Under Construction- My Beautiful Hangover

Dong Youngbae, Age 19 and a Freshman at Seongnam University

[seongyoungbae]

Drabble Response

seongxdae

"Dont murmur so loud. You dont want to wake the others. Do I need to kiss you to distract you?"

[brittsmemes]

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Send in a number 1 - 10 and see what you get! Don’t cheat and look under the cut!

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[seongyoungbae]

dark starter sentences

some yandere, some angst, some rivalry, but no happy stuff on this list

"You actually thought i cared about you?"

"I wonder how loudly i can make you scream in agony?"

"You're a monster!"

"It would be a shame if i had to damage that pretty face of yours."

"You're all mine now."

"How could you do this to me!?"

"I trusted you!"

"Is that supposed to scare me?"

"Put the knife down."

"You're scaring me..."

"You look so sexy when you're all bloodied and bruised like that~"

"I wonder how many volts it would take to kill you?"

"Why are you pointing that gun at me?"

"Let me go!"

"You're so cute when you struggle like that~"

"Your blood smells wonderful."

"Who did this to you?"

"You're in my way."

"I thought you were dead!"

"Help me!"

"Long live the king."

"What did they do to you?"

"What have you done?"

"Maybe i should carve a pretty picture in your flesh?"

"Don't worry, I won't do anything fatal, I just need some information."

"I don't care what you do to me, I'll never tell you!"

"Stop it, your hurting me!"

"They'll kill you!"

"I hate you."

"The only reason I chained you up is to show you how much I love you!"

"If you keep struggling like that I'll have to punish you~"

[ygjunkie-deactivated20150817]

[seongyoungbae]

Instagram Update:

Such a lonely heart this school year. Does someone wanna come keep me comfortable. 

[twoneofakind]

[seongyoungbae]

Instagram Update

Hey guys! catch me at #clubinsomnia this weekend. You wont regret it. Take a look at this ink the drama kids did for me. 

[winnerlover]

[seongyoungbae]

Come play with me? 

[seongyoungbae]

STARTING NEW YO

Im dropping all plots with this character except jesses (Unless we have talked within the last week) I have total writers block right now. fucking finals. If I currently have a plot with you. MESSAGE ME. Lets see if i can save it. 

[seongyoungbae]

Tracker

waiting on 

seongyukie

seongtae

seongjackson

seongjesse

Working on

seongyukie

plots?

[seongyoungbae]

OOC

Im here! I will be catching up on replies tonight :) All three of my guys! 

[teoriadoeter]

011 ☆ Fighting out the abandoned fight (Jesse&Taeyang)

[seongyoungbae]

Taeyang couldnt help the emotions that boiled through him, Anger, disbelief, longing and finally once he could name wanted. He felt his fists ball up into angry molds.

"You have waited this long to tell me?" youngbae said through seething teeth,  He felt his knees wanting to lock and his muscles straining. He wanted to hit him. He wanted to him so he felt the amount of lonely ache he had seething through him all 19 years of his life, anger at him for leaving them behind. Hurt for not having a father who taught him about girls, or how to drive, or even what it was actually like to fall in love. 

He swung his arm back and slammed his fist into his fathers jaw. The satisfying crack of his knuckles sent a shot of adrenaline down his spine.

"That was for leaving me and mom, I did not believe mom that you had a reason all this time. I still want to know what your left us like that. " Taeyang leaned down and wrapped an arm around the ausssie man and pulled him into a hug 

"And this is from that little boy who still wants his daddy." 

And finally the tears began to fall from taeyangs face. 

[teoriadoeter]

-I, unh… - but the words were stuck in Jesse’s throat. He didn’t knew what to say, nor if saying something would change his son’s expression. The magnitude of what he did was so dreadfully huge that seeing it in his child’s face made the japanese realize how he didn’t deserve to be alive to see him. It should have been his mother the one to keep by his side, not Jesse. Not the man who let that boy get to a point, where punching his own father’s face seemed fairly reasonable. That was painful, indeed, but he couldn’t say even a single word as an answer. He was barely able to keep standing, and if he still had any control of his own self at all, it was lost when the younger pulled him to a hug. 

