alexa reid

indie westworld original character

[breashub]

A way overdue life update

Okay, obviously I haven’t been writing much if at all lately. I’m a full time film student at the moment and I’ve spent the first 3 months of 2019 drowning in production design mockups and pre-production on 2 films + my weekends have been crewing on other films & location scouting (or just literally trying to storyboard and production design and not drown). I’ve barely had time to even write anything outside of Tumblr I have about 6 pilot ideas I want to write for my portfolio but I just do not have the time or energy by the time I get home. On top of all of this, Tumblr makes my anxiety worse so I’ve been trying to stay away for my mental health.

Because of this, I’ve decided that moving forward I’m putting all my blogs on an indefinite hiatus except for @burnedkingdom my ASOIAF multimuse, which I’ve recently revived on a low-activity hopefully low-stress basis, if you’re seeing this message & still wanna write hmu over there or on discord ( brea#5926 ). I’m notoriously terrible at overcommitting myself but I do miss the rpc and don’t want to totally remove myself from it. For a while I was considering deleting all my blogs but honestly I’ve worked too hard on them and I don’t want to do that.

I’m going to be reblogging this same note across all my blogs, but I just wanted to throw out some specific notes for a few of my accs:

For my mutuals over @stellarstolen: I love Maia a whole tone, but for some reason she’s the muse that gives me the worse anxiety and being on her dash for five minutes brings my mood way down. The last 2 years I’ve come back for the new season, however I have no intention of doing that this year. Maybe I’ll be back in the future (I love you all too much to stay away forever), but I really just have too much on my plate to deal with Maia right now. Thank you guys for being amazing (special shout out to Lenne & Yuffie <3333 ) it’s been a wild ride.

@ all my WW babies on @codeminded: WOW OK some of y’all *coughtrip&haleycough* have been around since Emily was Beth and then watched me fight becoming canon complaint (and eventually fail at that too lmaooo). I love you guys and our gc, I’ll probably be back with s3 rolls around but right now I’m still too disillusioned w/ s2 but ily.

The mutlifandom crossover mess that is @arzodae: I honestly love every character on this blog & how no one knows what books they’re from but it’s FINE I’m fine. I don’t doubt that I’ll be back on this blog at some point, ya girl spent too much time on her crossover verse bios to not revive it. For my SOA/Mayans bbys, I’ll be back for Mayans s2 I already know it, my Hanna muse is always hanging around and Liana rly never got a chance before I peaced out. @ my marvel bbys: I literally love my marvel verses so much I know I’m gonna end up showing back up for those too. ALSO @ my ASOIAF babes: if you like Cyra’s ASOIAF verse: I’ve moved it over to @burnedkingdom & changed her into Jalani (but it’s literally the same backstory as Cyra’s verse just expanded).

Lastly @silvcrbow & @incruentum: I never rly got going on these two as much as I would have wanted but I also loveeee all the people I met on them. Even if we never got to write together as much as I would have wanted I love u all.

[vaememes]

 ✴   ℋ𝓔ℳℒ𝓞𝓒𝓚  𝓖ℛ𝓞𝓥𝓔  𝓢𝓔𝓝𝓣𝓔𝓝𝓒𝓔  𝓟ℛ𝓞ℳ𝓟𝓣𝓢.

nsfw mentions such as : blood, death, murder, threats, sexual themes may be present.

* SEASON ONE :

“   You’re so weird,  _____.  But I like it.   ”

“   This is the part where you leave.   ”

“   It’s important for me to understand people’s motivations.   ”

“   Do you worship the Devil?   ”

“   Are you a werewolf or what?   ”

“   There are no tracks.  ”

“   Stay out of the way and let nature takes it course.   ”

“   There’s no way to help him/her/them, even if we knew who it was?   ”

“   What are you not telling me?   ”

“   Nobody needs your fucking money.   ”

“   I’m highly medicated.   ”

“   How many funerals have you been to?   ”

