam and Jack

Sam gave Jack a box of cereals and Jack is delighted. Poor Sam is surrounded by people who eat cereals at all hours but he’ll cope.

(If you’d like you can support me with a ko-fi)

[selflessnature]

castiel‌.

   “…Thank you Sam.” Cas murmured after a beat of silence between them. If he was being honest with himself, the mere fact that Sam even offered the chance to bring him comfort was a lot more than Dean ever did since what happened…it was both endearing about Sam an saddening about Dean. Did the elder Hunter truly hate him that much? “I-…I think I might take you up on that offer one day.” It must’ve been surprising to hear from Sam but even to the angel who spoke it from his own lips. Opening up about his feelings was never his forte but desperate times always ha a knack in changing ones perspective.

Jack had softened him in a way nobody else had. He had learned to smile more, to talk more openly and scoot that stick out of his ass at least a little. But now-….now it felt like he had nobody to talk to. Until of course Sam bothered to murmur his words his way. “It means very much to me, Sam. Truly.” And he meant that sincerely. 

“As for my Grace? I’m fine. Well..as much as I can be. But I fear my connection to Heaven is running dry and I have no doubt this goes for all Angels who are left.” Cas explained, staring down at his hands with a grim expression. “Ever since God has found this universe unworthy of his time, I believe he’s ‘cutting the cord’ sort of speak. He’s abandoning not just us but Heaven along with it. He’s purposely depleting that which makes angels angels. We-….Soon we might as well be human.” The ebony haired angel explained. “He has lost all faith in not just you and Dean or humans, or this world…but in everything he’s created here…even us. His children…”

The tired angel sighed, letting his hands fall limply in his lap. There was nothing but true exhaustion on his face now as their topic loomed over the fight he ha with Dean. Great…”More of a word beating than a fight. I stood there and took his spiteful hate filled anger as I tend to always do…I suppose I just got tire of being his punching bag…so I left. I hadn’t intended to bring you into this mess, Sam…I’m sorry.”

blinking, sam was taken aback for a moment --- but then gave a nod and quirked his lips in a small, supportive smile.  “ we’re family, cas. we’ve got you. ”

at castiel’s explanation, sam’s jaw worked, clenching and unclenching repeatedly. like clockwork in a world whose clock was slowly being knocked off by none other than the maker himself.  “ yeah, well, we don’t need him anyway. when’s he ever actually been here for anyone? ”  sam replied, maybe a bit heatedly. okay, maybe a lot heatedly. he knew he probably didn’t sound much like himself : probably sounded more like his brother than anything right now. which was funny, considering it was in stark contrast to dean’s current resignation and depression over the situation (not that sam didn’t feel it too, he did). now sam was the one who felt this ... this anger inside, simmering below and rising with every mention of god. after spending all those years looking to Him, praying to Him, believing in Him and having faith despite all that had happened ... to find out God’s plan had been some twisted story for his own entertainment, with no regard for the actual people in it?  “ he can try and write his perfect ending. doesn’t mean we’re gonna let it happen. he can leave. but we’re not going anywhere. ”   it was an assertion directed as much to castiel as to himself, a reminder to keep looking, to keep fighting despite the odds. they’d lost so much already ... he refused to lose anyone else. so maybe it was God they were up against? they’d been up against impossible odds before, too. against michael, against lucifer, against the darkness. all of heaven and hell. they’d figured out how to beat the odds, twist it to their favor. they’d do it again. 

they had to. they had to.  

there was a twinge of sympathy that tugged at him at the look on castiel’s face, his exhaustion. he knew how fights with dean could go. hell, he’d been in so many of them himself after all. most of them well deserved. didn’t make facing the verbal beat-down and disappointment any easier though.  “ no, it’s ... it’s okay. i’d rather know than not, you know? ”  he replied, with a twist of a tired smile.   “ i know dean can say a lot of heavy stuff sometimes. he deals with a lot, you know? and he doesn’t always get to deal with it. and i don’t blame you for needing some place to cool off yourself. but whatever he said ... at the end of the day, you’re still family. to both of us. even if he’s angry right now, that’s not gonna change. ”

[pepegle]

[achillesofficial]

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[samgifsdaily]