[sevenpumpsvanilla]

Today, I felt the world cave in on me again.

After the longest time, only today did I sleep the entire day because I could barely open my eyes from having cried too much since last night. And only today again did I feel like I have no one but myself.

Only, my circumstances are far more different now than since the last. I'm no longer a teenager or a student who can afford to waste a day. I wasted today and I will carry its consequences tomorrow, and the days to come. And it will only continue until I stop being sad and start being productive, yet again.

Truly, when does it ever stop 🎠

[dont-give-a-fuck-club]

[pussymargiela]

[benjiiixd]

Stop telling me that you’re always there for me. We both know that you’re not. Stop lying.

[sandmandaddy69]

[pussymargiela]

[fromhersoul]

[p3rf3ctcha0s]

[werewolveswithdiaries]

[iwannaperfectbody]

[imamirrorballxoxo]

Girls be like “That’s my favorite movie!” and it’s the most diabolically depressing movie known to mankind.

[neckkiss]

Twin Peaks (1990-1991)

[sevenpumpsvanilla]

This year fucked up my mental health real bad

[sevenpumpsvanilla]

““I hope we last. I hope we do. But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me: I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you. Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too. If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending. Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.”

— S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #132 (via blossomfully)

[bloodylunes]

[miafml]

“Look at the shit we’re calling love these days.”

— Unknown (via words-of-emotion)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“To heal a wound you need to stop touching it.”

— Unknown