“   WHAT IF we stop beginning sentences with those two words?   ”

“   I’m just saying, there’s the right way then there’s the foolish way.  ”

“   Guys…  look,  it’s baby bump and teen wolf.   ”

“   Nobody gives a shit what happens out here,  ‘cept us,  right?   ”

“   Do you have any idea what we may be looking for?   ”

“   Let’s split up,  I’ll go this way.   ”

“   Pull the trigger. Find out.   ”

*   SEASON   TWO   :

“   You can say what you want.   ”

“   Everyone has secrets locked behind closed doors somewhere.   ”

“   It’s been a while, _____. I thought you forgot about me.   ”

“   First you pay then we play.  ”

“   I’m not interested in damaged goods.   ”

“   How about someone who might be a type A?  ”

“   I knew there was a reason why I hated everything about him/her/them.   ”

“   You are hungry, aren’t you?   ”

“   The thirst came right along with you, there’s no running from it.   ”

“   I would give anything, ANYTHING, not to be your son/daughter.   ”

“   You,  ______,  are anything but normal.   ”

“   Before you fuck things up for all of us, come to me.   ”

“   I know exactly what you are.   ”

“   ______ is a whole pile shit of evil you don’t begin to understand.  ”

“   If you hurt him/her, I will put so much pain on you, you will never get well.   ”

“   It will end very badly for you if you don’t.   ”

“   I am going to feed your child. Unless, you want to do it.   ”

“   I was with _____ and yes, we slept together.  ”

“   Where would we be without our secrets?   ”

*   SEASON   THREE   :

“   I have a special gift for defining assholes.   ”

“   Why me?  Why not go to the police?   ”

“   I gotta know, otherwise, I can’t do my job.   ”

“   I will do everything in my power to protect you from him/her/them.  ”

“   It’s just us now, so we got to look out for each other.   ”

“   You destroyed my life’s work.   ”

“   There’s something their not telling me.   ”

“   Anything I come up with, you’ll be the first to know.   ”

“   What’s wrong?  Shut it down.  ”

“   I know it hurts, he/she/they left me to, you know.   ”

“   Find it in your heart to forgive him/them/her, I’m not quite there yet.   ”

“   You say that like it’s a bad thing.   ”

“   Are you really going to answer that?   ”

“   It’s going to be ugly and I’m going to have to live with it.  ”

“   It doesn’t work like that. I’m sorry, I can’t help you.   ”

“   It will end very badly for you if you don’t.   ”

“   You said you didn’t want to be involved, considered yourself not involved.   ”

“   You had nothing, you were nothing, you want to step to me, motherfucker?  ”

“   I promise you, we’re going to get out of here, alright?   ”

[breashub]

this is a MINI HIATUS NOTICE for all my muses. my family will be in town from june 29th-july 4th, and i will continue to be low activity until the 9th due to course work !!

[dolcres]

 Hi y’all !! —- season 2 is airing && having seen plenty of new blogs popping up, I thought this thingie deserved a repost so I can keep the masterlist up-to-date && running  !!

 So, are you an active, indie rp blog for one of HBO’s Westworld fabulous characters or are you an OC with their primary narrative- eh, verse set in the Westworld universe, REBLOG this post so I can add you to this nifty little list.

  Please, leave your character’s full name in the tags so I know who to add ♡

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                                      you talk about life like it can’t be manufactured                                     westworld oc || indie || private || as penned by brea

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[illusionswrites]

Sense8 Season 2 Starters

❝ well, I believe the rich should pay more taxes, which means believing in something doesn’t make it so ❞

❝ one thing you should know about me, ___, I keep my promises ❞

❝ safe? that word seems to mean something different all the time ❞

❝ faces change, you know? but not the heart ❞

❝ I used to be able to see so much beauty in the world ❞

❝ why is it when I feel scared I end up with you? ❞

❝ if I were to explain it to you, you would think I’m actually crazier than I sound ❞

