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TIMELINE

since i cant give you guys the story any longer ill answer a question and also give you what the timeline was going to look like

cant you just have someone take over the blog?: no i can not its not a missing member issue its a personal issue i dont wish to continue something they were apart of sorry.

TIME LINE

“BREAKING POINT” this was what we were reaching the mid way point of the arg it was going to have leon snap at nelo and give away the relationship between ethan/samhain and leon and through nelo into a jealous rage. shortly before this we were going to have the priest leave aka absalom/matthias and being nelos boyfriend hes the only one that really can calm him down so without him nelo fall fully into his destructive delusions

“INFILTRATE” leon was then going to with the help of orcus and the priest get into the cult since nelo doesnt know leons looks its easy. he disappears and leaves samhain on his own at this point raven comes back around since leon is her best friend and his sudden disappearance makes her put aside her differences with samhain

“ANOTHER SEVEN” at this point the followers had gathered together for once this part was still in the works due to a previous fallout and since our current fallout we werent able to finish this but nelo would become the man he hates he would become samhain and he would kill all the followers who have doubt in him. this would cause a rift of doubt in the cult

“SEVEN ISNT UGLY” samhain would return with the help of leon and matthias and get the other cult members out of this death trap and away from nelo but matthias would stay to deal with nelo so the rest can leave

“ROMEO AND JULIET” the end game, matthias would post about hiding from nelo and how he needs to “finish this for good.” this would result in hours of silence where the two are in a struggle fighting at some point since nelo was made to be this strong guy and matthias is not nelo towers over him and chokes him trying to kill matthias with his bare hands but matthias is able to reach for a knife he had knocked out of nelos hands first and stabs him with it

in this moment nelos grip stops and the real nelo breaks through only to utter one terrified word “matthias?” before he collapses on his side coughing up blood, he fades fast and before matthias knows it his boyfriends corpse is besides him.

in true tragic love fashion matthias would write a post on nelos blog since nelos phone is right there about how nelo was sick and how he wish he could go back and stop everything from happening and how he’ll love nelo even after all he did and ofc “in the end he recognized me. not as absalom but as matthias.” and that would be his last post as he takes the knife from nelo and dies just like juliet besides the one he loves

this was never intended to be a happy story it was a story about a mentally ill man whos abusive. i never wanted nelo to be a liked character i wanted him to be attractive but i wanted him to be a fucking piece of shit. so here it is a madman’s delusions who takes advantage of the mentally ill.

ALSO HERES SOME ART OF THE CHARACTERS

ABSALOM/MATTHIAS

LEON/ARCHIVER

NELO/TRASH MAN/ASSHOLE

uhh so with this suddenly ending ig i can like,, say who i am or something? it’s important to note that i’m not an official member of this and i wasn’t directly involved, just playing along.

but uh hey! i’m josh-joseph & my main is @habit-rabit, if you wanna follow me or message me there then feel free to!

with that said, this arg was really interesting! even though it was short lived, i really enjoyed finding things out and playing along! yeah, i’m kinda disappointed that it wasn’t longer, i’d love to hear how this was all going to play out, but i get that there’s just some circumstances that you really have no control over. i really hope the creators make another arg and if they do then i’ll be sure to keep up with it! good luck to them if they do, i hope it all goes well :-)

#josh speaks #important #info #this was a lot of fun while it lasted!!#ily all

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THE END

this is a rather shit ending to this thing but i’m afraid we cant continue the story any longer. we had a falling out with two members one of whom was a very important character to the story. so with that im afraid i must end this story i had a lot planned for it but im afraid those will never see the light of day (or night since this is nelo’s theme lmao) i had a lot of fun with this and its my first arg. i’ll make sure future ones will be more planned out with people i can trust better. i hope you guys enjoyed the ride while it last even tho we havent even reached the mid point where everything was supposed to go down and like blow ur minds and shit.

im honestly pretty sad i have to end this but theres no bump in the road its more like a silent hill drop off of no road ahead. thank you all for playing along and thank you for the feedback as well.

for one last time id like to say that ill hopefully be in ur nightmares.

thank you all <3

-nelo cult team

#lol rip

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How To Feel Angelic (boys edition)

I notice a big lack of posts like these. Of course any boy can enjoy any feminine things and still be super valid!! But personally, as a trans boy, I get dysphoria when I do anything that’s seen as feminine in my society. So here’s a list of angelic things for boys!

-Take a cool (but not cold) bath. Being in the water can help you feel weightless, like you’re flying. Also, having the water be cool instead of hot helps me feel like I’m high up in the atmosphere, but that’s a personal preference that you don’t have to go by. If you use essential oils, you can find a mix of scents that remind you of your home in the skies. I also find that lying in the water helps me feel my wings without feeling like they’re being crushed. And of course the feeling of being clean for the rest of the day/night really can’t be beat!

-Use almond extract in a sweet recipe. Find a recipe that uses honey and vanilla especially! All you have to do is replace any vanilla extract with almond extract. Almond extract has a very unique flavour that I personally find reminds me of food I had in my past life.

-Wear white, gold, and silver. I like wearing button ups especially. If you know how to sew, get yourself some silver or gold buttons and replace the buttons on one shirt! It’ll look interesting and angelic and I love it. Wearing one small bracelet can look androgynous as well, and chain necklaces with some kind of magickal stone under your shirt is an option for any wiccan angels out there as well!

-Listen to calm or meditative music. What you find is really up to you, but personally I really like Weightless by Marconi Union, which is supposedly the most relaxing song known to man. You can also search for meditation music.

-Take care of your pet if you have one. I think this one is actually really underrated. This one makes me feel like I’m still working as a guardian angel, as I look after this creature and make sure it has the best life it can have. Take your dog for a walk and appreciate the surroundings. Add plants to your fish tank and create their environment for them. Give your pet treats and make them happy! Watch the pure joy, and feel how much it lifts you! It’s truly a wonderful feeling.

-Go to the nearest park. You don’t really have to do anything there, just touch the grass and watch people walk their dogs. Listen to music if you want. Watch the clouds and remember what it’s like to be there.

-Sing. Even if you’re not as good at it now, just hum anything that comes to mind and feel your voice move. Get carried away and belt the exact same chorus over and over, even if you don’t know the lyrics, just let yourself go and go and go!

-Paint wings on your wall. If you can’t paint your wall, then get some really big paper and paint wings on the paper. Put the wings on your wall and take photos in front of them, and it will really look like you have those wings. It takes a lot of effort, but it really helps me feel good when I think I’m losing touch with myself.

Feel free to add more!

#self care