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AngelWill (spamtenna au series thing)
I originally wasn't sure if I would actually make more than 2 artworks for this, but apparently I am... (they're intended to be read in order)
1 - (BSE) Routine Cleaning 2 - Gift 3 - Jingle 4 - [Stop It] 5 - Pipis Care 6 - Damnit Swatch 7 - Argument Cut Short 8 - (BSE Flashback) Taking Care of You 9 - Dusting 10 - Relief 11 .1- Tea (Part 1/3) 11.2 - Tea (Part 2/3)
I have a collection of good news and bad news.
Bad news: my sibling found my account/fanfic and I am now actively dying of cringe.
Good news: They are also a spamtenna truther. They really like it.
Bad news: They are harassing me about finishing part 3. I will not have a moment of peace from them until I finish part 3 of Tea.
Good news: Due to this, I will probably finish part 3 of tea sooner rather than later, lest I face their wrath. Please send help /j
Chapter 5 is coming.
When I originally was working on AngelWill, I wondered what I would do when chapter 5 came around, and, inevitably, many assumptions my comics made would have been incorrect.
There are many things I am unsatisfied with in this work. Some of the "comics" are more just ship art with a label, in my little head-cannon. My head-cannons have also changed, as I've spent more time in the fandom...
... I plan to, within the coming months, finish part 3 of the Tea. But, there is a fair possibility that I may end up... retconning? Starting from scratch? Afterwards. Or not. Who knows?
AngelWill is something I do not currently have time for. I always wanted to write comics, and making an account where I can be freely cringe and for a ship I enjoy helped me take that first step.
(Also, in reference to my last post, the circumstances previously potentially forcing me to delete this account have been... mostly resolved. There's always a chance they could come up again, but it is insignificant.)
I'm glad there were people that found enjoyment in my silly little ideas. I hope to bring more silly ideas, one day.
Due to circumstances outside of my control, I have no clue on what the future of AngelWill is. There is a nonzero chance I will be put into a position of being forced to delete my account. I am unsure how to proceed. If I am able, I will try to ensure this account is floating around and present.
I hope it does not come to that. For the foreseeable future, as things have already been, updates will be very, very slow.
... At the rate I'm going, We're going to get chapter 5 content that invalidates half the stuff I write up! (Good golly, that newsletter was something, huh?)
Have a good day, all.
I've been halfway(?) Done with part 3 of Tea for a while... and then life got 10x more hectic lol. I wanna draw gay people...
There's a lot I wanna be able to do with AngelWill, and its!!! going!!! so slowly!!! It's frustrating lol.
Not having the time to draw is however letting me get used to just... rambling. I am always paranoid I'm going to say something "wrong" so just letting my thoughts out is a little nerve wracking. Though trying to write this comic is also a bit of that, too.
Tenna I want to project my experience with internalized homophobia and intimacy shame (? I don't know what the word is, probably not that) with... and that is certainly a delicate subject. I worry a lot about doing it wrong. I suppose that is a benefit to this going slowly, I have a lot of time to make sure I do it right.
Anyway... thank you everyone who's reading my silly comic... (and, sorry for the wait...! Ack)
Tenna is a TV star darkner who craves attention. Spamton is a internet scam email darkner (who is also a TV star who craves attention)
Therefore, their daughter is a Livestreamer who pushes sponsors of questionable legitimacy. Thank you for coming to my ted talk, good day.
I was never really a shipper. Spamtenna just rubs my braincells the right way. Doomed lovers are awesome. They have a child canonically. Doesn't help Toby also clearly likes these two characters a lot. The joke "being a Spamtenna fan is so easy" is thrown around a lot but... we really are well fed. Little sprinkles of their partnership are plentiful.
I also like projecting my experience with queerness onto Tenna... He's so closeted. He is in a place where he doesn't have to keep who he is to himself. But just because of his own fears, being a 80s/90s game show host who's head is clearly stuck in a certain era... he thinks he has to hide that. He keeps his literal embodiment of a relationship with a (possibly transgender) man in a closet, hidden away. The audience calling him gross for being into "that". The audience that seems to be a part of a world he has a lot of control over, and reflects his mental state.
I'd like to think Spamton doesn't care as much. I like making him trans. Sure he craves approval and the audience, but he's a part of the internet. His head isn't stuck in an era where he's not accepted in the slightest. He's okay with himself. And he tries to help Tenna be comfortable with his own queerness.
Thought that I don't have time to draw right now:
What if in the event where Tenna's Pipis is found without the Dealmakers in your inventory. What if he runs off with the intent of coming back after the audience dies down. What if he returns to the wardrobe only to find his little darling missing. What if he panics and feels horrible because he left his daughter and his last meaningful piece of Spamton alone because of his own shame. Because of his fear of the "audience" knowing that he had a relationship with another man. And there's just a tiny Tenna crying in front of the Wardrobe.