❝ my body is mine, it is not a field to be purchased and plowed ❞

❝ god, woman, you’re a force of nature ❞

❝ I never thought I’d say this, but I think the king is dead ❞

❝ you get paid to live lies ❞

❝ you didn’t just out-hamlet hamlet, you might have pitched the city into a war ❞

❝ I’ve been so blinded that I couldn’t see the most obvious thing: that how I felt about you was not the same way you felt about me ❞

❝ are you sure you want to do this? because we don’t have to do this ❞

❝ you have something good and beautiful hidden inside of you, just like I have something dark and wicked inside of me ❞

❝ in a world such as this, the most precious thing a man can find is loyalty ❞

❝ it takes courage to see such terrible things happen and still get up every day and see what is still beautiful ❞

❝ there’s nothing quite like an attempt on one’s life to make one examine one’s priorities ❞

❝ what the hell am I doing? why am I becoming something I never wanted to be in the first place? ❞

❝ you think you’re hunting us? we’re coming for you ❞

❝ he’s kind of got this, like, sad lonely dog look ❞

❝ we forget so much more than we remember ❞

❝ why is it that I can’t talk to the only person I ever felt I could say anything to? ❞

❝ I have met strong women before, but none of them were like you ❞

❝ surely the desire for justice lives in all of us ❞

❝ we expect leaders to take us where we want to go. the problem, it seems to me, begins when they don’t  ❞

❝ why is there a security man with a machine gun following me? ❞ 

❝ there are people you meet in your life and for no logical reason, you feel immediately connected to ❞

❝ the only thing I hate more than rhetorical questions are stupid rhetorical questions ❞

❝ I don’t need your tears, I need your fucking courage ❞

❝ sometimes all my good fortune makes me wonder whether I’m actually appreciating it enough ❞

❝ I just have to get used to the fact that no matter what happens, I’m never going to be a person who can ever just feel happy ❞

❝ please, turn yourself in before anyone else gets hurt ❞

❝ I don’t know you and I’m sorry if you have a problem with me ❞

❝ I have no plan, I have an enemy, and I won’t stop until he’s dead or I am ❞

❝ there will always be unfortunate necessities during the construction of a monument such as this ❞

❝ I’m trapped here not because of what I did, but because of who I am ❞

❝ you might not want to admit it, but we need each other ❞

❝ hope is undiscovered disappointment ❞

❝ this is some stomach-turning domesticity ❞

❝ I know you want to tell her to fuck off but we need information ❞

❝ if you’re trying to find a difference between us, you’re wasting your time ❞

❝ I’m slowly dying of survival ❞

❝ look, most of us either have our heads stuck in the sand or stuck up our own ass ❞

❝ I don’t know what they taught you in med school, but the word “helping” does not mean handcuff people and chop up their brains ❞

❝ trying to change the world only leads to suffering, all we can change is ourselves ❞

❝ I used to sit here and think so much about the future trying to picture what my life would be like, I never imagined anything like this ❞

❝ politics turn people into fools and fools into thugs ❞

❝ maybe I’ve been looking around and seeing things that are wrong and wondering if there is anything I can do to help fix them ❞

❝ every time I begin to feel like I belong somewhere I have to leave ❞

❝ when I watch you and I see your fierce determination I know that your life will not be like mine and that makes me very, very happy ❞

❝ whatever you decide to do just know that you won’t have to do it alone ❞

❝ I’m asking you to trust me and I swear I will protect you ❞

❝ fighting is not something you do with your head, it’s something you do with your heart ❞

❝ if you want my professional police opinion, I’d say there’s no way in hell I’d go down there ❞

❝ hashtag: disposable assassins ❞

❝ one of these days that shit-for-brains is going to realize that dropping you was the sorriest, stupidest mistake he’s ever made ❞

❝ you will come to regret not dying tonight ❞

❝ when you say “not good” usually means stuff’s going to start blowing up and people will start dying ❞

❝ I read people talk to themselves when they know no one cares what they have to say ❞

