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@seongsungmin
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Yu Hamin | @hamminchingu
@choimin …i um— everyday that’d be so long for you. i’d hate to be an inconvenience.
@choimin Oh look at that, it’s so late— I should be getting to bed. Good night, Sungmin!~
@choimin: 3m
@hamminchingu go get ur beauty sleep ♥♥ u beautiful human being may the fairies guard ur sleep ♥♥♥
@hamminchingu
[16s ago ] @choimin …….why—- is someone telling you to do this? was it bang minah? adkfaksdjasa i um. thank you? i feel it’s not enough ;;
@choimin: 3m
@hamminchingu no one but my own heart bby (´ω`♡%) ure welcomed tho i could remind u of ur beauty everyday tbh (*´ω`)o
@hamminchingu
Yu Hamin | @hamminchingu
@choimin …you’re really trying to kill me right? i don’t know how to turn you off ;;; my face is burning.
@choimin: 3m
@hamminchingu hope it doesnt burn too hot (。・//ε//・。) i wouldnt be able to sleep at night knowing i burnt such beautiful face with my honest words ( ˘ ³˘)❤
@hamminchingu
Yu Hamin | @hamminchingu
[10s ago] @choimin I um. Thank you but really ;; I really am an average person. You are much better looking I’m sure.
@choimin: 3m
@hamminchingu ooooh hell nah =͟͟͞͞ =͟͟͞͞ ヘ( ´Д`)ノ have u seen ur face pls dont say that ure average oh no- and im good looking yes but u sir, wow (●♡∀♡)
@choimin: 15m
it's donut day-- can someone take me to a store and buy me donuts? #donutgobreakingmyheart
@hamminchingu
@choimin Heh, um. Thank you. Forever? I hope so, maybe.
@choimin: 3m
@hamminchingu forever and ever, ur beauty will go beyong time bc istg u have the prettiest face out there istg ♥♥
@hamminchingu
[just now] I don’t want to live if I can’t be beautiful.
@choimin: 6m
@hamminchingu dont worry, dude, im pretty sure ull be beautiful forever tbfh
Okay I had to do this for my friend mrbanqs… her recently new ultimate Choi Sungmin before puberty (Late 2010/Early 2011 || 15) and After (2014 || 18)
Either way, I am not sorry.
x | x
ooc; chiaki ♥
seongchiaki replied to your post:i got my radar on y'all {tracker; 140506}; offline ♥
DO YOU STILL WANT TO PLOT WITH JAEWOOK?? OR DID WE HAVE SOMETHING? I DIDN’T FORGET YOU OKAY
omfg yes i'd still love to plot with jaewook im looking forward to that im negl!!
i got my radar on y'all {tracker; 140506}; offline ♥
okay so i know that i probably shouldn't have
but i started watching game of thrones
and wow
its so good like srsly no tv show before was able to make me gasp and shit but game of thrones did.
but yeaaah, this is just to remember what im doing bc i have the memory of a goldfish im sorry
anyway
replies i owe (ill get to these tomorrow i swear):
seongkiseop; give me what i want
seongeunhee; first day
seongruki; the reply to the sentence thingy
just replied to:
seongmiyuki; spoiled brat
seongara; old friends die hard
seongseokjin; my heart on your hands
waiting on:
seongryu; no-filter
seongeunjung; coffee shop
seongdanny; too close for comfort ((idk if this is still going??))
seongnichkhun; chatty chattity chat
seongbyungjoo; meeting for the first time sort of
seongdante; fearless koalas
seongyui; dog's out
seongsoohyun; hey whaddaya doing there
plotting with:
seongxjiyong; message sent!
seongxjoon; waiting for a reply--- i think? did i reply?;;
i cant remember who i was plotting with before i went into my week hiatus ;A; so please tell me if i was plotting with you!
and if i wasnt
cum to me bby
so yeah thats abt it
please remember that i have an plots page available and all so come plot with me bc i feel like im not doing anything u___u
i love yall
good night and i shall go watch game of thrones
see yall tomorrow!
my heart on your hands ( sungmin & jin )
When Sungmin harshly pulled away from him, Jin thought he had failed and that the other was going to run away right then and there. However, he was shocked that Sungmin stayed. Looking at his old friend, Jin could see the years of pain and sadness on his face. His heart dropped even more when he saw tears stream from Sungmin’s eyes. Jin had a strong desire to wipe the tears and hug his old friend dearly but restrained himself and stayed quiet, shaking slightly.
