fivel stewart. she/her. cisfemale. ›spotted at the met steps , risa “shayla” murata , most likely listening to bad at love by halsey with their airpods pro . the twenty six gained quite a reputation , known to be -envious yet +idealistic to anyone who knows them . you'll easily spot them when you hear about them talking about saving the turtles and pulling a glass straw out of their green gucci bag, a wardrobe made up of minidresses and suits, using her black card to make white lines, followed by chloé eau de parfum by chloé . latest nepoupdates article talks about a freshly nineteen year old shayla being on onlyfans , but i guess any reputation is good reputation .
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OOC INFORMATION
name/alias: mary
pronouns: she/her
age: 25+
timezone: pst
CHARACTER INFORMATION
face claim: fivel stewart
full name: shayla murata
nickname(s): shay
pronouns & gender: she/her & ciswoman
sexuality: bisexual
birth date: november 26, 1996
birth place: san francisco, california
occupation: actress, trust fund baby
family: father - ren | mother - kelly | brother - niko (22; 2000) | sister - emiri (18; 2004) | dog - indy (2019)
personality: being the oldest was both a blessing and curse, she learned to be caring, humorous and affectionate and on the other hand she was realistic, envious, and knew what it was like to give up on what they wanted for others. shayla doesn’t really care what people think about her, she knows that her views on things will never satisfy everyone and if she has to lay it out there and be a bitch in the process then so be it.
BACKGROUND / BIO
shayla would say her childhood was one of the best thing to happen to them, it’s seemed perfectly normal, being the oldest of three, she never felt pressure by her parents to be anything but herself and she thinks it comes from emiri, the youngest daughter who spent most of her time going in and out of the hospital after finding out that she had leukemia. it wasn’t easy on the family to say the least, she understood that her parents had to be there for her sister so she took over the mother role for niko. there wasn’t a day that she held resentment towards emiri and she made sure that she made up the absent of their parents for their brother. she also made sure that niko understood that it wasn’t emiri’s fault and that they should feel lucky they aren’t the one always in pain.
so when she left for college, she couldn’t stop crying, she cried all way to the steps of the school. she knew her family needed her and she wanted to take another year off but they insisted that she need this more than they did. every time emiri got sick, shayla had demanded to know even if she was stressed about exams because she wouldn’t be able to take it if something happened without her knowledge. they were lucky to have money, enough for her to go to school, enough for emiri’s medical needs, enough for her to not work. and she knows that’s a selfish way to think but she knows that her family will at least be stable then.
before she was even born, her father had worked for a pretty wealthy company back in korea and when they transferred him to the states he took over and that’s how he became a millionaire. she had been so used to maids and nannies that she never had to worry about a thing beside just being a sister. shayla didn’t realize how naive she was until she was away at college. a part of it was that she loved being away from home, she let herself get into trouble as a way to cope with what was happening and she made a mistake of posting a video of herself. when she realize what she had done, she tried to get rid of any evidence of it but she knew that already a hand full of people had seen it and she prayed that somehow it would never come back to haunt her.
after she graduated and got bachelor's degree in film, she decided that she wanted to be an actress, there was no need for her work under her father since he had already been pushing for niko to do it. son and all. shayla didn’t care, it meant that she could go after her dream and she knew with the strings her father could pull, it was only a matter of time. during this time her sister had made a full recovery and the stress of worrying about her sister left. after being in the entertaining business for a while now, shayla also developed some bad habits, things she would never want anyone to know and although she deleted her onlyfans account, she wasn’t exactly innocent either. but what her parents don’t know, won’t kill them.
𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭 #𝟏𝟒 : one night and muse 2a suddenly became a tik tok’s most hated person, as the rumors of them ruining muse 2b and muse 2c relationship started. muse 2b and muse 2c were broken up for over six months but all it took was muse 2b’s poor song choice to post on instagram story and muse 2a to follow muse 2c for tik tok and stan twitter detectives to start putting their two cents in multiple theories. the internet was now divided between muse 2a, muse 2b and muse 2c and you couldn’t open a google search tab without new headlines about the trio all over the place. but suddenly muse 2c is booked for a their first movie role, muse 2a started to receive a lot of pr deals and muse 2b social media following go up by millions overnight so the question is… was it all an incident and misunderstanding or did all three of them knew exactly what they’re doing? after all, sometimes bad press is also a good press.
muse 2a;
muse 2b; elias hyun
muse 2c; shayla murata
shayla and tristan didn't let much complicate their friendship despite how 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 things got with the people and things around them or in their lives after what they had done . managing to keep a friendship even with the time they had been distanced from the others life . they still managed to be there for each other even when they weren't really speaking to each other anymore . an unspoken ride or die type mentality the two shared when it came to each other . ⏤ family wasn't really something tristan had ever really respected in any way . always having a 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 and 𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐃 relationship with those that were and weren't around anymore . of course , there was his sister who he shared a bond with but the two had been separated from each other and only saw each other occasionally . that being said , he never really had reservations when it came to what his family thought and having any kind of 𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐘 to them like shayla seemed to have with hers when they were younger .
with things being a lot different now . it seemed like the perfect time to come back into each others lives . then again , maybe all the complicated intertwined things the two shared would just pop back up , ( forcing them to deal with it all head on . ) maybe being in each others lives meant they couldn't outrun their 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒 or the past when it came to what the media thought about them or knew about what was out there and public to the world . but tristan didn't really care . ⏤ shorts already on , tristan pulled off this t - shirt before dropping it on the ground and going down to the water . ❛ isn't the point of getting in the water to get all the way in ? ❜ he teased , walking into the water . immediately laying down in the water , using his hands to move him further into the water . ❛ you think they have any high spots we can jump off of ? ❜ he asked , sitting up and reaching his hands up as if he was trying to ask her to help him up . despite it being the oldest trick in the book to pull someone down into the water . ❛ how much you bet i can jump from up there and backflip into the water ? ❜ tristan continued , eyes glancing over at a high peak he didn't even know for certain was safe to jump from or not .
maybe it was a bit much to still be friends with a guy that she slept with and ruined two perfectly good relationships that they had with alara and paris but with their history it was hard to give him up completely. even when they weren't on speaking terms, she still made sure that he was doing okay, she talked to their mutual friends to see how he was doing. she knew if she asked him directly, all her work of keeping her distance would shatter once she heard his voice. which was prove when she met him at the gala and now it was like nothing had passed between them. it felt good to be with tristan and not feel like she was letting her dad down. it was different, she didn't have all these things on the line. she knew that he wouldn't have understood why she put her family before her own happiness, why she listen to her dad and left but now she didn't have to. she was able to be happy with whatever path she choose.
walking into the water, the cold ran throughout her body quickly. it was still too early for the weather to be at that place where it was a good thing the ocean cold because the heat was too much. it was also why she wasn't exactly thrilled about jumping right in. "yeah, but i'm not a child. i don't want to get dragged in by the ankles," she teases him back as she follows him in deeper. looking around to see the cliff he was talking about that wasn't too far from them, "pretty sure we can jump off that one." she turns to look at him again just as he reaches out for her. "tristan, i swear to god if you drag me in i'm gonna kill you and be happy to see your body drift off into the ocean." even though she knows better than to fall into his trip she still let it happen, it wasn't like she actually mind it. she knew she was gonna get wet when she agreed to go to the beach but that didn't mean that she was ready to get all the way in when the water was kind of cold. the shock would be too much. "i feel like you would belly flop off," she laughs.
"me too, girl." she agreed with a laugh. technically it was her parents private jet that she occasionally borrowed. so much more comfortable than flying with any airline. "definitely somewhere out the country. a few days in cabo sounds amazing actually." the more she thought about it, the more she was all for that. "pack your cutest swimsuits and whatever you need, and i'll pick you up in like an hour?"