❝ I’m afraid I will always be alone because I don’t know how else to be ❞

❝ there’s nothing more frightening than having a dream come true ❞

❝ love is a bridge, not a wall ❞

❝ nothing good ever happens when people care more about our differences than the things we share in common ❞

❝ choice is less about what happens and more about how we deal with it ❞

❝ there are only two sides in this world: with me or against me ❞

❝ you want a war? we’ll give you a war ❞

❝ I know what love is because of you ❞

❝ there’s no going back, not for you, not for me, not for any of us ❞

❝ pain binds us better to one another than anything else ❞

❝ you had your past lives, I had mine too ❞

❝ impossibility is still just a kiss away from reality ❞

❝ I miss you like I’ve never missed anyone in my life ❞

❝ no more carbs in the house! I will eat them all! ❞

❝ I am staying calm, I am definitely not panicking ❞

❝ our answer has been and will always be the same: vive la résistance ❞

❝ is it easy for you to sound like a creepy villain or is it something you have to work at? ❞

❝ we both know that if I were to pull this trigger, not a single person would shed a tear ❞

❝ I told you our fates were connected ❞

❝ I never knew what it was like to have people in your life that would fight for someone like me ❞

❝ I don’t associate happy thoughts with murder, but I think I’m going to enjoy killing you ❞

❝ you’re not a revolutionary, you’re just another collaborator ❞

❝ someone will survive this war, that someone will be me ❞

❝ well, is anyone gonna do anything? or are you just going to let me die in your arms? ❞

❝ thank you for being my family ❞

❝ over and over, we are reminded that feelings are not as important as reason ❞

❝ I trust this feeling more than I have trusted anything in my life ❞

❝ I’m afraid of things pretending to be permanent because nothing is permanent ❞

❝ inside your arms is the only place I’ve ever felt like I was home ❞

❝ my god, I didn’t think such things were possible ❞

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[codeminded]

                                                     there is no such thing as fate                              it’s simply a combination of one circumstance and the next                                                   indie || selective || written by brea

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em at the beginning of s2: “lowkey i feel what dolores is putting down” em at the end of s2: “nvm”

alexa at the beginning of s2: “that psycho robot bitch???” alexa at the end of s2: “do you mean my role model?”

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          em who hates everyone & is obsessed with destroying delos, goes into ww & comes out a better person who’s learning how to deal with her abandonment issues, has let go of her obsession, & wants to save the world but the right way.           alexa who went in more or less a ray of sunshine if you ignore the fact that she’s a cold-hearted businesswoman when it comes to her company, comes out willing to anything (no matter how terrible) to save the world, with an obsession that will definitely ruin her life just like em’s ruined hers.

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Just Cannon Divergent Things [spoilers for s2]

A week after Emily leaves for Westworld, Alexandra (who’s been privy to years of Em’s obsession) decides to follow her into the park by buying out one of the current board members with a little push from Ford to ensure the deal goes through. Thus, she is invited to the gala, where she reunites with her ex-fiancée.

Though she doesn’t exactly fit in, she’s dragged along on Emily’s crusade. Along the way, she gets to know the hosts that Em’s already become enamored with and starts to see what’s so special about them.

While trying to figure out what Delos is up to, they find the Forge, and figure out about the whole guest data thing. Alexa, finally realizing just what Delos is, decides she’ll do anything to help the hosts, and unlike Em, she’s never been one for morals.

Alexa is pro-Bernard’s plan to bring back Dolores, while Emily thinks there’s a better way that involves less death on both sides. While Em refuses to help, Alexa is the one to kill Charlotte, her childhood friend turned enemy. When they return to the Forge, Alexa, unbeknownst to Emily, beams the Sublime, the guest data, & all of Delos’ research to Service Synthetics.

Back in the real world, Alexa becomes obsessed with perfecting what Delos started to bring back Charlotte.

