hey there demons

scout. 23. nonbinary ace. he/they. i'm a mess, man, sorry. mostly bfu trash. shane madej is my one true love. icon made by ghostiac.

[shanemuhdej]

uhhhhh

hewwwoooo??

[ryanbergarage]

when ryan’s one eye squints up when he’s grinning real big, or ESPECIALLY when he’s annoyed/perplexed, reblog if you agree

[ryanbergarage]

by god, i love this man

[lollytea]

wearing shorts with a hoodie is such a gay and dumbass move. like are you hot or cold bitch???

[lastoneout]

its cute

[lollytea]

[leftboob-enthusiast]

“you don’t need to be stressed!” okay but consider this: I am

[addminds]

say it with me now

anyone can have adhd

any gender can have adhd

any age can have adhd

any race can have adhd

any level of income can have adhd

any religion can have adhd

adhd doesn’t discriminate.

[adhighdefinition]

plus, let’s not forget

any level of education can have adhd

something most people, even trained professionals, seem to ignore

[hamster-run-faster]

Also, the three risk factors for ADHD are:

1. genetic predisposition

2. low birth weight

3. premature birth

Not sugar, or vaccines, or whatever people come up with….. it’s a neurodevelopmental dirsorder!

[abcsofadhd]

There’s also been studies done that show link between maternal prenatal smoking (nicotine specifically) and ADHD in the child.

[untitled4022]

IMPORTANT INFORMATION FROM SOME OF MY FAVORITE BLOGS EVER RIGHT HERE!!

[neurofish]

it’d be cool if i could…………………function

[shanemuhdej]

i’m gonna make another post with the correct link because i don’t think ya’ll understand how crucial this is. i calculated my monthly payments and by the end of the month i’m looking at about $800 left in my bank account. which, yeah, may not seem so bad, but i literally only get paid twice a month so that means after pay day, i will have two weeks to try and keep that $800 from falling too far. i have a pet bill i have to pay $109. i still have to take my cat in for a consult which is another $100. i have to take my dog in for his checkup by the end of the week. $100. plus my credit card payments are automatically withdrawn. roughly $200 all together. i have my car insurance and phone bill to pay. that’s about $100 all together. these are my expenses, not including the $300 i have to pay my parents, the $250-$300 for my son’s daycare, or my mental health med appointments and meds which cost between $45-$60. that’s a lot of money that isn’t even fully calculated in. i just spent $200 for my car and i need to get an oil change which rounds up to $60 at the most. that is way more money than i make. if i were to pay everything by my next paycheck, i would be broke. i still have gas to pay for, my son needs clothes that fit him, i just….guys, i REALLY need help. i’m struggling. i was struggling before but this really pushes that. unless i get a better paying job that’s full time or i get put full time at my current job, there is absolutely no way i can manage this each month. this is worth more than my paychecks. as soon as i get my paycheck, it’ll be gone in a flash. i need help. please. help me. i still have to make an appointment for the eye doctor to see if my eyes are going bad because i feel like they are and idk how much that’s gonna cost cause i know my insurance covers it, but not ALL of it so i have no idea what that expense is gonna be and that scares me a lot.

you can help me by donating to my gofundme here: https://www.gofundme.com/7avq8e-help-a-single-parent&rcid=r01-153577161269-f15cd1c40fcc4af7&pc=ot_co_campmgmt_m

OR

by sending me stuff through my paypal which my email is [email protected] (and yes it has my “dead” name. i know this. everyone knows this. just don’t bring it up. yes my name is summer, but i prefer scout.)

please, please help me. idk what else to do. i’ve been applying for new jobs all night but who knows what’s gonna happen with that. i just….i need help. i don’t want to move back to my hometown just because it’s cheaper, because i really don’t want the chance of seeing my son’s sperm donor, but it’s looking like the best option every day. i don’t want that. i just want to take care of myself and my son and try to make a life for us. i’m a part time college student, i work 25-30 hours a week, i come home and take care of my son, and i struggle to get through it all.

okay, this is the last post i’m making on this. please reblog THIS POST instead of the original one as this one has a link that works. please help a struggling parent. thank you if you can. if not, please just spread the word so someone who can help, can. thanks for your time. -scout.

[shanemuhdej]

update: hey guys, i know you’re probably getting annoyed of me reblogging this so much, but it looks like i have to buy a large kennel for my dog, because he keeps getting out of the yard and my dad has been too busy to find where he’s getting out from. his escape route is behind our tree line and there’s little to no way for me to get back there myself and fix it. that being said, i could use some help paying for this. the cheapest one i’ve found online is $120 and there is no way i can be able to pay that in full. if there’s anyway anyone can help me, please do. my parents won’t help me pay for it and idk what else i can do :/ here’s me asking for help again. i’m sorry. i just need help

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

You’re healing every time you

get out of bed because there’s something you’re excited about.

don’t think about people who left.

clean the clutter in the room and dishes in your sink.

smile at yourself and random people.

do something kind and out of the blue to make someone happy.

work out or meet with friends even though you have no energy to.

calm yourself down when your thoughts race.

remember to drink water.

don’t dwell on things you can’t control.

do things good for yourself, even though you have no motivation.

tell yourself that you’re growing from this, and you won’t feel like this forever.

[stilesedit]

[jeongincore]

the crab in the little mermaid was right, the human world is a mess

[nasapeepoplier]

[donnaten]

30 days until ‘the women who fell to earth’ a countdown to the thirteenth doctor · day 01

[joshholloway]

Steve Rogers + being very attractive in Avengers: Infinity War 

[jamiealways]

Me, seeing Buzzfeed Unsolved on my dash - Ugh, I do not need to be getting into any more fandoms, I’ve not got enough time as it is.

Also me - But they’re so cuuuuuuute, and they investigate ghosties and things, and I really like ghosties and things…

Digital painting of Shane Madej. There’s one of Ryan coming soon(ish).

[bride2be]

[outragedartist]

Demon Shane doodles

[wetookanoath]

ryanbergara: impulsively bought a set of Mickey ears and now the transformation into full Disney trash is complete