She is The Girl

Lost and trapped.

[shadyoldshadows]

Stop regretting the past. Stop dwelling on all of the chances you wish you took and the moments when wish you kept quiet. All of the first kisses you were too afraid to lean into, all of the 5 seconds of no-fear that you never had. For whatever reason, you made the choices you made and they’ve shaped you into who you are today. You did what you thought was right. You did what you had to do to make it to where you are today. Don’t look back in sorrow. Do not lament. Simply let it be and look forward into your infinite future. You are doing so great.

[shadyoldshadows]

[shadyoldshadows]

There’s so many things that need to be fixed

There’s so many words that need to be said

I couldn’t find the right way to make this easier either

So I just gonna say two words. Sorry and thank you..

Sorry that we couldn’t fix this sooner, sorry that we didn’t lower our ego to talk this thru earlier.. sorry that we have to go through all of this mess over again

And, thank you.. for stay. After so many times I asked you to leave..

For not giving up on us

[shadyoldshadows]

You don’t owe anything to anybody

Just live your life the way you want to

Follow where your heart lead to

Love yourself enough so you can said no to something you don’t want to

You’re the one who make the rules

[shadyoldshadows]

[shadyoldshadows]

“Why you looking at me like that? What’s wrong?”

No... I just want to see you, see this..

“What do you mean by this?” *He chuckled*

Moments like this will be just a memory

And as time goes by.. it will fade away

And I don’t want that to happen so I’m recording it now the best I can

*Looking at his brown eyes deeply with a little smile*

*He smiles back and close his eyes*

I want to have a good memory with you

Something that I can think of before I go to sleep,

A memory that I can recall a few years from now

When we’re far apart,

When we’ve become a strangers again,

When we live our lives apart

[shadyoldshadows]

We are two broken glasses glued back together

Not strong enough to hold a water

But remain stronger if we hold onto each other

We are two broken glasses

We broke

Not whole

We are two broken glasses

[shadyoldshadows]

They won’t bother to do something to make you happy anymore

They don’t even try to make you laugh

They stop bought you flower

They stop call you at night

They start to forgot your favorite things

And still you’re the one to blame

[shadyoldshadows]

First, they stop listening

Second, they stop talking to you

Third, they stop looking at you

Then this is the moment when you’ll realize they already gone

[shadyoldshadows]

I’ll make this easier for you

You’ll forget me before you even realize

[shadyoldshadows]

Feel like I need to put this one here..

[shadyoldshadows]

More than enough.

[shadyoldshadows]

Not anymore.

[shadyoldshadows]

we're all alone after all..

[shadyoldshadows]

My world revolves around you, bubz✨

[shadyoldshadows]

If we end up never talking again, just remember

I loved you once

And that love goes for a friend, lover, brother, and

family or any relationship

Those are meant to be a part of your life, will be

a part of your life

The famous saying goes:

That whoever comes, let them come

Whoever stays, let them stay

Whoever goes, let them go

Life doesn’t happen to you, life happens for you

So if life is taking people away for your life

and putting new ones in, because there’s a reason

[shadyoldshadows]

“There is some kind of a sweet innocence in being human—in not having to be just happy or just sad—in the nature of being able to be both broken and whole, at the same time.”