"see, i come up with all the good idea," shayla says as shrugs her shoulders playfully. she was on hiatus from the show so it was perfect timing to ditch new york and go out with gemma. "an hour it is, just know i'm gonna look extra hot for you." she had just gone shopping that week with her sister and they so happen to get bunch of bikinis and this was a perfect way to show off the tan she had been working on.
"ugh, dasom is such a talent. and a sweetheart - i love her." the mention of one of her close friends in the industry made simone smile. "i get it, i get it. i won't try to pry too much, i know when things are supposed to be kept hush hush." that was just how the business was. one couldn't exactly expose all the details of upcoming projects, that could lead to said projects potentially being leaked to the public after all. "why wouldn't i be? i enjoy your work. especially buffy. is it so surprising for me to be interested in what you have coming up next?"
"oh my god, every time her new music comes out, i just can't believe god made that angel," shayla had to be thankful that not only each other but they were friends too. "but if you get details from her, share it with me. i want to know where her mind is going with this video." she didn't think that simone would actually be interested in her work, she wasn't exactly the star and it just didn't seem like the type of thing anyone would want to know about her. "you do? i'm kind of surprise, i'm not like a household name or anything like that so it kind of caught me off guard a little bit."
" IT WON'T BE a continuation , it's a completely different vibe and feel . " since shayla had all but agreed to do it , dasom didn't see a reason why she couldn't spill a little bit of information as to what it would be . " i plan on my next single from the album to be god is a woman . it's going to have a lot of symbolism and imagery that makes people think . i haven't done a video like this before , so i'm super excited to get everything worked out . i came up with the ideas myself . "
"is that so? i'm excited now, i always love what you come up with," it's why she loves to with dasom her ideas coming out onto a video made it so everyone can see her creative mind but it's not the main reason why she likes to work with the other girl. "i'm sure it will look amazing. it always does and you want to start with god is a woman? wow, you want to turn everyone's head, huh? now i really can't wait to be a part of this."
heartbreak was a unique experience , a certain type of heartbreak unforgettable . it was only when she caught up standing there in the bathroom , her brain seeming to jolt into reality long after her heart … brown eyes still widened with all that emotion … that she realised what was happening . a form of self torture in a sense , feeding off the non stop rejection that seemed like it was provided to her when she tried to let her feelings out in the open . shayla didn't owe her more explanations or apologies because they could never put right what they had gotten wrong and no amount of billed hours in a therapists office seemed to be able to earn forgiveness from her . she had grown up in a home where she had experienced love and faithfulness but there was still something so horrifying about being cheated on , the repercussions of that relationship lasting throughout her life when it came to trust or care . she felt like she was crushed every time she put her heart in someones hands , a replaceable part that no one really cared for . in the end , walking away had been far easier than trying to forgive the unforgivable but that anger and hurt raged on , her distance from the person only furthering her belief that she had been unloved all along . it didn't make sense but feelings rarely did . her mouth shuts and expression turns more blank , the emotional electric that had been surging through her moments earlier seeming to drain away as she listens to shayla speak and reasons with herself about how she should feel , how she should react . there is a very small part of her that still feels like shouting and screaming but there's something more painful about shayla not caring , the absence of any real emotion or response showing how little she meant in shayla's new world . it scared her she could have loved someone so much , that she could still care so deeply and that person could look her dead in the eye with an expression absent of the same . like two strangers who had never known each other yet they shared the most intricate past , the most intimate parts of each other . shayla knew her too well and alara had never been forgiving , she had struggled to ever look past history when it came to almost anything in her life , remembering too well any small ache or pain caused to her by another but now … her mouth is dry and her heart beats hard in her chest , " i … forgive you , " and her mouth shuts , jaw only a little tight . she means it . at least , she wants to . she wants to forgive her this time because if she forgives her then it no longer matters that shayla doesn't care about her , it means she doesn't care either … that she's not an idiot .