As if Sungmin read his mind, the younger boy suddenly stepped closed to Jin and hugged him. He was surprised but the act of affection was welcomed and he reciprocated the hug kindly. He gently rubbed his hand up and down Sungmin’s back, a small smile appearing on his face. It was like the good old days when the would comfort each other. Sungmin’s sobs grew more urgent and Jin became more motherly, whispering things like “It’s okay” to the younger boy.
It was peaceful aside from the crying but Jin was caught offguard when Sungmin said that he could not fix the problem. “That may be true…” he admitted quietly, still holding onto the younger. “B-but I want us to be friends again. I do love you! And I’m sorry.” Jin assured Sungmin. “Can we talk this over? Maybe outside of the lecture hall?”
Sungmin sniffled quietly and slowly pulled away from Seokjin, his eyes wandering around the room. He had forgotten for a moment that they were still in a classroom, and that the next class will probably start in a couple of minutes. He nodded, taking both of his hands to his face and wiping the tears away, quiet sobs leaving his swollen lips due to how much and how harsh he had chewed on them earlier.
He moved to the side, allowing Seokjin to lead the way, but quicky following him from behind. He shyly reached out to his wrist, his hand circling around the fabric of his sleeve as he followed from behind, just like a child following his mother. Truth is that Sungmin could never feel any safer with anyone but Seokjin. Maybe it was due to all of the years they had shared together that made Sungmin feel like he needed Seokjin.
He was quietly following the oldest. If anyone had anything to say, it would be Seokjin. Sungmin had already told him everything he needed him to know years ago. And hearing Seokjin say he loves him wounded -and yet healed- his heart a little more. And although he is quite conscious that he means in a friendly way, his heart still races inside of his chest. "D-Do you think... We can still be friends, though?" He asked quietly, his sobs being less frequent as he was slowly composing himself from his crying fit.
Old Friends Die Hard | Ara, Sungmin
she widen her eyes and laughs “really? you traumatized? oh my-” she couldnt finish what she gonna say because she quickly brust into laughs “sungminie aigoo~ you still same!” she laughs and shake her head, she tap her chin and look at him “hmm frozen kinda a good idea~ and we should watch something scary too~ how about..” she look around the horror movie section and point at the ring movie. “how about the ring? its really famous in japan you know?” she giggles and look at his terrifed face “oh come on sungminie just once please~?” she clapsed her hand together and look at him. Sungmin then nod his head and they walk to the cashier to pay.
they walk happily toward ara dorm, she smile softly and look at him “sungminie~ how is hachi doing is he good?” she ask him and tilt her head, hachi is the puppy. hachi is being adopt by ara and sungmin when they were still like 8 years old. Ara and sungmin loves hachi very much but hachi is live with sungmin since ara move to Japan, she havent heard anything about hachi. She look up at sungmin and tilt her head waiting for his answer, suddenly sungmin happy face turn into a frown which making ara very worried “whats wrong sungminie?
When the girl suggested watching The Ring, Sungmin felt like simply turning around and leaving the room. He was no coward, oh no, but the whole Sachiko thing was way too scary to him. He gulped quietly and nodded with his head, letting Ara win again. He sighed and rested his back against the wall behind him. "I swear, Ara, if I can't get my beauty sleepy because of this movie," he said in a low whisper, his bottom lip sticking out in a pout.
With his hands on his pockets, Sungmin turned to see Ara as she asked him about his pet. Since the girl had decided to torture him with horror movies, he decided to torture her with something quite as sensitive to her as horror movies were to Sungmin. Trying his hardest to keep his teasing smirk to himself, he frowned and sighed. "I thought your father had told you, Ara..." He said in a low voice, evading glancing into Ara's eyes or else he'd lose his act. "He... He got run over right after you left to Japan," he said, clearing his throat. As the expression of his cousin turned into a more broken one, he decided it was about time to break the whole act. He started laughing loudly, slightly bending his upper body forward as his hands pressed against his tummy. "He's doing just fine, Ara!" He said in between laughs. "I'll take you to him whenever you want," he said, pressing a loud kiss on the top of her head.
Spoiled Brat | Miyuki, Sungmin
“Am I? Are you sure you’re not just being a whiny child, my dear otouto?” A laugh escapes from her lips, her hand reaching up to mess the pinkette’s dyed hair once more with a contented sigh leaving from her lips, a cheshire grin spreading across her features from his answer. “Really? That’s good then! Let’s spend the rest of the day together! Family bonding,” though they weren’t really family, Miyuki still liked – loved considering Sungmin as such and it makes her all the more happier to see that the younger didn’t seem to mind. If any, he seemed to have bought the idea of them being some sort siblings as well, what with the many times they frolic with each other by calling one another sister and brother — sometimes even mother and child.
