Emmy

4/17/1996 - 9/14/2019

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A memorial service for Emmy will be held in Auckland in November, please visit her memorial page for more details, link is in the description. An online memorial service will be held no latter than November 30th.

If there’s any pictures you’d like to share for either service, please DM them to this account.

Thank you.

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This post has been edited with updated information.

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I’m sorry, y’all. I don’t have much to say at the moment, not much energy to reblog/repost Emmy’s content, and there isn’t many new updates...

As we get closer to an online memorial decision date (which will be probably sometime around American Thanksgiving), if you can, please message me your favorite memory of Emmy. If you’d like, let me know if you’d like to do an audio recording to be included in a video I’ll be making for Emmy and her friends as well.

Thank you for your understanding, your patience, and your kindness.

-Harley

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Emmy and I got into a bit of a league kick together. She loved playing to just chill and relax and have some good feels from squashing bots.

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This was me on my 20th birthday…a bitch changed

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^____^

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i visited the Texas Capitol and saw lots of ugly american presidential bastards and a very cute squirrel

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rawr means i luv yew in dinosawr xD

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looking through my old pics to make my “Hey Vina!” account look cool so i can have more irl friends and just remembered how absolutely iconic this look was

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The empty section next to my house a few foggy mornings ago~🍃🍂🌼

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White women are really like an entirely different type of evil than white men tbh it’s a lot more sneaky and underhanded imo and they use their femininity as a shield from criticism but I for one am not going to fall for it

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Ms L would like to respond with true Canadian politeness – Up yours?  Drop dead, sexist pig?  Um, not quite good enough.  Being black doesn’t allow you to be a sexist pig, dear young man, though I can understand your anger and rage.  NO I cannot.  

That’s stupid white privilege talking again.   But you cannot understand being a women or a girl who was struck repeatedly by bigger boysj, bullied and beaten for being a tiny blonde cherub. All straight white guys, so I have hated and feared them.  ‘Cause later 10 of them tried to rape me, and two succeeded – the gentle ones.

But when I dream of black people, it always means safety to me – because none of y’all ever beat me up or tried to rape me!  Thanks for that, if not for this chauvinist and insensitive post.  I’ll use my feminity as a shield alright – I challenge you to a dance duel – pistols/dancing at dawn!

Ms L will kick your sorry ass, and you’ll be humiliated by an elderly white woman!  AND her kickass brand of femininity!!!

Ms L when young. She still kicks that high, just harder…

Ms L now, toxic femininity and all…

Hope that’s not too “feminine” for ya, dear young man!

Fight oppression, young people, rebel and fight!  But don’t turn around and victimize someone smaller and weaker. Some of us small, weak people are kickass Pirate Queens!

Another small, cute, but enraged little being!  Razor-sharp teeth, Ms L the Chihuahua has.

Ms L again, small, cute, but hungry, and angry.

Sorry, dear black denim jeans. Ms L hates bullies with a passion, having met so damn many of them when a tiny tot, till her mommy taught her to fight back at age 6.  Did.  Won. At 12 I took on the school bully.  Aced it.

Ms L was recently called a “Gangsta” – and she doesn’t know what precisely that means, but understood it was meant to be a compliment.  Thank-you.

She also does her level best not to be a Stupid White Woman (SWW), though occasionally she cannot help it.

Ms L at two, pre-bullies, and her beloved Gramma, dead at 62.  Ms L was 8.

Ms L, again.  Fuchia headscarf a favourite accessory!

Have pensword, piracy, and passion for justice… and dancing; Will travel.

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actually i really like this pic too so im posting it as well DEAL WIT IT 🤠😈

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One of Emmy’s biggest gaming loves was Animal Crossing. She stopped playing pocket camp because she was statisfied with her look and her campsite, it was exactly how she wanted it. I gave her a squirrel tail today, now she’s can be even more the soft fae goth gf she wanted. I hope she likes it.

When she came to Austin, it was her first time seeing a squirrel.

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If you're a kiwi and struggling right now, here's some resources to help you pull through

Mental Health Foundation helpline database

Helplines for people of every age, lgbtqia issues, mental health, addiction, trauma and grief, eating disorders, self harm and many more issues. Please take a moment and read through the link to see if there is one you feel comfortable calling for your issues if you're going through hard times.

Information about Crisis Respite and Recovery houses

If you feel like you're going to do something severe in the next few days, there are respite centres you can go to in order to catch your breath, destress and be watched in case something happens. Staying at a respite house is entirely voluntary and often an alternative to hospitalisation. The houses are friendly residential settings, not medicalised facilities in case you have issues with institutionalised medicine.

Mental Health Crisis teams phone number database

If you feel like you are an immediate danger to yourself or others, please call your local Crisis Management team. Many operate 24/7 and will send mental health professionals to where you are, help you from there and give you your options.

Reach out in ways you feel comfortable doing so. Friends and family you trust and these health resources are all good options. Please remember this world is a brighter place with you in it. You are not a burden for needing help. Its not your fault for being ill. There are people who want to help. You deserve to get the help you need.

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i like these three the best bc theyre generic pretty pictures of flowers!!! and idc bc i love flowers💕💖 💐 🌹 🌷 💐

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Emmy was surrounded by flowers during the private send off for her family. Her mom gave her three pink roses I sent them that were placed on her heart.

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Hey Emmy please don’t get mad me for posting this but your voice so beautiful and this was really cute and people miss your voice.

She sounds like someone who would have voiced a Disney Princess. 💗

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May 17th, 2019; Emmy beat the Melty Blood Arcade mode at Arcade UFO in Austin This quickly became her favorite fighting game thanks to it being one to one with one of her favorite aesthetics.