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[phantomemes]

rp sentence starters using lines from r.h. sin’s work , whiskey words and a shovel II  part one  /  part two

“ i’d like to feel nothing. ” “ i just want to feel at ease. ” “ i just want a lover who knows how it feels to feel like me. ” “ you are good enough. ” “ they only treat you how they feel about themselves. ” “ i just want to know love like i know hate. ” “ i just want a love similar to my own. ” “ i’ve always given myself in small doses. ” “ i’ve learned to expect nothing. ” “ you can’t get hurt if you feel nothing. ” “ you can’t force something to be more than what it should. ” “ i’m not giving up. ” “ i hope it’s you who survives. ” “ sometimes you have to drown to learn how to swim. ” “ i learned the lesson of settling for someone. ” “ teach them self-love and respect. ” “ everything you are is everything that i need. ” “ i know when your heart is heavy. ” “ there’s still magic in a heart that’s been broken. ” “ that’s what it always boils down to. ” “ you fall only to discover their true self. ” “ you’re in love with a mask. ” “ i understand, i’ve been there. ” “ i know how difficult it can be. ” “ losing something fraudulent makes room for something real. ” “ loving someone doesn’t make them the one. ” “ i don’t want puppy love. ” “ i’m not a child. ” “ i no longer have the need for childish things. ” “ i want your love in its purest form. ” “ i want you. ” “ you deserve to be someone’s only choice. ” “ we try our hardest to force life into things that must die. ” “ love doesn’t feel pure anymore. ” “ i can’t say that i miss it. ” “ yet somehow we end up in hell. ” “ your heart is stubborn. ” “ your regret will always come at a moment too late. ” “ i’m still trying to forgive myself. ” “ i’m still trying to make peace with all the broken pieces of my past. ” “ it’s the harsh reality of falling in love with the surface. ” “ i should just change my number. ” “ this is my way of forcing you to feel what i felt. ” “ stop engaging with those who can’t afford you. ” “ you’re not okay but you will be. ” “ you either be consistent or become nonexistent. ” “ i’m afraid you won’t be able to comprehend my love. ” “ you have this perception of love that is false. ” “ you loved the idea of something they could never give you. ” “ i won’t be standing where you left me. ” “ i no longer seek closure. ” “ the pain means you’re alive. ” “ you belong to you. ” “ sometimes your soul mate is yourself. ” “ all i saw was pain, scars, and darkness. ”  “ it gets better, just give it time. ” “ you’re in love with how you remember them. ” “ you’re attached to an idea that no longer exists. ” “ no one misses you until you walk away. ” “ you avoid love altogether out of fear of more hurt. ” “ you deserve a break. ” “ to love the wrong person is hell on earth. ” “ your heart is fractured but it’s still valuable. ” “ sometimes nightmares occur while we’re awake. ” “ i’m too loyal to myself to entertain anyone who can’t remain loyal to me. ” “ your past lingered like a rope around your neck. ” “ not everyone you love will stay. ” “ some people only exist as examples of what to avoid. ” “ betrayal makes the heart fragile. ” “ handle yourself with care. ” “ love has always been like winter. ” “ we’re all looking for the same damn thing. ” “ ask yourself why you miss me. ” “ i’ll never let you back in. ” “ sometimes the devil promises us a piece of heaven. ” “ sometimes darkness disguises itself as light. ” “ even good people with big hearts who love hard have their limits. ” “ unhealthy relationships are dead things waiting to be buried. ” “ we fall in love with untrue versions of others. ” “ the path toward peace is filled with chaos. ” “ you can’t help who you love. ” “ but you do decide who has the potential to be loved by you. ” “ there’s something inside you that can’t be found elsewhere. ” “ walking away doesn’t mean you stop caring. ” “ i’d like to be a part of your future. ” “ you won’t let go because you’re waiting for things to change. ” “ i wanted you to come back. ” “ i refuse to be broken. ”

[marghanson]

Margo Hanson in every episode → 1.7 The Mayakovsky Circumstance

Ground rules: you need to fit in, so don’t talk.

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