Most of the people know that a cancer patient has a lots of pain in his/her body. But very few people know the mental state of a cancer patient. Mental pain is much more hard to bear.
I was diagnosed with cancer about five and half years ago. I had three major surgeries. First I lost my right kidney, then cancer spreaded in in my chest and went under surgery. Then spreaded in my head and went under brain surgery. I still have cancer in my Pericardial region, intra perotid gland and mediastinal glands. Because of many other physical complications I cannot take chemotherapy, immuno cell therapy and targeted therapy.
I am not afraid of cancer. Why one question always brothers me,"how much more I have to take and how long can I hold on"?
Only easy option for me right is go again under surgery and radiotherapy.