White Ferrari
JJ Maybank x fem!Reader
[1k words] A late night smoking session in your car reveals many old secrets.
The tip of your joint was the only thing that brought light to the night.
Outside the cozy car youâd borrowed from your father, rain was falling continuously as though it was trying to flood the island, wash off it all that was wrong and ugly. The windows were soaked and you could barely see the exterior of the Château from where youâd parked in its pressed-dirt driveway.
Usually, you and JJ would sit on the front steps and exchange smokes until the light went off and a pair of smiles was permanently plastered on your faces. Nevertheless, the unpredictable island weather couldnât stop your midnight escapades. Everyone inside was probably already asleep, so you didnât care that the music was blasting. It was a soft song anyway, the kind that rattled your bones with nostalgia. And with the rain in the background, youâd probably end up falling asleep in that white car.
A cough, then a laugh. You looked away from the rainwater condensed on the window to find JJ holding the smoke out towards you. The fingers of his other hand danced on your knee.
âHey, Jay?â you mused, bringing the joint to your mouth. He nodded, adjusting his body so his cheek was pressed to the back of the passenger seat. âWhere would you go if you had to spend your entire life in one place?â
The blonde boy genuinely thought about it for a moment. Heâd never traveled before, the only trips heâd never made was up and down the island. He had the entire map of it hardwired into his brain. JJ had many places he dreamt on visiting, all housing some type of shore, beach or lake, some near and some very, very far away.
The moment stretched out endlessly, but you didnât seem to mind. You took a couple drags of the joint as he thought, his eyes on you the entire time. He examined the curve of your lashes and the way only half your cheek was illuminated. He only came up with an answer when you shot him a bright smile, damn-near a grin, and held out the smoke to him.
âWhere would you go?â he replied, his fingers brushing with hours.
âThatâs not what I asked,â you laughed. You rested one of your hands on the steering wheel, but did not look away from him.
âI know,â JJ said, âbut thatâs where Iâd go.â
You froze. Ever so slightly, your lips parted and you drew in a sharp breath. You couldnât beat the smile that slowly crept up your face, brightening it. âWhat does that mean?â Your voice was barely a whisper, but you couldnât keep the question in your throat.
âIt meansââhe exhaled the smoke in ringsââif I have to spend the rest of my life in one place, youâve gotta be there.â
Another pause. He shook his head, laughed, then asked you the exact question.
Youâd glanced at his hands, watching the way bracelets youâd made adorned his wrists. He took it as a request for the joint and casually placed it in between your lips, barely brushing them with the pads of his fingertips.
âYucatĂĄn,â you replied. He spoke of that place so much the desire of visiting it had seeped in his skin.
If heâd been smiling then, he was grinning at the sound of your answer. You blew the smoke on his face and both of you exploded in a fit of hushed laughter. The hand on your knee stopped fidgeting, electrifying over bare flesh. Youâd held your breath and you were pretty damn sure he was, too.
Slowly, he reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, then twirled the end of it between his fingers. JJâs eyes did not leave yours, not for a second, and youâd begun to drown in the ocean surrounding his pupil. His Iris was reduced to a thin ring you could barely see due to the low lights. It told you so many things, more than his words ever did. You assumed you looked just as entranced as him.
âIâm gonna clean up my act. Iâll stop drinking and make things right with my dadâs. Iâll even listen in school and shit,â JJ promised. A tuff of blonde hair cast shadows over his face, but you could see that he was unmistakably looking at you. âIâll get you off this island.â
âRunning away together, you mean?â you queried, unable to stop the small smile peaking on your lips. Youâd long forgotten about the smoke by then.
He nodded. âYeah,â he said. âJust me and you.â
You laughed. It was only when you looked back up again that you realized just how close his face had gotten. The hand in your hair brushed your cheek and forgot all about the curl it had been toying with. With your free hand, you reached for the bottom of his shirt and balled it up in your first.
âHey, JJ?â you whispered. Both of you were breathing heavily and the music was still low and slow.
You didnât think the blonde boy could get any closer, but he did. âYeah?â
âKiss me.â
Hand at the nape of your neck, he crashed your lips together. You hadnât expected his lips to be so soft and the moment he pulled away, youâd both craved more. There came a lingering moment following the long-awaited kiss during which neither of you opened your eyes. You basked in the moment only lit by the tip of the joint heâd rolled in a hurry. The rain was your choir.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve been wanting to do that,â he confessed like he was talking to a priest or something. He opened his eyes first and couldnât look away from you.
A moment, then another. You started laughing first, a series of giggles, and buried your head in his shoulder. It shook as he chuckled, which eventually turned into laughter just as loud yours. His cheek pressed against the top of your head; your hands still clinging onto his shirt.
If you could entrap this moment forever, you would. Who would have known your favourite memory would be in that fucking white Ferrari?
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