And then her nose crinkled, unable to keep the snort that had slipped off from her and also unable to keep her hand from swinging onto his head, a look of disgust evident on her features. “You’re revolting!” she exclaims, though there was still a growing grin on her face. A joke was a joke, she knew and came to learn, and it just so happens that the freshman just loved throwing the most disgusting ones. The first time she had heard one of his lewd jokes – him saying that they probably had sex the moment she opened her eyes after having fallen asleep on his bed – Miyuki actually thrown a punch to his face and up to this day she felt guilty, her face growing red in embarrassment each time she remembers it. She couldn’t possibly be blamed for it, however, it was all Sungmin’s fault! Or so she would exclaim to herself inwardly each time she ended up in a debate with her own thoughts. “You know how I hate men, please don’t. If any, just please buy me books instead.” Her arms wrapped around herself as she shuddered, tongue sticking out with a ‘blehk’ at the thought of having to spend a night with a male.
She wasn’t a lesbian, oh no she wasn’t. But to be with a guy… She would rather die than it to happen and although it was true that Sungmin was also a male, he still had this comforting aura around him which Miyuki liked a whole lot. He was friendly. Utterly friendly to the point that he continued on speaking to her — poking her endlessly (literally) despite the many times she had ignored him the first few weeks they met and Miyuki was thankful, really, for him still putting up with her despite knowing her phobia against men. Sungmin was different from everyone else — he had managed to break the walls Miyuki had placed between her and all of the male population in the world and so she quietly swore to herself (it would be embarrassing to say it out loud in front of the male otherwise) that she would take care of him. Much like that of a sister to her brother and besides, the Japanese had always loved the idea of having a sibling.
"Ha? Noona, I didn't know you were into girls," he said with a teasing smirk on his lips as he brushed their shoulders together, his arm casually falling over her shoulders. "But that would make things easier for us!" He said in a loud voice, bouncing a little bit. "If we ever have a threesome, you wouldn't feel awkward with another girl being naked and sexually aroused next to you," he winked his eye with his characteristing grin in his lips. He should probably be used by now to her reactions, but it was still amusing to see the way her eyes would nearly come out of her face whenever he made his usual comments.
Once they were outside the school's building, Sungmin puffed his cheeks as he thought on how to get to the mall. He was lazy, so he certainly wouldn't walk all the way there, and the subway was some minutes away from them. He pulled out his cellphone and quickly dialed a number he knew by heart. Sungmin quickly gave the address to the school, and after some other small words, he hung up and turned to see Miyuki. "I just called my family's driver. He's on his way to pick us up," he said with a huge smile on his lips.
He had actually thought of calling a cab, but it was easier to just call his driver. "Noona, I think I should probably buy a car," he said with a sigh as he leaned his back against the gates of the school. "But the last driving class I took was years ago and I remember the instructor telling me to never drive again," he continued, a playful smile dancing on his lips.
It didn't take more than five minutes for the driver to arrive, and from there, it didn't take more than ten to get to the mall. During the entire trip, he kept poking Miyuki's sides and biting her hands, clinging onto her like the excited little boy he was. "Noona, I can't wait to eat pizza!" He said, while bouncing out of the car, keeping the door open for Miyuki. He closed the door behind her and grabbed her hand, quickly dragging her into the mall. "I haven't had pizza in like... Three days. That's too much." Sungmin said with a pout on his lips.
@choimin: 11m
wiggul wiggul wiggul
@choimin: 11m
u kno what to do with that big fat butt
dark starter sentences
some yandere, some angst, some rivalry, but no happy stuff on this list
ooc; stuff to do and sheah ♥
okay so
HELLO TO ALL THE NEW PEOPLE
im sorry if i havent appeared at ur inboxes but im still trying to make sure ive followed everyone
i've also realized that for some strange reason, i seem to have unfollowed some people??? so if i suddenly follow u, im sorry, something weird happened to my tumblr
also, i noticed that some of my posts have been deleted as well .___. and i have no fucking idea why
so today ill be checking everything in my account and ill go through the directory as well in case there's someone im not following
idky but my tumblr always fucks up
also ill see what i need to reply and get it done
aaaand, ill probably throw sungmin into some of yours assboxes to plot with u and all
if u want my aim is chximin, so yeah u can hit me up there
thank u all for the messages u left on my past ooc post, i love you all truly ♥♥♥
so yeah, enough talking and ill get all of the things i need to get done today, hopefully ieghdfk