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Orang selalu suruh kita sabar padahal dia tak tahu pun sakit kita mcm mana.
You can choose in between to stay with someone or leave them after you witnessed all her/his flaws.
you choose.
thought
I always isolate myself back then because I still in a constant sadness since I entered my school atas bumi bawah langit.
well, everyone have their sad chapter that they dont read out loud. Kan?
Perhaps I am an easy going person, I can be friend with people who want me to be with them.
I'm not kind of memilih kawan sebab dia cantik & popular & yada yada. What most important is their heart. Kalau dia taknak kawan, sudahlah. Aku kisah ape (hahaha kelakarnya)
I can listen to their story, every hours. Even their backbite. But I don't interested.
I dont used to have many friend. I hardly trust people till now.
I hate it.
Im not surprised if my friend back stab me one day. I dont care. They choose to be. Let it be.
Even if I stick to one friend, I don't expecting them doing the same.
They can open up to me. I learnt to keep everyone secret.
But I will not open up to people that i'm not comfortable even we are close together.
get it?
Aku okay je kalau org nak tinggalkan aku, tipu aku, tak ikhlas dengan aku. Aku tak kisah.
God, why I dont manage to find what I'm searching? I lost myself completely.
-im (2018)
Thought.
Why do I write?
God, I am wondering.
2017/10/22
“To the person that loves me next, I’m sorry if I am broken. I am sorry if I question the love that you give because so many before you have taken my love and thrown it away like common trash. To the person who loves me next. I am sorry if I don’t believe you, like when you tell me I am beautiful. Know, that I have heard these words a million times before and yet here I am still alone. I apologize for the walls that stand 40 feet high, I am sorry that you have to climb them. The people before you took too many pieces of me. The walls? They protect the remaining parts of me. To the person who can love me next, please just love me. As I am. Ignore my flaws, just love me”
— The book she will never write
To that person. ^^
God, Im in love.
I want to quit.
saya tak baik sangat. but trying to be better day by day.
I'm human being, tak maksum pun.
saya ada banyak dosa. tapi takkan lah nak bagitahu dekat awak pula, kan?
cerita dia macam ni.
cubalah kita semua keluar dari stigma "pakaian= first impression/expectation kita terhadap dia".
ujian dunia ni banyak.
ada orang Allah uji dia dgn perasaan.
ada orang Allah uji dia dgn kehilangan.
atau kesempitan, atau kekurangan.
boleh jadi Allah uji dia dengan kesenangan, kecantikan/ketampanan dia.
ujian kita tak sama.
kalau kita nampak ada orang dari kalangan jemaah/usrah, tak jaga ikhtilat.
itu memang salah dia, bukan salah pakaian dia.
atau mungkin kita berjumpa dgn orang yang biasa2,
tapi hati dia sangat luar biasa. dia tak tutup aurat, itu dosa dia dengan Tuhan. bukan hak kita nak tentukan dia di neraka/ syurga.
kita ke Tuhan?
but s/he being good to people. tapi kita(?)
--- the heart of the matter, dunia ni ada banyak ujian.
mungkin sebahagian dari kita pass bab aurat, tapi ikhtilat dia kelaut. manner dia tak perfect. & yada yadaa..
mungkin ada yang tak bertudung, tapi hati dia lagi mulia dari yg bertudung.
world is full of surprise & unpredictable people.
we get judged no matter what we do. & we should not judge others too. Allah swt knows the best.
--- last but not least, kekurangan dalam diri orang lain bukan untuk kita bandingkan, tapi untuk ditampal & diperbaiki.
expectation manusia ni kadang-kadang membunuh.
berhentilah down grade & discriminate orang hanya sebab kita nampak apa yang dia pakai, bukan yang dia alami/ struggle utk baiki.
kita tak tahu banyak mana dia usaha untuk dia jadi lebih baik dari hari ke hari.
mestilah, siapa je nak tunjuk kelemahan dia dekat orang lain, kan?
kita semua nak nampak cool & hebat. (ke aku je hahaha)
kita tak nampak apa yang orang lain struggle & cuba baiki, jadi kurangkan lah dosa mengutuk.
kita semua nak masuk syurga. & kita masuk syurga sebab rahmat & redha Allah sebenarnya, bukan sebab amalan kita.
the world needs more positive people, perhaps the one is you. (:
& I'm really battling.
(correct me if I'm wrong)
-im, 2018.
ego
taktahulah aku ego ke ape.
tapi orang selalu cakap aku ego.
tapi aku kisah ape, orang ego memang takkan mengaku dia ego sampai bila2.
so aku tak ego wei.
tipulah kalau kau takpernah kecewa. cuma bezanya kita, pada cara kita menguruskan kecewa.
ada orang, kecewanya dia, sampai dia pilih untuk buat benda2 yg memudaratkan.
ada orang, mungkin dgn menangis.
ada orang, mungkin dgn cara dia asingkan diri dari manusia & dunia.
& ada orang, dlm kekecewaan dia, dia bertemu Tuhan.
---- percayalah. kita tak suka sedih, tapi sedih selalu je berjaya bawa kita jumpa Tuhan.
ada orang, kau nampak dia kecewa. tapi dalam rasa kecewa dia,
dia bertemu dgn sekelumit rasa bahagia.
sebab dia pandang rasa kecewa dia sebagai ujian dari Tuhan. ujian kan tanda Tuhan peduli?
----- cerita dia, bila kau sandarkan semuanya pada Tuhan. kau takkan kecewa. sebab kau selalu tahu ada yang lagi tahu dari apa yang kau tahu.
(& cukuplah bagiku, pengetahuan Tuhanku) kan?!
& last but not least.
remember when we're all still weak & vulnerable? here take thisTroye Sivan's quote.
"No, don't give it up just yet. Stay grand for one minute"
goodluck. if you're planning to bring me down, or even making me sad. no worries, you can't breake something that is already broken.
-izzahmazli, (2018)
I wish I could write. I get these ideas but I never seem to be able to put them in words.
F. Scott Fitzgerald (via help-n-quotes.com)
I disclosed myself from the world because I don't know what I'm looking for.
I'm searching for myself.
but, all I I found is
nothing.
I don't even recognize who I am.
I lost many thing in life.
tapi takpelah.
what is meant for me, will always find me.
perhaps someday.
-im (2018)
taktahulah siapa yang keras kepala sebenarnya.
I don't know what I'm doing right now.
I disclosed myself from people.
I get hurt.
transformation
transformation