if there was one thing that she could take back from all of her relationships, it would be the day she cheated on alara. no one deserves that and if karma decided to come back in the form of someone doing it to her siblings, then she's not sure she would ever forgive herself. it wasn't right and she knows that she was young but she wasn't stupid, she got caught up in the moment and choose to make a bad decision. she spent months trying to make it up, trying everything she could to fix it and pulling away from tristan was hard but it had to be done if she wanted a future with the other. it's really hard for anyone to understand, she claims that she love alara during that time and then we went and slept with tristan. to her, it wasn't that hard. she messed up, she fucked up a perfectly good relationship where she was happy but it happened and as much as she wished she could take it back, she couldn't. shayla still felt a lot of love for alara, it's why she held on for so long. it's why she let alara let her down over and over again because she loved her too much to try and let go. but there was so much that shayla could take and after a while she couldn't pretend that alara had forgiven her when it was clear she didn't. now, it was just too much. she had too much going on to keep feeling guilty over it. shayla put up with it for years because at least their fighting meant that they were still talking, that they had a reason to talk but it was becoming a distraction at this point. "alara, i'm not saying all this so you can tell me what i want to hear," no matter what their past held, she loved alara at one point and as of right now she cares about her like any friend would. "i don't want us to be strangers but i think that if we started fresh then we could be friends at least. that's better than us yelling at each other every time we happen to be in the same room." shayla wasn't expecting sleepovers or hangouts but now she wouldn't have to worry about hurting the other. she wanted alara to be happy, that was the most important thing for her. "i'm really sorry about all the things i said just to hurt you."
“you said if i came with you, we were gonna have fun. i could’ve read a book at home. i’m on my day off and you decide to waste it away.” she rolls her eyes as she grabs him book to throw over to the other side of the picnic blanket. “yeah it is but you aren’t even entertaining me.”
❝ exactly ! it’s your day off, i thought you’d enjoy a relaxing day in the…━━━ hey ! ❞ there’s an attempt to reach for his book, but she was always quicker. shayla often took the lead and charlie was meant to follow it, or get left behind. he never minded, though. a lot of the time, he was so wrapped up in his own head, lamenting the life he was living and mourning the ones he should’ve been. it was nice to not have to think of a life at all. to mindlessly follow someone else who seemed to know a lot more about it than he did. ❝ okay, okay. my mistake. ❞ he chuckled, holding his hands up in surrender before sliding a bit closer to her. ❝ apologies. what do i have to do to make it up to ? you get one request, so it better be a good one. ❞
"ugh i have enough relaxing days, it's called hanging out at my parent's house in the hamptons. i want to do something that's actually exciting." which was true, she spends more of her time of with her family, especially with her sister, emiri but right now she wanted to do more than sit there and watch charlie read a book. she would rather do something else but that's for another time. still, it doesn't seem like he's too far off of having the same idea when he moves closer. shayla knows better than to get involved in him though, charlie is already have a list bigger than hers and plus, it would ruin all the fun. she licks her lips as she moves in closer, her eyes looking down at his lips before back to his eyes, "just one? i can think of a million, how will i ever choose?"
it was that familiar look on the others face that made her blood boil hot within her veins , the sensation cruel and unpleasant . how could she stand there and smirk at a time like this ? her back straightens and her composure is faltering , there was no right time and place for heartbreak but alara felt like it was a permanent state for her . she did move forwards , she reinvented , reimagined but nobody ever seemed to understand or estimate the amount of thought that she put into futures that never materialised . how many times could you watch your dreams crash and burn before you began to wonder why ? " you didn't need time to get over it . you seemed pretty over it when you had someone else's dick inside of you and let me find out by the whole world watching it via twitter like an onlyfans premiere , " she spits , sudden and full of venom . there was something beneath it though , eyes widen with hurt . it didn't matter how old a wound was , you could still tear it open .
