I really feel anxious when im thinking about my future. I will be graduating this coming september, but until now i donāt know what i want to do in my life. I easily get teary eyed thinking i dont have any significant plans in my life. Iām sad because i donāt have any meaningful dreams, to be like this, to be like that, some of my friends are planning their life to be a lawyer, a nurse, but me? I only want simple life and work that will cover my bills. At the same time i know where i want to work but im too afraid of major changes after I graduate. I want to help my family and provide maximum help to their expenses, i want to eat wherever i want, i want to buy things to the point i donāt need to worry about the price, i want to share my blessings to those in need, but I feel unmotivated to reach my goals. I feel burned out from life. Im draining. This isnāt the same andrea when she was in high school. Way back in my first year college, I didnāt feel any of these. I was always excited to do my activities, to finish them before the deadlines but now i feel like im just compromising everything. Im envious to my batchmates, i can see they have a lot of job offerings even though weāre not yet graduated. Donāt get me wrong, im happy for them. But that makes me think what my purpose in life is. Im pressured even if no oneās pressuring me. My family has been trusting and supporting me since then. Itās just really me. Lifeās too hard. :(((((( 22 but no plans at all.
But i know i can do better than this. I will make proud this little kid in me. Padayon













