demented young lady

i live in a big city and i can't sleep. 25

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i want to DRINK BEER and SMOKE CIGARETTES in a nice place OUTSIDE!!!!!!!!!!!

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when I'm at work I eat around 1000-1100 cals and feel perfectly fine despite moving a lot, during weekends I basically just sleep and don't move but eating below 1000 feels terrible and im super hungry how is that possible

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I walk 13k+ steps at least every day at work, most days around 15k (~8-10 kms) and do some manual work as well, what the fuck

[sequinssilk]

when I'm at work I eat around 1000-1100 cals and feel perfectly fine despite moving a lot, during weekends I basically just sleep and don't move but eating below 1000 feels terrible and im super hungry how is that possible

[starve-nation]

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ANYWAY now its starts FOR REALSIES no more junk food and drinking (okay a little of that one day a week) i was sick for the past 3 days so couldnt do shit but starting tomorrow the wl grind will be #real

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i got fat as a cow again 🙄 no discipline no nothing

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back to dieting means more money to spend on clothes and trinkets 😋

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i might throw up when I step on the scale but let's call that a begining of a new era 🤭

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I have a full-time job now btw where I'm semi active (13k-15k steps on the daily) so it's scary

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I pigged out like cwazyyy on my vacation so it's going to be dire brace yourselves

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I'm back bitchesss

[triste-angel-thinspo]

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whatever 🥀💋

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bitch let's get back to it

[loveheart-16]

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im back in action and i made a 2025 moodboard

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im still losing weight LOL okay! 41.3 today