" you stand there smirking … like you're such a good person because you're not having a reaction … like you're not still mean and vicious , " oh , alara could be a nice kind person , an angel with a halo in the eyes of others or someone carefree and bursting with love and joy . she was born with a nature that was fluid , spoiled by her parents and taught to see the world a certain way and yet she had grown rambunctious as she grew up , unruly and free spirited . she followed her heart and it had led her back to shayla time and time again but that didn't mean she could forgive . to hurt the other as she had hurt her would never be enough , she would never feel how alara did and that meant they would never be on an even playing field . this wasn't a game , this was life , " you broke my heart , you made me feel like less … less of everything … as if there was something about me that made me not enough for you … " she's ranting , eyes wild , hair shaking with the motion of her head , reaction probably deserved in some ways although an apology for her own later actions might have been due one day . alara could never move past that initial betrayal to begin with . " so fuck yeah . i think i'm a god , i think you lost something special and real , " she's catching up with herself , the point she is trying to make flimsy and floating in the air but her own self confidence is so imbedged in her identity that she needs to hold onto it . she had built a fortress around her heart in her reinvention , becoming a person that is braver , stronger , less serious about the fantasy of a happily ever after ( with anyone ) . the art of letting go not one she has mastered and yet she knows she has to love herself because it seems nobody else would , " i am special . i am important . and nobody will love you as much , in the same way as i did . "
shayla feels the only way that she can get through to alara was to be just as mean but she found that no matter what she said or how she said it or what she did to try and get alara to get past thing, thing will. along with family therapy she also opened up about all of her mistakes, she found that if alara wasn't ready, she couldn't make her. the guilt took a lot on her, the fact that she let one night ruin alara was something she wished she could take back. it's obvious that what she did hurt more than it should had. it caused years of pain and heartbreak and for shayla, it wasn't good. she felt like she had been a big part of why the other is still doing everything she can to hurt her and for years she let her but she can't keep putting herself through it anymore. it was too painful to watch the one person she used to be in love hurt this way.
"i've apologized, i have apologized hundreds of times. i asked what i could do for you to forgive me and i did that then you went and left. without even a fucking word and i get that i deserved it for putting you through it, i do. i would've done the same but you haven't let it go. you still continue to poke and hurt me and i let you because i know it's what you needed but i can't take it anymore. i can't keep being the reason you're always so angry at me, you either really forgive me this time or you stop this." she had really loved the other, the whole thing turned out to be a fucking mess and if shayla could, she would never done it. at least not while with alara, not when she was with someone she loved and admired. now, too much have past and she's done feeling stuck in the past. she can't help letting the guilt eat her up. if she did, she wouldn't be where she was, her career would've have made it and if alara keep this up, it would effect it too. so truth was, she needed to cut the other girl off if this is how their conversation will always turn to. she could be mean and say that alara is full of herself that she's pretty laughable for even saying those things out loud but she can't play this game any more, she doesn't have the strength to. so instead of going in circles and wanting to prove to alara that she has changed, she decides to be the bigger person. "i never said you weren't all those things but i'm not going to be defined by a mistake that i made when i was younger and stupid. alara, i know you loved me and i know i fucked it up by doing what i did but you can't say those things to me anymore. not when i'm not doing it to you."
