Beauty is Only Skin Deep

Just another Tumblr blog full of randomness

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Still praying for our rainbow baby. https://www.instagram.com/p/CIt_ZeoJBis/?igshid=1relznh28wlnw

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If you're in the Natomas area please keep an eye out for Bellatrix. They got out while I was gone this weekend and mom and I can't find em. https://www.instagram.com/p/B8YLnMspZ-_/?igshid=41xb9njns6nl

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When you're bored at night and decide to attempt to copy makeup from a music video https://www.instagram.com/p/B6dx2kYp6MW/?igshid=12c09xrerbdgr

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This stylish look of choas is brought to you by swaeting and headbanging my ass off to @nydrock and all the other fantastic bands at Holy Diver tonight. https://www.instagram.com/p/B0z_Vg6H9Vh/?igshid=pq1osz0fwe9n

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I'm really in love with this dress https://www.instagram.com/p/B0kD99vpC2v/?igshid=19h89twdxuezk

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He easily knows how to change my mood with just a simple text message. He's a superhero like that ☆☆☆ I think I'll keep him hahaha 😘♡❤🖤❤🖤❤♡ https://www.instagram.com/p/B0fNxE1HUJX/?igshid=1ucwyazwafx23

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I always tell myself that I'll go to bed early, but sleeping for me is so random will I get 6 hours of sleep or will anxiety make 2 hours or depression 10 hours. I never know from day to day. https://www.instagram.com/p/B0dDTlspxFq/?igshid=bwenqrn2jsbk

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We are stardust 🌌🌌🌌 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0dC5WUJZbH/?igshid=r9vuw5tita9a

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At times like this I really enjoy the art of @thelatestkate I keep scrolling through their work and it helps ease the darkness. https://www.instagram.com/p/B0dCPXxpV1I/?igshid=jfdipqokjd33

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Yeeeuuup #BPD https://www.instagram.com/p/B0dB56Eps8X/?igshid=1mgwemi2x6uca

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While walking from one of our locations to another I kept getting followed by this butterfly, several ladybugs and my cat friend. I am I now a Disney Princess? https://www.instagram.com/p/BwLBvPKD44a/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=69n65h0xjpvy

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To some people my newest tattoos are just some silly phrase and initials, but to me they are so much more. I've battled with depression, anxiety and my Borderline Personality Disorder for well over a decade and many times I gave up the fight and tried to take my life. There were also many years were I would self-harm just to feel something other than my own mental and emotional pain. Today marks 6 years since the last time I self-harmed. The longest time I have ever gone. I got these tattoos to help remind me and push me forward. To always keep fighting and just survive somehow. #PMA #positivementalattutide https://www.instagram.com/p/Brei64anE0d/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1p8uyjxb0faq4

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I am craving honey crisp apples and cider. Someone please take me to Apple Hill! 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍁🍁🍁🍁 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpyT4RFnH_1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=198mp71h0mx4k

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Spirit knows my weakness. https://www.instagram.com/p/BnckrVMHdoE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ml939lw50d49

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I was feeling cooped up today so mom and I went to one of my favorite shops after running errands. Got some new stones, incense and a tiny little fertility Goddess to add to my Goddess collection. I'm one happy little Pagan.

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I was feeling cooped up today so mom and I went to one of my favorite shops after running errands. Got some new stones, incense and a tiny little fertility Goddess to add to my Goddess collection. I'm one happy little Pagan.