Love The Stars.

Love The Moon.

[seoul-warrior]

Veronica in Veronica Mars is actually kind of the worst. I remember watching it the first time and thinking she was cool but like on this re-watch....she's insufferable.

[seoul-warrior]

I could write dissertation about my love for Logan Echolls. This man who has literally been through hell and back and he still manages to actually have goodness in his soul. How in the end all he wanted to do is protect those he cares about. How he is the opposite of Cassidy, someone else who had an equally troubling growing up. Cassidy could have been what Logan is but the internalization is different. The nuances aren't lost on me.

[seoul-warrior]

the way I'd give my entire heart and soul to logan echolls is actually crazy

[seoul-warrior]

Logan Echolls deserved so much much more I forgot how much his character devastates me so much

[seoul-warrior]

I just need to know if people also see how Dior looks at Leah sometimes

I'm gonna leave it at that cause I just wanna see if people are picking up what I'm picking up???

Like am I crazy or??

[seoul-warrior]

I miss being weird. I don't mean cute quirkiness. I mean being completely unhinged. A feral little goblin with no real sense of societal expectations. I miss having so much energy that I was always asked if I was high or if I took something at school. I miss being one of the guys. I don't want to be a guy but I do miss how I could act stupid with them and it was fine. It was normal. It wasn't weird cause of puberty. I miss acting a fool and being a immature. I miss feeling untethered.  I hate that at 31, I feel like I have to be grown. I know I am. I know I'm an adult. I know I have to be an adult and do adult things and make adult money. Tbh I think my issue is there is a small timeframe where I got to be my age and then it was suddenly I have to grow up. I have to be mature. I have to act older than what I was. It never helped that I was always told that I mature for my age or that everyone thought I was the eldest.  I think I'm also jealous that men aren't every really expected to act their age. I have seen grown men in there 50s revert to teenage antics when they are around each other... and it's fine. No one bats an eye at it because it's what men do. Why are women not allowed that? Why are we burdened with maturity? 

[filmgifs]

LADY AND THE TRAMP (1955), dir. Clyde Geronimi, Wilfred Jackson and Hamilton Luske

[seoul-warrior]

why do I cry over children shows????? why is there something fundamentally wrong with me?

[kermitlesbian]

fuck i can’t believe i wasted my entire life being moved by art and beauty and the indomitable human spirit ugh i should’ve been making money through internet scams

[seoul-warrior]

One time in 8th grade, in our drama class we had to write eulogies for ourself and give it as if we were at our own viewing and I remember this one kid dressed up in a suit and brought music and everything and was so serious about it.  

[seoul-warrior]

this same guy passed away a few years ago from a motorcycle wreck. I think about him a lot tbh and I think about this moment a lot too. I wonder if some people feel the weight of death more than others that cause them to plan their funeral even in 8th grade

[seoul-warrior]

Once Upon a time I had a major crush on this guy named Jason that I saw every tuesday. Once upon a time a semester later, I forgot until just now that I had a major crush on a guy name Jason whom I saw every tuesday.

[seoul-warrior]

I saw this guy recently at the local aldis.. he looks exactly the same.

[loish]

As a person with acne, this helps my self-image: studying the faces of people who have it, and realizing they are still beautiful even though their skin has imperfections.

[seoul-warrior]

As a casual kpop listener who used to be a hardcore kpop fan, I need kpop fans to stay away from Hudson Williams. Especially BTS fans.

[seoul-warrior]

I need to crash out for a moment. We are poor. Like I am poor poor. I have been trying to find a job, I've been applying to so many places and haven't heard a thing back. Mom is disabled so she can't work. Yall don't even know, but my dad passed away in november so that's been a whole thing. My cousin lives with us, she's 21..22? She is cognitively aware but she will always been developmentally behind. She lost both of her children, from being on drugs. She took two pregnancy tests and they both came back positive. I LITERALLY CAN'T. I cannot. There is a reason why I never had my own child because we can't ever afford it. HOW tf are we supposed to have a child here??? There is no space, no money. It won't be fair to the child andidk man, I 'm stressing tf out

[seoul-warrior]

This is both embarrassing and amazing of me It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[seoul-warrior]

I feel sick. I just feel so sick of everything. Of everyone. Somehow the weekends are worse. They're always the worst and I think it's because I have more time to just sit and think. Which is stupid because I'm currently unemployed but somehow the weekdays are still busy. I just feel so gross and anxious. Everything is wrong.

[seoul-warrior]

STOP EXCUSING RACIST AND SERIOUSLY PROBLEMATIC BEHAVIORS OF YOUR FAVORITE KPOP IDOLS BECAUSE THEY’RE YOUR PRECIOUS “OPPARS”

[seoul-warrior]

almost 10 years later and PEOPLE still excuse it