Serambi Mimpi

"Gantungkan cita-cita mu setinggi langit! Bermimpilah setinggi langit. Jika engkau jatuh, engkau akan jatuh di antara bintang-bintang." ~ Bung Karno

[serambimimpi]

Aku sering rewel

Kamu masih sedia

Aku sering hilang akal

Kamu selalu mengingatkan

Aku memicu amarah

Kamu memberondong canda

Ini bagian pertama

Mari kita bersiap

Karena hidup itu kaya

[serambimimpi]

Numbers do not always represent the sum of your hard work, just remember all the things you've got are your blossomed prayers too. Terimakasih Tuhan. Heuheuheu.

[serambimimpi]

Along The Miles

Dealing with hopes and turndowns

Waiting with tears and smiles

don't know whether he runs his days the same way

Still, there's still love falling along the miles

[serambimimpi]

Kemarau berganti Genangan-genangan kecil Terbelah di bawah kaki-kaki maupun roda-roda Sebaliknya, seterusnya Kebanyakan menggelengkan kepala Saat ada yang bertanya Kapankah jeda itu memberi batas di antara musim Pun aku.. Yang kutau sekarang Jeda ini datang Membebaskanku di antara takut akan kehilangan dan harapan soal masa depan Melangkahlah dengan ringan Bahkan kau boleh lepaskan genggaman Kan kudekap doa-doaku Agar bahagia kau selalu

[serambimimpi]

To the sole person that lights me up: I just can't stop loving you.

[serambimimpi]

Dear Mr. Arthur I'm so sorry for not going anywhere with no another letter for a long time. Everything's oke, right? Do you like Math, Mr. Arthur? I bet you don't because 80% of the population saying the same. Me? It's your turn to open up the box of mine and let all people of this Southern hempisphere knows the truth. Do you really want to do such a thing? Not about the Math, I'm bad at all. So I hate everything. Please send him this truth. I'm eager to know; will he smile or ..... I'm worried if there will be nothing I hear from you about him. Meanwhile, I have so many things to you to forward. Like, these raining days sucks, books sucks, movies sucks, cakes sucks bla bla bla without him. Hey, he also sucks, love sucks... Yet, I'm trying hard to be a normal sucks. Even though it's never be oke, I can figure out this kind of feeling is the thing I want to share with him.

[serambimimpi]

Dear Sags,

Know that

you think there is no way back

there is somebody that you love most

somebody that lights you up

know that is always true

know that

the days have left with the feeling of missing

know that

you will be killed

know that

turns you be strong little girl of heaven

~ (I wish) Dad

[serambimimpi]

ayah, bilakah Tuhan mengijinkanku bertemu engkau di sana

[serambimimpi]

on the green of the grass under the light the silhouette of your tenderness I can't go this far anymore

[serambimimpi]

aku tau kamu tau aku tau kamu tidak kamu tau aku tidak kamu aku tidak tau tau tidak aku kamu tau aku tidak kamu kamu tau tidak aku kamu tidak tau aku aku tidak kamu tau

[serambimimpi]

True Dream

Someday when I turn to 40 I will pay a studio with a room of solitude I will marry him with no children but love We will paint the wall with a random face I know it will be yours Off course I am not going to run away from my husband and my children I live my whole life for a true dream A true dream must be done even only in a night

[serambimimpi]

I was not trying to draw attention I was not a tremendous I was not myself I was not a fairy I was not here lost lost in your consciousness

[serambimimpi]

Where is your treasured place to go? A bookstore Why? Stillness, the books itself, and his definite face.

[serambimimpi]

You're not a safe planet You're a lonely planet much more risky to stay much more comfort to ignore Aren't you?🌷

[serambimimpi]

I do not know how the unidentified works on me. Get me so wrong to do everything in life. You’re so real as the impossibility. He is so real as the true lover. On wednesday like other usual days, I slept too late. I caught your eyes and your soft laugh in our classroom, where our math teacher was talking about having her own school with only math lovers. But I never did it before. We never involved in a real conversation. Then, I woke up with warm tears cause we ended up in a party, kissing till the party died down with John Legend song. I really wanted to sue the unidentified, time, my stupidity, you, him, destiny. Gosh, I shouldn’t. Let me just sink into the gasoline, burn myself till it comes to the door of endlessness. Meanwhile, in the deepest of my heart I wish you feel the same unidentified and want to collect piece of possibilities. Then, we’ll start another parties, another thousand kisses.

[serambimimpi]

How Sweet

how sweet the possibilities inside our heads how sweet things we’ve been talking under the scattered stars how sweet our dreams that find its base to touch the sky how sweet the endeavor that makes us stronger how sweet memories fly in every second we spend how sweet we create smiling portraits on canvases how sweet being human with genuine tenderness how sweet, how sweet my Godness

[serambimimpi]

it is just like gasoline do you ever think how the air take its existence out but wait you still smell it right away just stay there, we'll fix it he said two times a hundred times from miles but I gave you unrevealed smile smile of an exploded heart ~~