aslihan malbora. she/her. female. ›spotted at the met steps , alara kaya , most likely listening to terminal 4 by zoe clark with their airpods pro . the twenty four gained quite a reputation , known to be -unforgiving yet +confident to anyone who knows them .
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FULL NAME : alara damascena kaya / NICKNAMES : al , big al . / BIRTH DATE : june 19th, 1998 / AGE : 24 / CAREER : singer , dj , musician , media personality . / ORIENTATION : bisexual & biromantic . / RELATIONSHIP STATUS : single .
CURRENTLY.
over the past two years , alara maximised her identity as big al , owning her dj stage name as her main identity . she is currently working on her latest country album while promoting her lifestyle as a social media personality . following the scandal that took place with her ex ( read : supposed cheating sex tape ) , alara has became more unconventional than ever before and its hard to keep track of what she's up to these days .
BACKGROUND.
TRIGGER WARNINGS : domestic violence mention , sexual explicits , pornography .
alara kaya was born on a warm summers day into the loving arms of elif and cemil kaya , a couple who had made new money working in the adult film industry . cemil , a pornography director and creator and elif , an adult film star turned housewife and mother ( most of the time ) . the couple had hoped for a daughter , elif wanting a child that would be her little princess to spoil with all the money and perks that had never been afforded to her . it was the picture perfect childhood , alara spoiled and given everything that her heart desired including her parents love .
growing up had been sweet , vacations to ankara to see grandma and granpa , time spent jetsetting across the earth and two parents who doted on her . the majority of the time then everything was plain sailing but alara also grew to notice her fathers double standards towards men and women . he loved his wife , he loved his daughter but he looked down his nose on women in general as if they were inferior to the abilities and skills of men - a sentiment that seemed to be echoed in her mothers passive nature , never disagreeing with her husband even when he was clearly wrong . alara began to wonder by eight years old if her mother really agreed with her father or if she just didn't care about the words he spoke as long as her lifestyle was as fancy as her heart desired . alara was labelled a sensitive and over dramatic child by her family , her whims answered with affection and resolute cash but no real understanding of her psyche . she wanted to be a human being , not just a princess .
by her early teenage years , alara had a personality that was five times her size . it was not the kind of personality that was easy to swallow for her father , the constant contention and questions she raised seeming to have a negative impact on his world views . he was by no means a malicious man but his place in the industry had shaped his view of things and he saw his daughter as someone who was trying to cause a ruckus . alara's mother would half heartedly fight her battles with her but would soon return to trying to talk about something else or focusing on her daughters beauty with fluttering words . alara was still their pride and joy , even when they didn't know what to do with her . at sixteen , she began to post videos of her playing guitar online and much to the chargrin of her father , was contacted by a small number of fans who liked her material . she was beginning to grow an identity that was separate from her family and that was scary for everyone but her .
eighteen and alara meets the love of her life , seriously dad ! a boy that contacts her via a social media app who she is planning to run away with and live happily ever after until her father puts his foot down . in a heated argument he strikes her across the fact , her bratty behaviour seeming to be finally punished but it lights a new passion in her to be beyond his control . she will not speak to her father for four years following this event despite living in the same family home as him for two of them .
early 20s and one of alara's country hits about her broken heart ( think early taylor swift style ) takes off out of nowhere . she might have came from new money but now for the first time alara is earning her own money and she is a wanted woman , placed in the 75 questions by vogue , asked about her hopes & dreams , brand deals , social media sponsored posts and magazine spreads . her life has gone from zero to one hundred and her bouncy personality makes her lovable enough to be admired by the public . her and her partner , abel , have a relationship that is like a dream ... presented like the hot moments it couple as alara hits new heights . but what comes up must come down and when a sex tape of alara and abels best friend is leaked via twitter then the whole world is in for a shock ( including alara ) . blaming abel for the reveal of this tape , her unforgiving and stubborn nature never explaining that she did not cheat on them but had instead concealed a previous fling with the other . a woman of few words when scared , volatile and distant , she never addresses the rumours that tear down her public image but instead goes into a cocoon of reinvention ... & 𝒔𝒐 𝒃𝒊𝒈 𝒂𝒍 𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒏 .
after reconnecting with mommy and daddy who wipe away her tears and almost , in a strangely comforting way , tell her that it was only the same as what they had done in their career , alara manages to resurrect herself . momentarily her parents seem to think their daughter has seen the light but it soon becomes apparent that this is not the case when alara begins going under the alias of big al and books a flight to jet off to ibiza where she spends a month getting into the dj scene and performing in clubs that begin spanning further across spain . a country star and a dj sensation , her reputation never recovers but she makes a new one out of her unusual personality and refuses to let it go . alara was a smart girl , she knew that to get where she needed to go then she had to be free , fun , seem like she didn't care and most of all ... never , ever , ever look back .
