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she/her 24 in love with beautiful girls

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im done. if she texts me back, i wont take her back. unless she really makes me fally in love with her again, i have to let her go. and in the past two months, i really feel like im slowly able to let go. like water flowing past my fingers, and im somehow okay. day by day i feel better.

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after all these months, why do your eyes, your laughter, and smile still pierce my heart?

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someday, let's go to that hot spring in the mountains. the one that we've talked about. when we're all alone, i'll undress you. kiss your neck. kiss your lips. and kiss your breasts. i'll show you to the hot spring. and gaze at your nakedness. and watch the steam rise from your skin. when we're inches apart, i'll look you in the eyes and caress your face. i'll run my fingers through your long black hair. and trace my way down to your neck, your nipples, your waist, and your thighs. i'll look at your lips. and kiss you for a million years. when we've tired, i'll clothe you in a white robe, and lead you to the bed. i'll lie you down, and begin to oil every inch of your body. and knead every muscle and tendon. i'll slowly spread your legs and kiss your inner thighs. my hands squeezing each ass cheek. i'll hover over your opening with bated breath. i wonder what you'll do. would you like it? would you moan? i'll tease you. i want you to ask for it. when i lick your clit, would you grab the sheets and arch your back in surprise? would your breasts perk and nipples harden? what a sight that would be. i'll interlace my hands with yours, and move down to circle your opening with my tongue. when your ready, i'll enter you. i'll move in and out. would your body writhe under me? would you come easily? i'll kiss my way to your lips. when our eyes meet, i'll take two of my fingers and slowly suck on them. would your eyes be glazed over? would your body be red with lust? i'll enter one of my fingers into you, and watch your reaction. i wonder what kind of expression you'll make. i'll begin to move my finger in and out. and kiss you. i'll intertwine my tongue with yours. and with my other hand, i'll caress your breast. will we become as one? i'll enter another finger. will you gasp? i'll circle my fingers in you. feel every crevice. and i'll continue to fuck you until you come.

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i love sitting by the window in my dark and empty bathroom. looking down at the city. watching the people go by. so calm and quiet. and hope one day i can share it with you. so we can sit in the dark and talk about nothing and everything at once.

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i wanna drive in the summer night with you by my side. hair in the wind. my hand on your thigh. speed to the max.

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i found myself kneeling before her. my hands reaching towards her waistband. i push it down, and eat her out.

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let's get lost in the rave. i wanna pull you in close and kiss you like its the last time. i wanna squeeze your body against mine. i wanna dance until the morning sun.

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my goal in life is to be irene nesser

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i'm afraid to go to sleep because i know i'll dream about you.

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i just want to forget. forget everything about her.

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i want a wayne and del type of love. you have to be all in or nothing at all.

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i think i'm losing my love for her, and that's ok.

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i remember we were sitting on the couch. side by side. you looked so deeply into my eyes. you glanced down to my lips. did you want to kiss me then? if so, just tell me. and i'd kiss you back. i love you. more than any of the other boys i've tried. but, now, every time i look at you, you look at me with such disdain. without even an once of love. i'd give you a knife just to dissect my heart so i no longer have to feel.

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for the longest time, i've put my sexuality aside. focused on school, work, bills, etc. idk. but recently i met this girl. she is so beautiful. i get lost in her beauty. her milky white skin. her golden brown eyes. her dark straight hair. and her body, just perfect. and she's complicated. a mystery. she's guarded herself with a thick wall. a wall that's been built and reinforced for years. its truly hard to know what she is thinking. but no one knows what anyone is thinking. and that's the beauty of being in a relationship. but she's showed me such care. such love. really the first time that anyone has given a damn about me. and i think that's how i was pulled into her orbit. and i can't seem to resist her gravity. i've liked guys, but this feeling i have for her isn't the same. it's something more. the need to kiss her, to touch her body, to hear her laughter is overwhelming.

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i want to be domestic with you. i want to wake up to you. get up and get dressed with you still in bed. and when i'm leaving, i'll kiss you good-bye, caress your hair, and tuck you in.

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i had a dream last night i can't seem to forget. i don't want to forget. somewhere in the darkness, i could see a figure. it was her. she walked closer. we hugged. i can still feel the softness of her cheek. the weight of her body against mine. the smell of her hair, like fresh snow. i want to stay there forever. in the warmth and safety of her arms.