“No Matter How Hard I Try, I’ll Never Be Good Enough.”
Hi! I’m Saturn! I’m the source of your frustration. Wherever I’m placed in your chart makes you doubt yourself. I’m the reason you want to give up on your dreams. I make life unnecessarily hard for you because I like watching you struggle. I’m going to force you to work extremely hard in life in order to be good at normal people things that everyone else is naturally good at. Good luck lol
Saturn in the 7th: You suck at relationships. You may have grown up in an environment away from peers or people your own age. Today, since you didn’t properly socialize as a kid, relationships are really hard for you. You probably don’t have many friends or may not have dated much or at all. You unknowingly self-sabotage in relationships, blowing things before they even have a chance to start. Your biggest fear is opening up in relationships because you believe being vulnerable means being weak. You’re afraid of losing yourself in someone else. You’re afraid that they’ll walk away with all of your power. This will take you several decades to overcome.
Saturn in the 8th: You suck at relationships. You may have grown up with an overly dependent caretaker. They used you as their “rock” or source of stability. Today, you have problems maintaining relationships when they get serious. You do this thing were everyone starts to disgust you the minute they open up to you. You break off relationships early on because you can’t handle heavy intimacy. Your biggest fear is feeling like you have to be responsible for another person’s feelings and wellbeing. You fear you’re not strong enough to take care of another human. This will take several decades to overcome.
Saturn in the 9th: You suck at getting deep. You grew up in a sheltered environment with a strict religious upbringing, in a small town, never traveling, and only surrounded by your own ethnicity. Today, you have problems comprehending the bigger picture. Learning about other faiths is hard. You’re scared of traveling. You’re scared of leaving your home town. You don’t understand or know how to relate to people who don’t look like you or speak your language. Your biggest fear is losing you sense of identity, that’s why you have trouble expanding upon what you currently know. This will take you several decades to overcome.
Saturn in the 10th: You suck at being center stage. You grew up with public embarrassment. Your teachers made your failing grades public, your family shared your shortcomings publicly, and you embarrassed yourself frequently in front of others. Today, you’re afraid of putting yourself out there on a large scale because you’re afraid of public humiliation. You don’t strive for your goals because, for some reason, your biggest dreams all involve being in the public eye. Your biggest fear is the public coming to the consensus that you suck or that you’re a fraud. This will take you several decades to overcome.
Saturn in the 11th: You suck at relating to others. You grew up not fitting in with anyone at school. You weren’t a cheerleader, an athlete, an emo, or anything. You just existed by yourself at school. Today, you find it really hard to identify with any group. You may be lgbt, vegan, pagan, socialist, spiritual, a kpop fan, etc, but you don’t label yourself as such. You feel like labels open the door for people to make judgements and assumptions about you based on the stereotypes of those groups. As a result, you do everything alone, never reaching out to others to share your interests with them. Your biggest fear is losing your individuality in a crowd. This will take several decades to overcome.
Saturn in the 12th: You suck at spirituality, intuition, empathy, and divination. You grew up fearing death, small spaces, deep water, dark rooms, and mazes. Today, you fear the unknown. You share the same fears you had during your youth. You’re afraid of your dreams. You’re afraid to face your smallness. You’re afraid to ponder beyond the unknown, because you’re afraid you may be insignificant in comparison to the expansiveness of the universe. Anything that challenges you to ditch your logic and rely on your intuition to navigate the unknown freaks you out. Your biggest fear is dying because this is the biggest unknown life has to offer. This will take you several decades to overcome.
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