Ronin

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For real, I can potentially use this again and can turn on NSFW? Wow.

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To those new here from Twitter:

Yes, this is my old/new/both RP blog. Just follow me just in case things really go down the hill.

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Guys I am not dead, I just got so much shit (like literally, my life is so messed up currently) to deal with that I somewhat forgot to take care of things here.

Once I am back in the green zone, I give my comeback another chance.

So far my thoughts are going on putting Srash into the Black Clover Verse because I am currently watching it and I LOVE this anime so much.

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@venomslayer in response to [x]

"We have you been all this time?"

“On a journey to find myself again. I ran into some things that did not turn out well so...I needed some time for me.” 

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venomslayer

“Naturally that’s most of the time. Most are intimidated by my way of thinking. I guess that’s the curse of a villian where you deal with idiots who rather patronize or mock your existance.” It was how he saw the world in more black than white atmosphere.  Not very much to being open with other individuals, but Srash had earned that trust. 

“If I were to be intimidated by you, you really have to put more effort into your menace, Cobra.” A level of tolerance one reaches when most of friends are villains or from the edge of society in general. People Srash favored, since they appeared more real and agreeable than the other side of the coin.

Yes, Cobra may have been not always been entirely honest with Srash, but that is what made him so likely to trust. In his eyes, someone who told the truth and nothing but the truth deserved less of his trust compared to a liar.

Reason is, that a liar at least is honest about it.

“Sometimes, a curse can be a blessing though. Imagine being a good guy who could never do any wrong or else be shamed for it. We however can do what we want without caring about the consequences.”

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@venomslayer in response to [x]

"We have you been all this time?"

“On a journey to find myself again. I ran into some things that did not turn out well so...I needed some time for me.” 

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@venomslayer​ [x]

“You actually admitted I was right? Never think I see the day that happen.” Erik smirked knowing it was always easy to read others. Insecurity was the issue that he saw and instead of being an ass about he just point out faults.

“In what way would you add on that? I know how to pick my battles and right my own rules if its worth my time. You always had fun arguing or pointing out that I was a challenge in some way.”

“Sometimes, even you can have a reasonable point.” Srash returned with a sly grin meant to tease the venom slayer. Never would Srash truly admit that he was insecure about himself, at least not to someone who gained his trust those few he could count on one hand.

Cobra had been one of those few.

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@venomslayer in response to [x]

"We have you been all this time?"

“On a journey to find myself again. I ran into some things that did not turn out well so...I needed some time for me.” 

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venomslayer

“I know that feeling, but you should focus on things you do want. And decide what kind of man you want to be.” Erik wasnt used to discussing things like this with anyone except Gajeel or the few friends in his gang.   “I almost lost a friendship with someone, but he and I were able to salvage it.” Once he was power hungry, but it would still be the demons that always haunt his soul.

“You’re right.” Two words, plain and simple and made Srash think about who he was and who he is now. A man who wanted to be a different one but failed, yet nevertheless changed afterall.

“That sounds good for you. Given how much of a little pest you can be from time to time.” Joking, chuckling with sharp teeth shown, Srash already felt how he’s about to be scolded for this.

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In recent news, I can report to have a really good mood lifting. Most of it thanks to getting into RPing on Twitter and getting Srash back into his "swordfish" kina mode, if you know what I mean~

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“Those years I travelled the world truly did something to me. I can’t explain it but I feel...different...and older.”

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Jiraiya nodded and sipped some sake. Traveling really showed how ready you are for an independent life and that your life is on a global scale. Will you change or will the world change? Should you change? And there are many other questions that can only be answered while traveling.

“This is a very common feeling.Travel can show you who you are and what you are worth. Sometimes it takes a while before you understand how it changed you. ”

“And sometimes, you look at yourself and don’t recognize yourself anymore. Who I was and who I am are as different as fire and water.”

Everything became different to Srash. People, places, even himself appeared not as he used to know them. That travel he made changed things for both the good and the bad. It made him question and doubt his place in this world, if it truly was as defined as Srash always thought, or that it could be changed.

That he could change.

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@venomslayer in response to [x]

"We have you been all this time?"

“On a journey to find myself again. I ran into some things that did not turn out well so...I needed some time for me.” 

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venomslayer

“We all experience loss, Srash, but if you give up then it won’t ever happen. I wasnt always one who thougtht I gain freedom, but I fought hard to get it.” There wasnt a valid reason on how he managed to cheat the system, back then, but even his near sacrifice dealing with Acnologia was just pure luck.

“It took me a long while to understand that what was gone won’t come back. Even now, part of me denies the fact of me being not being the man I once was.”

He remembered those times he looked into the mirror and thought to see into the face of a stranger. But with Cobra talking about his own experiences, Srash knew that he talked with someone able to understand those struggles.

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The manga of "The Titan's Bride" is superior to the anime. Literally the prime example of "read the book, but don't watch the movie/show".

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Three years of writer’s blockade and I guess that’s it.

It’s officially over.

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Send 🌹 to give roses to my muse.

Send Reverse 🌹 to receive roses.

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@venomslayer in response to [x]

“We have you been all this time?”

“On a journey to find myself again. I ran into some things that did not turn out well so…I needed some time for me.” 

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“I think we all have had that. What kind of things did you have to experience to fall into the abyss of the world?”

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“Loss, I think what I experience the most was loss. You see, I was this close to reach something I always dreamed and then-” He snaps with his finger, eyes on the fingers before going back to what he was about to say, “I did not happen. Tried to get it anyways but the more I tried the more distant it got.”

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All I am doing these days, weeks, months, years, is cursing and hating. God I’ve become so disgusting.

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Questions about creating your oc. 1, 3, 5, 8, 10

Questions About Creating Your OCs

1. What was the first element of your OC that you remember considering (name, appearance, backstory, etc.)?

I needed something new and different. I have thrown away everything I had before and started from scrap.

3. How did you choose their name?

Typed “Slash” into Goolge Translate with Japanese, resulted in “Surasshu”. Years later I just cut out some letters and there was “Srash”.

5. Is there any significance behind their hair color?

Only that in an attempt to make a fresh new start with Srash by taking parts of the previous sona being his hair color.

8. What (if anything) do you relate to within their character/story?

Nothing. Srash is an idealized version of myself that completely fell apart due to things not happening as expected leading to him being completely destroyed.

10. If they have an LI, how much of their character is tailored to be compatible to that person?

To answer that, I first need someone to ship with. The last person I had a long going ship writing with ditched me last year out of nowhere and since then I saw no reason to consider any love interest writing for Srash.

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40 questions 11, 14, 15

40 Questions — Meme for Fic Writers

11. Is writing your passion or just a fun hobby?

Once a hobby that became a passion, now just a nuisance. Well if I would write anything.

14. What’s the worst writing advice you’ve ever come across?

Never got one, except “keep trying” while I literally have to BEG people to leave comments and tell me what they liked or not about my fics. And not even that helped.

15. If you could choose one of your fics to be filmed, which would you choose?

"Zaiforge - A Voltron Story” Seriously, that is the only fic I wrote in the past years from start to finish and it’s the only one I am actually proud of.