If We Go Down, Then We Go Down Together

unhinged

[shaeyyra]

Vgen

Checklist of what I need to be verified

[seasideflora-art]

This is a custom made painting using acrylic paints on 6"x6" canvas board with acrylic gloss varnish in a semi-realistic style and a solid c

[shaeyyra]

I am so tired.

Every day I wish something would just finally end me once and for all.

I'm tired of everything working against me.

I'm tired of being stuck at a low paying job because nowhere else will hire me.

I'm tired of my vehicles breaking.

I'm tired of being in debt.

I'm tired of struggling everyday.

I'm tired of trying to do better because it all ends up for naught.

A medical license.

A bachelor's degree.

Nothing came out of it.

Being alive is a curse.

I'm cursed.

[shaeyyra]

seasideflora (@seasideflora)

Check out seasideflora's commissions and portfolio! | Illustrator & EMT I've been an illustrator in many zines and I've done many commission

I have a vgen for commissions now since artistsnclients got hacked 😩

[shaeyyra]

Why are there no art prints of hope estheim...I can't believe i gotta make them myself

[shaeyyra]

there's nothing more soul crushing than trying to have a better life and going into the medical field only to be rejected by every single job I apply for.

[shaeyyra]

Current.

Back at fedex 🙄

Decided I will probably no longer pursue nursing. If having 2 degrees can't get me a job neither will a third. I think I was just made to be a slave.

[shaeyyra]

Bruh nobody in my life remembers my birthday 😩

[shaeyyra]

130 applications and no luck !!!

[shaeyyra]

156 🙄

[shaeyyra]

Bruh all my degrees/licenses just to end up at FedEx for 200$ a week 😩

[shaeyyra]

130 applications and no luck !!!

[shaeyyra]

I've been begging for work in art for almost 10 years 😂 fml

I feel like I'm cursed at this point

[shaeyyra]

desperately seeking commissions

I owe 2900$ on rent, I'm 2 months behind. I owe 800$ on my phone bill going to collections in a little over a week. And I have multiple payments coming up, vehicle related. I've applied to 92 jobs and counting and have not been successful. only 1 interview out of all of them.

I have a bachelor's in illustration. A license in EMT. I am losing my mind. If you're interested in Art commissions: https://linktr.ee/seasideflora If you're interested in Feet Pics join my patreon or shoot a payment over to my kofi - dm me a screenshot and i'll send a photo. https://ko-fi.com/seasideflora https://www.patreon.com/c/seasideflora

[shaeyyra]

Honestly real depressed AF right now.

I have a whole ass bachelors in illustration and have never been able to find an art related job because almost all positions require 5+ years of experience in a specific field (like AAA game studios) or for teaching you need teaching credentials.

I quit art mainly. I only really draw once in a while now.

And then I go and get an EMT license and still can't get a job! I've applied to 63 jobs out of 107 on my list and have been rejected from 32 of them. I'm currently jobless, 2 months behind on rent, have no phone service bc I owe 800+$ and my vehicle registration is coming up 🤦‍♀️ I'm fucking doomed. Cursed from birth even. Idk what to do anymore. I'm going to school for nursing too and I know damn well I still won't be able to get a job.

[seasideflora-art]

Commissions

Taking commissions to pay off my medical bill

I'm an illustrator based in LA who's obtained their BFA in Illustration+Animation at CSULB. Currently working on my EMT certification. I've been an artist in about 25 zines and anthologies; working on page art, covers and merch. I'm also currently an Art Mod in one zine. (All zines listed in my portfolio)

I have a patreon re-opened.

COMMISSION INFO HERE

Please share if you can.

[shaeyyra]

I'm 2 months behind on rent 😂💀

This will most likely be the last time I'll be do commissions indefinitely as I'll be starting EMS soon once I get my license.

[bg3tavzine]

It’s time to double check your inventory!

HEROES of FAERÛN - a for-charity BG3 Tav zine supporting the Palestine Red Crescent Society - opens pre-orders in 1 WEEK!!!

[seasideflora-art]

Commissions

Taking commissions to pay off my medical bill

I'm an illustrator based in LA who's obtained their BFA in Illustration+Animation at CSULB. Currently working on my EMT certification. I've been an artist in about 25 zines and anthologies; working on page art, covers and merch. I'm also currently an Art Mod in one zine. (All zines listed in my portfolio)

I have a patreon re-opened.

COMMISSION INFO HERE

Please share if you can.

[seasideflora-art]

Currently behind on bills, could use some work.

Please reblog if you can 🙏