tristan could respect that shayla was trying to do things a bit 𝐃𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 these days . the thing was , shayla's job really did take a certain respect . people expected a lot out of celebrities like her . that were in the public eye much more than someone like tristan . he felt as though he had nothing left to lose . a loose cannon , if you will . shayla on the other hand , there was more on the line . her relationship with her father , her career , not to mention he was sure in her eyes he was connected to a part of her life that she was 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐃 of . he knew she let what she did to her ex get to her more than she'd ever like to admit . something he couldn't blame her for . it was a 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓 they both carried . ❛ pfft , ❜ he began , stepping closer to the girl . raising his hand up he narrowed his eyes and pointed in her direction . ❛ i don't know what you're insinuating . i'm always innocent . ❜ it was a lie but he genuinely was glad they were spending time together again . at the end of the day , shayla had always been a part of tristan's life and he couldn't really see her not in his life in some capacity . ❛ maybe i'm just trying to convince you not to go ghost on my ass again and disappear . convince you to hang out with me even if it has to be when no ones watching . ❜ he wasn't saying anything in a way to guilt her about what happened . about them parting ways , her focusing in on her career and appeasing anyone that didn't want them around each other . protecting her image . he understood . shayla was someone he always gave the benefit of the doubt and supported no matter what . but he did miss his best friend . ❛ enough dwelling , let's go in the water ! there's no one here , it's late . c'mon ! ❜
being around tristan before her career even started was easy, it was easy to just sneak out of her house and not care or worry what other people think. she didn't even care that her dad reminded her over and over he was no good but he was someone she cared about. how was she going to pretend that he wasn't her best friend through thick and thin? but after that video, after she had her dad do damage control and sent her away. she knew if she ever wanted a relationship with her family, things had to change and so she did. she didn't go out as often, she distanced herself from tristan and started to focus on her future. slowly pulling away from tristan had been hard, he was the one person outside of her family that believed in her, that had her back when she needed it. she doesn't think she would've have ever taken herself seriously enough to go to school and graduate and follow a passion she didn't know she wanted. being there for tristan was all she knew too, she showed up at every new york show, she cheered for him and on days when they weren't even talking, she made sure that she showed up for him then too.
now that he was back, she didn't have any reason to let him go. it's not that she's afraid of what her dad would say if he knew but the sex tape was something that they both did in the moment. it was stupid and reckless and something they should've thought about before ruining relationships. she had been sorry about it, if they were decent people at the time, they should've waited but all they thought in that moment was each other. "yeah and i'm mother teresa. i'm glad we have our facts in check," she rolls her eyes as she shook her head at the ridiculousness of his statement. "awe, you do have feelings, deep dark ones but i knew you missed me. i had a feeling i was your favorite person," she smiles cheeky. she pulls the shirt off to reveal her bikini, she missed the sun. the heat and all that came with being at the beach, "i swear i'm going home if you pull my whole body in."
❛ what people don't know , won't hurt them . ❜ tristan spoke , as he walked on the beach with shayla . he had 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐃 her to come out with him . after seeing her at the gala and being reminded of how much fun they had with each other . ( being reminded that they were friends before everything else . ) although , that didn't change the fact that her father didn't really like her around him and they had a very public tape around the internet . if their names were searched together because someone photographed them in public , there was a chance said tape would come back to the 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 . ❛ no harm in two old . . . buddies hanging out , right ? ❜ he asked , a smile on his face .
"i feel like i heard that one too many times coming from you, it might need to come with a warning," keeping tristan a secret from her father wasn't as easy as she thought it would be. being seen together now, she was afraid pictures of them would come back to her dad. she missed having tristan around but that didn't mean that she was gonna let him pull her back into their old ways. she had to remind herself that she was an actress now, she had a lot on the line and that little video almost made it impossible to take her seriously in the first place. she needs to be treated like the professional she was. "see, that would sound innocent to anyone else but i know you too well."
hurt people hurt people . alara never understood what she had done wrong to deserve to be cheated on by shayla . she had no choice but to take all that pain and hurt and turn it into a dagger to drive back through the others heart eventually by disappearing without a trace … except a social media boom . her jaw tenses almost indiscernibly , a response to old wounds being salted by the comment … she had still never seen that tape nor cared for who was featured , blocking it all out and focusing on the betrayal . " i hope it was . it almost makes it worth losing the only person who could ever love you , " it was a reach but sometimes it felt true , sometimes she wanted it to be the case that nobody would love her ex the way she had and so she would live in perpetual regret over what she had done . " i can't believe i ever wasted my time on you . you're nothing , " maybe she didn't believe it but it was meant to cause an emotional stir , all that love cremated into ashes at their feet .
