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' death is a friend who will welcome me home '

[shad0wbringer]

let's gamble.

an independent, highly selective and private roleplay blog for clair obscur: expedition 33 (sandfall interactive)'s SCIEL. ONE BRINGS SHADOW written and loved with passion but with slow activity by yani (she/her. twenty four. minors and personals do no interact please!) ONE BRINGS LIGHT this blog is a study of loss, pain and acceptance of it; we must continue and persevere. how our determination shape us - how even love and grief become the tidal waves of our heart. be aware of mature content and heavily headcanon based too. spoilers will be tagged as CLAIR OBSCUR SPOILERS. / currently finished the main events of story - on post-game suffering.

some rules before following !

first of all, this a private, selective and independent blog - this for my own sake. i'm quite shy at first and i find interacting kinda overwhelming but if i follow you it means i wanna interact with your character!

second but not less important: i do not tolerate any kind of disrespectful comments or jokes.

clair obscure: expedition 33 discusses very mature topics such as loss, suc1cide mentions, miscarriage ... i will tag tw: [topic]. i will try my best to tag properly but - for that, if you are a minor i will block you.

i'm part time working and studying at the uni. i tend to be very inactive in some periods of time and - that's why i gave up all of this rp etiquette of doing icons. i do not have the time and only i will do it if i feel doing so. so yeah, i'm sorry lol

english is not my first language so i feel free to correct me! i love learning.

i'm caught with the main events of coe33 - currently playing postgame optional bosses and lore. unless we discuss it before - my starters will be set in act 1 / early act 2.

i'm very much AU welcome and verses! also, i'm okay with multishipping just as long we have chemistry.

[3ndwalker-moved]

❝ THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE - FOR YOU. ❞ / independent / mutuals only / + 21 minors and personals do no interact / LINDA KARA ZOR-EL DANVERS from detective comics ' SUPERGIRL ' ₊ ◌ ⊹ ☄️ °｡ * ◌ ˎˊ˗ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

[shad0wbringer]

hiii ! how's everyone? i didn't forget my precious baby and the pile stuff i have to do around here but i may present you my next obsession and another child ... i'm going to make her a proper fantasy verse and clair obscure too !! @3ndwalker

[shad0wbringer]

hiii ! how's everyone? i didn't forget my precious baby and the pile stuff i have to do around here but i may present you my next obsession and another child ... i'm going to make her a proper fantasy verse and clair obscure too !! @3ndwalker

[shad0wbringer]

sorry for the lack of - uh things here. i'm struggling to get muse for sciel despite of wanting to write her - it seems hard for me to be around when i have more time despite finishing uni and only working </3 would anyone be interested in blog for my bg3 tav? i'm trying to bring her alive in a campaing with my old friends from uni and - she's very dear to me!! she's just a sillyyyyyyyyy thief-bard (in love with shad.ow.heart)

[alicerohrwacher]

MANCHILD (2025)

[spirit-of-art]

Hans Thoma, Forest Meadow, 1876

[shad0wbringer]

sorry! i might have lied about my activity but past this tuesday i might hit try to reach clea's boss - hoping i can regain some muse back and hit those plot calls before coming back here... thank you for the patience!! i got very good news abt my uni project and i - i'm so happy!!! - my first steps into academia lol

[rimarza]

Ok. Not personal.

[shad0wbringer]

i hate it here.

TORTURED EXPEDITIONERS DEPARTMENT / accepting.

his tone seems sincere - as far as she standing next to him. she understands where this feeling comes from. how not hate it? how not hate it where this world seems so cruel - to give you the opportunity to experience myriad of emotions with no destination but die? to see everyone who has ever cared about you - disappear. perceive how they vanish in the air. and now, even if they are out lumière; the death seems even closer and - even more brutal. there's no other option but try. her thoughts come and go, very frenetic for few moments - but knows that she must stay still and calm.

her eyes seems soft as the grass at the sun; sciel's sight is set forward. at the monolith. places one of her hands in his back; she deeply understands where gustave comes from - how the frustration can grow and root your own thoughts. softly, her mouth takes a deep breath.

" yeah, me too. "

her voice seems to be soft, as inviting to him to explain more of his thought process. turns her sight to his friend, her eyes expresses this fondness. " this is more difficult that we thought but mon ami, you are not alone."

[demainvient]

they've never felt homesick before. ( they've never been away from home before. ) it's a thought that strikes them abruptly, like lightning under their skin. zips through them and rattles them just enough. their hands shake, their mouth twists unpleasantly. truly, they still just — want to go home. take maelle and leave, sometimes, paintress be damned.

but there's nothing waiting for them back home, either. their apprentices, sure, but they're all ready to take over their work. they made sure of it before they left.

gustave leans towards her touch just slightly, accepting the comfort. they know she's right, they're not alone, they're together and there's so many of them left from the beach — more than just them and lune, now — maybe they can do this.

"it's just..." they breathe in and out, bend to pick up a rock, testing its weight in their palm. "... well, i had thought..." arm winds back, gustave hurls the rock forward with enough force to fumble their feet. still not close enough.

"i guess i pictured this all going differently. it's strange here, stranger than i expected."

[shad0wbringer]

remains in silence for few seconds ; sciel understands where this comes from; of course, facing reality can be harsh at least when you have plan or - at least, selfish little hope of how things should be. - her chest felts heavy for a brief moment.

she knows very well this feeling ; knows very well the disappointment and pain of facing how te and shouldn't be - how naive sometimes they can be ?

her sight looked at the rock and until disappeared ; it's hard to believe that they are still alive - it was hard to believe how - still - they are so far away from the paintress reaching. yet, she seems so close to them - so oppresive. the expeditioner takes another deep breath ; just as same the paintress was close - she like to think ; sophie were there too. pierre too - her mind tried to focus again on her friend - and semeed to appear on her face soft smile.

" yeah - i get it … it just doesn't feel real right? "

[shad0wbringer]

-7 days for my project defence !!!!!!!!!! the levels of crashing out & lock tf in in me are gigantic. once this is finally over - if you like this post can i pop up in your im's or disc so we can plot properly?

[shad0wbringer]

hi !! so... everything went alright !!!!!!!!!!!! i'm done with uni stuff!

[detailedart]

Three different crescent moons.

[astrariums-archived]

[mistress-light]

Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 (dev. Sandfall Interactive)

[shad0wbringer]

-7 days for my project defence !!!!!!!!!! the levels of crashing out & lock tf in in me are gigantic. once this is finally over - if you like this post can i pop up in your im's or disc so we can plot properly?

[quietsphere]

Do you remember that Stitch's Good/Bad meter? Ye.

[shad0wbringer]

#SHAD0WBRINGER independent, selective & mutuals only rp blog for SCIEL from sandfall interactive's CLAIR OBSCURE EXPEDITION 33. not affiliated by any means, based on canon and my own interpretation. ' death is a friend who will welcome me home ' cherished by yanira. please read the rules before interact or follow!