ROOT / TOUCH

ind. manaka sajyou / written by eevee / LOW ACTIVITY

[castgil]

Halloween dashboard PSDS for your spooky needs – PART TWO.  find part one here.  please like or reblog if using , thank you !!! 

01. purple orb w/ bats.

02. pumpkin ! ! ! 

03. bloody hand print.

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Okay now I really have to do something about Hannibal’s replies because I owe like 30 so 

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forthegrail‌:

@seraphsi Watching the city burn from atop the skyscraper balcony caster could help himself he hadn’t had this much fun in centuries, to have a master who let him have his own fun it was a dream come true. Not to mention such a cute little monster she was even if all that hullabaloo about the beast and the end of the world. Who really cared if it meant Percival could bathe in the suffering of others. But what else can accompany a grand display of torture, why music of course. Setting his cd player on the table the king took hand of the petite girl before beginning a good old fashioned swing dance. 

A little bit of Manaka in my life A little bit of Manaka by my side A little bit of Manaka is all I need A little bit of Manaka is what I see A little bit of Manaka in the sun A little bit of Manaka all night long A little bit of Manaka, here I am A little bit of you makes me your man

The display wins an eruption of delighted giggles, swaying when he takes her hand into the familiar rhythm of a DANCE !   ( she never used to dance -- doll soul and ice heart unable to LOVE the action before, but she LOVES it now ! )

There’s a certain ADORATION to be had in his work.  He enjoys their suffering nearly as much as she does !   “ You must know lots of DANCES, caster -- is that the sort of knowledge the grail shares with you ? I wonder if it would teach me. “ 

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arthxrian‌:

There was a darkness- One that called to him, crying out his name, a familiar, wretched smile spread wide across its face- It was a darkness he had stamped out, time and time again. 

But here… Now, when he had finally thought himself outside her reach. Of course she would follow him- Fate had always gamed him this way, pushed and pulled him at its own whims. 

He turned, eyes cold and sharp, filled with contempt.

“Master.”

The word was poisoned, dripping with centuries of hate, and, in a flash, his Armor appeared on his well-built frame, the hilt of his Holy Sword materializing in his hand. If she was to seek destruction, then he would be more than willing to dole out punishment, as he always had.

it is not a particularly surprising reaction, even if it DOES make her sad.  But she brandishes no weapon in return, only shakes her head.   His contempt cuts like any other blade and BLEEDS her -- but it’s of little consequence now.  Now, she’s BOUND to the will of grail and the grail doesn’t wish to see the world BURN.  She’s been conscripted to help SAVE it after all ...  

“ In killing me, you would only succeed in DESTROYING chaldea ... of course, by all means please continue ... I have no desire to save the world.  It would be a sort of IRONIC twist to watch you end the world with your own hands after all you did to save it ... “ ( OH what a glorious thing they could have been, once -- but he is HOLY and all that is good in this world and she is the monster beneath the bed, ready to swallow every child whole -- the ROOT consumes her body and soul now, consciousness being retained is ... unexpected. ) 

“ wouldn’t you rather save the world FIRST ? “

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me: manaka you have to respond to other people besides arthur  manaka: ... no  me: i should have known this would happen

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@arthxrian

She knows the minute that she is summoned.  He’s HERE.  ( If she were to reach and search, she thinks she could name EVERY servant that’s been summoned, but that would take time and she isn’t a patient thing.  No amount of time passing could make her such. )

She knows innately, as well, that she is herself and not all at once.  The WILL of the ROOT given form -- not unlike the spirit of grail -- but she’s still PRESENT in her mind.  She wants to see him and knows to expect he’ll raise hell at her face.  ( That should sadden her, shouldn’t it?  Ah, but nothing has ever made her feel as ALIVE as his holy light ... ) 

“ SABER ... “ and she gives pause. “ No, I suppose there’s too many Saber’s here for me to call you that.  Protecting your name doesn’t really matter now ... does it, Arthur? “ 

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‘ if you don’t have a heart, i can offer you mine. ‘

chvrches lyrics prompts || accepting !