"the only person? what, do you think you're a god or something and i lost something so good and real? babe, trust me, i'm not regretting what i did right now." she did before all this mess though, she had felt the guilt eat her up and the only thing she could do was take it. it was one thing to have alara hate her, it was another to say she forgave shayla only to stab her in the back. still, she moved on. it was a lesson to be learned and she knew that she would never do something like that again. "you know, those words really would've hurt me coming from you years ago. might even put me in a state of being mean and vicious but you're nothing to me too. i've been over it, i moved on. i'm living my life while you're sadly still stuck in the past and obviously haven't been over me." she smirked, it was actually entertaining at this point.
the thing was , as much as al found it impossible to forgive shayla , she had wanted to . god , she had told herself she could but when it came down to it , she wasn't so evolved and when she wanted to make her career work , her own resentment had bubbled beneath the surface . she hadn't wanted to hurt shayla how she had but she hadn't wanted to not hurt her , either . still to this day , a part of her wanted shayla to feel as betrayed as she had that first time they broke up and that was why she couldn't leave it well enough alone . with liquor flowing through her veins and self confidence , she puts the brush down , " you were ? what happened ? " she asks as if genuinely curious , her own acting abilities coming in handy as she stood totally upright . " did you just find out that your girlfriend fucked some basic emo white guy behind your back and made a sex tape that the whole world except for you has seen ? "
shayla knows that what she did with tristan was no excuse, whatever she did, that was on her and with the way she and alara ended things she expected it. when she asked alara for another chance to be forgiven because she was stupid and it honestly hadn't meant anything to her, she was stupid to believe that everything was under the bridge. alara ended up breaking her heart, leaving her without even a call or text. shayla understands that she deserved it because a posted sex tape was way worse than getting ghosted but that didn't mean that it didn't hurt. shayla let out a scoff before finishing her drink and setting it on the table, "well, if she did. she's probably having the best sex of her life."
"so i'm just dying to know," simone started, her hand reaching out to rest on shayla's. "when's your next acting project coming out?" simone had become a little interested in the prospect of acting, but had never actually pursued it. the most acting she had ever done had been for her music videos; unless one counted the school musicals she had been in, which she didn't. "any insider tea on that?"
"dason just asked me to be in her next video but i won't say anything more that, especially since she's a close friend. i don't want it ruin our friendship with details of it since no one even knows about it." she says, if it was about buffy or an upcoming movie, she definitely spilled a lot more. "why are you so interested in what i'm doing?"
status : closed / ( @shaylafm )
location : a lovely little park !
“ you stare at me any harder you’re going to burn holes directly through my skull. ” charlie made sure to finish his newest favorite line in the isabel allende book in front of him before lifting his head to look in shayla’s direction. “ am i boring you ? i thought nature was kinda your thing. ”
"you said if i came with you, we were gonna have fun. i could've read a book at home. i'm on my day off and you decide to waste it away." she rolls her eyes as she grabs him book to throw over to the other side of the picnic blanket. "yeah it is but you aren't even entertaining me."
EVEN THOUGH SHE already knew what shayla's answer would be , dasom was still a little bit nervous to ask . the other woman had been apart of productions for her music videos many times before in the past , she didn't see why she'd turn down this one . " i wanted to ask if you have a few days of free time available in the second week of june ? i'm filming the video for my next single and i'd love for you to be apart of it . " / @shaylafm
being on set for a movie or a tv show verses being on a music video was completely different. first being that it was faster and second, it was just way more fun but that could be because of dasom. she was always so pretty on set and it was a nice change to see someone else take the lead. "for you? i can find some time, i'm sure my manager would love it too. is it gonna be a continuation of your last one?"
"you and me both, babe." gemma chuckled, glad that they were both on the same wavelength. "of course! that sounds perfect and i can have a jet ready for us." she agreed. "a much needed break for real. and that's always more fun with a friend."
"god, i love that you have a jet. if that's the case we should go somewhere like cabo where the beaches are actually nice to look at," that would be better than florida which she was not about to suggest at these times.