-I am sorry, son, I truly am. - and that was all Jesse could say, repeating those words under his breath endlessly as his arms were already around his child, hugging him as if his life depended on that. Finally, he found out how having his son between his arms felt like. Jesse now knew how feeling Taeyang’s teardrops against his shirt was painful, and how unreasonable was the will to stop him from crying no matter what. - God, I am so sorry. - Jesse said again, letting his own teardrops fall from his eyes as holding them back was barely impossible. - Please tell me this is real, son. Please. - but it wasn’t meant to be said out loud. 

[seongyoungbae]

youngbae held him tight. He felt like something had filled that gap that he had been trying to fill for the past 10 years. Something girls, alcohol or dance never seemed to fill.

"It is real dad. Its real papa." Taeyang whispered his voice cracking as his tears soaked his shirt, he gripped the fabric near his hands in tight grips

"Dad, We need to talk when you sober up, Lets go to your house, Ill drive."

[rkjaebum]

▸ old flames still glow in the dark ;

jackson doesn’t remember how, when, why, where — all he knows is that youngbae is one of the best lays he’s ever had.

the way he catered to every one of jackson’s needs that night — that, at least, he vaguely remembers — was incredibly mesmerizing, the way their bodies molded together perfectly like pieces in a puzzle, how gentle yet unforgiving youngbae had been with him — just the way jackson had asked. the details of that starry-filled night gets him fanning himself every time, which is probably inconvenient when in the middle of a gsa meeting or in the middle of band practice.

it’s especially inconvenient in dance practice, where jackson is constantly in the glowering presence of youngbae, eyeing him with suggestive eyes and hidden smirks under the skin of his arms. observing youngbae move with grace and agility across the wooden floor of the dance studio sends shivers down jackson’s spine, reminds him of the night in which their two bodies merged into one so sweetly. the instructor, however, apparently doesn’t feel the same way, snapping her fingers in jackson’s face to gain his attention once again. he jumps a little, startled by the disrupt in thought, and clears his throat awkwardly as he silently nods and mumbles an earnest “understood”, getting back to his routine he’s been working on for the next showcase.

youngbae’s still on his mind though.

[seongyoungbae]

Youngbae laughed as he watched Jackson get snapped at by the instructor. The had been working on the routines for the individuals showcase this week, Taeyang had already finished memorizing the routine and was helping the instructor with the other students. 

"I will help him!" Youngbae called as he walked over to Jackson a smirk on his lips. "You seem  to be a little distracted today jackson , none of your movements are hitting the points. Here," Taeyang slipped his arms around the mans hips and slid him into the first point of the move. Pressing his bare chest into his back. "The second move is a bit wider." Youngbae said matter of factly as he slid his fingers down the inside of jacksons thigh pressing lightly against it to move the thighs apart. Taeyang giggled at the sound of the others hitched breathing. Leaning up into Jacksons ear taeyang whispered. "Someone okay?"

[seongtae-deactivated20140505]

dreamers disease — ty & yb

[seongyoungbae]

Youngbae chuckled. “We are just a group of guys who are into the same thing.” youngbae said with a smile. His lips fell when she mentioned the depression. “well, I know depression sucks alot, my mom went through it, but she treated it with alcohol.” he grimaced before smiling again. “Its Dong Youngbae.”

[seongtae-deactivated20140505]

a faint smile appeared on her face “yeah depression does suck, yeah i coped for a while without medication, it isn’t pretty” nodding at the mention of his frat house. taeyeon wasn’t any of a sorority, it wasn’t her thing. “nice to meet you youngbae, i’m taeyeon but call me tae” a fully formed smile appeared upon her face. 

[seongyoungbae]

"Tae," taeyang smiled "What a pretty name." He leaned over and pushed a dread from her face. "Depression is a dangerous thing, and I remember watching my mom fight it, but the wrong way." He shook his head. "You know Tae, if you need anyone to talk to I am here." 