“ Once, I didn’t think I had a HEART.  I never knew it could lay dormant so long ... but I met you and it began to beat in earnest ... you’ve already GIVEN me a heart, Saber. “ 

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STARTER CALL ! 

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oncexfutureking replied to your post “‘

ah good yesm this was the best possible response he could have hoped for; god help us all--

sb: stop trying to be god  manaka: try? 

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sb needs to rp the beast of 666 which to be fair is probably just lucifer someone make a beast lucifer thanks 

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“I’m tired of people telling me to ‘go to the hospital’ and that I’ve ‘lost a lot of blood.’ It’s my stab wound, not yours. Stay out of it.”

–Shirou

Fate/Stay Night

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sometimes talking to manaka be like

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMNASJjE92U

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‘ i’ll wait until you’re really gone. ‘

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“ too late. “  The tendrils of her soul turn to searching, reaching things – the raw power of the root lives in her, with every beat of DEAD heart and rot.  She’s a picture of fallen grace – all angel soft and RED chest where her TOO ALIVE  heart still pours eternal blood.  “ RIDER – you want to see him again too, right … ?  We could go together … ? “  

There is a CHOICE in loyalty, but there is no choice in this – six other servants wait her return, after all – ONE MORE to tip the scales.   She’ll USE her against Saber, won’t that be just PERFECT?  

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‘ all you want is to play at playing god. ‘

chvrches lyrics prompts || accepting ! 

“ to play at playing god ... “ She echoes, pale eyes watching after every move with care and adoration -- she appears bewildered and then all at once overjoyed, frigid chill settling into the atmosphere at the sound of her LAUGHTER.  Her eyes remain TENDER upon him. 

“ I’m not PLAYING at anything anymore, saber ... “ 

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If you could only see the beast you’ve made of me I held it in but now it seems you’ve set it running free Screaming in the dark, I howl when we’re apart Drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart

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azothbladed‌:

❛ cu chullain … is that so … ❜ he has come a long way from being the impulsive man prone to cruel outbursts, the man who cursed five scholars to death. the man who had laughed in the face of tradition knowing that all the prestige in the world would be worthless should a true plague come to be. & yet, he’d not come so far from the ambitious young man who had created the philosopher’s stone, who used his true magic to commit horrid acts — he’s learned to suppress emotions, not how to stop feeling them. 

the thought of misaya with an unworthy dog makes him feel ill, rage bubbling just under his skin — he takes another breath as if that would calm him. as if that would make the lancer vanish so he could enact his plan ( he reaches to touch the ribbon in his hair, thinks of her laughter ). she was supposed to call him back from this hell & yet she hadn’t. the two of them had been apart & he knew she’d not forgotten, not truly. a person could never forget someone who made such an impact — even in this shadowed form, he knew misaya & surely … ❛ she could not forget me if she tried. i am selfish, i made certain a part of me would always be with her — ❜ 

❛ but for that to still remain true, that lancer must be disposed of. allow me to show you the true power of the philosopher’s stone in battle — ❜

No response could please her more!  Manaka twists and twirls with a vicious grin, smile sharp and CUTTING.  It is not against the Caster’s nature to be BLOODY, to be feral and wild and merciless -- That’s all she wants!  She wants to bring back the Paracelsus Von Hohenheim who committed those atrocities and she knows well what insidious desire lays waiting in the dark of his heart -- he wants Misaya for himself.  He NEEDS her -- 

She is a shadow over him, as much a condemning noose as a saving grace.  ( I MADE MY OWN HOME BE MY GALLOWS. )  She is HOPE and LIGHT and powerful love and Manaka -- Manaka couldn’t RIP her away from him before but she can now.  She can now and she’ll scarce have to lift a finger for it !  

For Misaya -- oh Misaya DESPISES him and all that he’s done.  She wonders what her face will look like, when Caster stands before her and tries to take her LIFE from her again !  ( For in taking the chance at the GRAIL from her ... he will condemn her to DEATH. ) 

“ I wouldn’t have it any other way, Caster!  I won’t let anyone else KILL him.  He’ll be all yours! “

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