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I like cows and cats. That’s it. That’s my life :)

[bbrothertedd]

[only-cat-memes]

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[cherryandpudding]

Sleepy 🌸

[remanence-of-love]

[darklegendry-deactivated2025061]

[kittydealer]

u/linaabaee

[michaelnordeman]

Murstensdalen Nature Reserve in Västmanland, Sweden (April 17, 2025).

[selzard]

Does the heart truly heal?

Or

Does it just get used to the amount of pain it has to carry?

[selzard]

“You don’t know what you have until you lose it”

This line has lingered over me. I know I’ll survive, I know the days will continue, and life goes on. But the world will feel like it’ll crumble down. I will feel lost and empty until I’m healed again. There is always an “up” again. But until then, I will have to feel the hurt. I will have to endure the sadness. I deserve it. I have hurt you. You don’t even know it yet, but I have. Yet, your hate for me is not as big as the hate for myself. I hate that I’ve done this. That I ruined something precious and pure. You don’t even know it yet, but, you hate me.

And I hate myself for hurting you.

[resqectable]

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

[selzard]

I used to think I could never hurt anyone the way I was hurt.

I cried. I forgave. I ached.

The pain I felt was deep.

I swore that I could and would never let someone feel that way because of me.

I am human.

I’ve fallen into the vicious cycle of which I swore I’d break from.

I am human.

[selzard]

I’ve made errors.

I’ve made life errors.

Regrettable. Shameful. Disgusting errors.

I won’t be able to take it back, but I swear I will live and breathe trying to make it okay again. The last thing I want is to make all the good disappear. I repent.

[vanish]

(x)

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