[teoriadoeter]

011 ☆ Fighting out the abandoned fight (Jesse&Taeyang)

[seongyoungbae]

"Well thank you for your opinion on my mom, Jesse Hyung." Taeyang said sipping from his second glass of water. "Well, I want to know who he is, but I don’t know the relationship we would have, I mean 19 years with out him. I just think it would be cool to see my past. I have only ever seen my moms side." 

Taeyangs head dipped down into his hands. He could feel the tears build. “There is times I wished that I would be sitting in my frat room and he would just come in and tell me I will be okay, Its just hard.” Taeyang whispered a tear slipping from his eyes. 

[teoriadoeter]

-There’s no need to thank me, Youngbae-ah. - and there wasn’t, indeed, but then, Jesse was just trying to delay something that was about to happen by saying whatever came into his mind. The moment in which he would have to look at his son’s eyes and say those words that were stuck in his throat was right there, and after nineteen years, it was fair with both to go through it without running away with fear. - This is not the place I’ve imagined we would be, nor those words were the ones I meant to say first, but the funny thing of all this is that, no matter how many times I mentally repeated my confession, none of them got close to what I’m doing now.

The japanese forced a smile to raise the corner of his lips, but failed as his chest started to ache and the simple act of breathing became hard. - I thought that saying it quickly would end with the agony sooner and we’ld be able to accept it or just turn our backs to each other, but now that I’m here, looking at you and talking about your mother, I just wanted to extend this moment as much as I could, because if it was meant to be the last time I would have you near me, I wanted it to last longer. - the brunet was being as sincere as he could be, but even he, with all his hopes, knew that his chances weren’t good. - The point is that I’m trying to keep myself from saying what can make me lose you for good by telling you all this bullshit first, kid, but… I can’t runaway again. I’m your father, Youngbae-ah, and since the moment I saw that photo in your hands, I was sure about it.

He felt pathetic, but there wasn’t any other way to say it. That was the truth and Sen had to face it. - I don’t have the right to ask you to stay here and let me explain what happened, nor do I want to force you, but I want you to know that during all those years I waited for this moment, wishing to find you and tell you how sorry I am for everything. And if you could give me just one chance, I would like to be the father I couldn’t be for you, until today.

[seongyoungbae]

Taeyang couldnt help the emotions that boiled through him, Anger, disbelief, longing and finally once he could name wanted. He felt his fists ball up into angry molds.

"You have waited this long to tell me?" youngbae said through seething teeth,  He felt his knees wanting to lock and his muscles straining. He wanted to hit him. He wanted to him so he felt the amount of lonely ache he had seething through him all 19 years of his life, anger at him for leaving them behind. Hurt for not having a father who taught him about girls, or how to drive, or even what it was actually like to fall in love. 

He swung his arm back and slammed his fist into his fathers jaw. The satisfying crack of his knuckles sent a shot of adrenaline down his spine.

"That was for leaving me and mom, I did not believe mom that you had a reason all this time. I still want to know what your left us like that. " Taeyang leaned down and wrapped an arm around the ausssie man and pulled him into a hug 

"And this is from that little boy who still wants his daddy." 

And finally the tears began to fall from taeyangs face. 

[seongyoungbae]

OOC

I AM ALIVE I SWEAR...Just moving...all my characters will be replying soon

[seongyoungbae]

Headcannon

Instruments.. youngbae plays the piano, but its not common knowledge to people due to him being known as the dancing Xi Nu boy, but late at night the Xi Nu boys hear the soft notes wafting from the foyer of the house. 

[seongyoungbae]

OOC

seongjesse

I saw a wild you! did we like not do our para now? 

[seongtaeeun]

[seongyoungbae]

Youngbae slid up beside her, and pulled her flush against him feeling her skin against his, he slid his hands around her belly and buried his head into her neck. “Well, at least i will have an attractive cuddly person to wake up next too,” youngbae paused “Well at least if...

[seongyoungbae]

YoungBae shivered and pulled her closer her fingers on his spine sending shivers through his being fighting the groan that lingered in his throat. "Your making it slightly difficult to control myself." He murmured underneath his breath. "Well I appreciate the compliment."