I am super sleep deprived but do you see the vision. Does this make sense
I keep seeing so many cool vampire costume tenna designs so I wanted to mess with one
A thought I've had (that probably is a stretch)
If Spamton knew the prophecy of "THE LORD OF THE SCREENS, CLEAVED RED BY BLADE" from his little comment in Tenna's boss battle. Kris's blade is at least a little red, right? And their swing animation definitely leans into a "red blade" (its kinda pink but still...)
So... what if when he says "THE [Tragic Businessmen] THAT [Died] AT THE [Now] OF THE [Story]," He thinks Kris is the one who is going to deal the blow? Either intentionally or perhaps by accident? What if at the end of Tenna's battle, when he survives, that Spamton thinks maybe fate could be changed?
He gets a bit hope and relief that Tenna both cares still (from the Pipis) and didn't die.
And then two seconds later that hope is shattered and the Knight comes in and slices his arms off.
I am probably reaching very very far but... fun idea to me...
Misc AngelWill Thoughts - Chronic Pain
I've tried twice to articulate my thoughts and each time I feel like they don't come out quite right. Third time's the charm I hope.
Tenna
Prior to Spamton cleaning him out after god knows how long, Tenna would be constantly warmer than what he should be. After a certain point, he'd probably stop sleeping with a blanket on since he's already so warm, and with his abdomen panel open. (I know I've only ever drawn it off when his shirt is unbuttoned.... but the opening for his wiring and circuits has a removable panel).
After his encounter with the knight, his shoulders hurt. Pulling his arms too far is even more painful. Given how much expressiveness is put into his arm's movement, he gets used to it (though it isn't pleasant). He especially tries to keep that expressiveness whenever the kids are around, for a couple of reasons:
As someone who views himself as a parental figure to Kris (and maybe to Susie as well), he doesn't want to worry them. Ralsei being the "we serve lightners" guy also probably encourages this behavior.
Susie fixed him. She made an attempt based off of what the Pippins and Shadow Guys told her, but she probably doesn't have the most in depth knowledge of what would have been ideal for his machinery. On top of that, it was likely a rushed job due to the panic of finding Tenna barely alive. All of this to say is that Susie's handiwork wasn't the best. But it was enough to keep Tenna alive and functional. But, Tenna especially doesn't want Susie knowing her patchup is causing him pain. He doesn't want her feeling guilty. So he tries to play himself up like everything's normal...
Ralsei would be healing him and trying to fix up the damage over time. This would improve the pain somewhat, but since Susie didn't connect everything "properly," the pain will never go away (unless someone were to reattach them correctly).
Spamton would also make an attempt to relieve some of Tenna's pain with his little F1 Angels.
Spamton
Spamton I'd imagine has chronic pain in his joints. Going from Addison... bird... thing, to a puppet with ball and socket joints, probably wasn't pleasant. He's a living being that got forced into a plastic/porcelain/wood/?? (I have not thought of the logistics of this yet) body with joints that probably have a lot of friction in them.
He also hates the cold. Lower temperatures causes thermal contraction in the material around his joints, increasing the friction and difficulty in movement. (Good thing he isn't in Gabe's Snowgrave save file...)
NEO Maybe gave him some relief. I at first wasn't sure if his joint pain goes away entirely when he's in his Neo form, given his joints are still mechanical. However, with the way I've designed the mech, its a mix of mechanical and organic. He has robotic aspects and some feathery bird aspects. And, since it was designed with the power of a lightner, maybe the body was just made better? The joints might be more fluid, more tolerable. It was a body built to be a body. It was a body built with the will of what darkners consider a higher being.
I do plan, later down the line, for Spamton to have the chance to temporarily reuse the NEO mech. So he'd get a little period of pain relief... Among other things.
I try to be cannon compliant but there are probably some things in here that are contradictory lol.
Style experiment with the bug man
Very busy this week but I need my sanity doodles
doodle dump for Spamton
Bird spamton is so fun. So many possibilities. Gay feather preening why not.
Spamton dusts Tenna's insides, Tenna opens Spamton's pin feathers. Symbiosis...
Wanted to work on the way I draw puppet spamton and I got some doodles I liked out of it
Also bonus little sneo
(I really like this pencil it is so much fun)
So... I actually originally drew this for the last panel of the previous comic. But the cut in my mind conveyed the tone better.
But I didn't want it to go to waste..
I imagine maybe if Tenna is happy enough, flowers just start blooming all over his screen. Make him super happy and you just have a garden lol
Tea, Part 2/3
I was staring at my text editor for a long time trying to figure out how to communicate what I wanted to in those last 5 images. I still don't know if I put it quite right but I hope the idea's there
One more part and then Tea is done!
(Part 11.2)
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