SHEIRA PADILLA SENOC

Let the universe pick up the timing and the way. ✨

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We met for a reason

The last time that I felt butterflies in my stomach was when I’m with you.

You put rainbows and sunshine in my lonely world. You opened up my heart again after my first heartbreak with Dy. Loving you is a roller coaster and has a lots of ups and downs in it. They say when you love the person, you gave them everything. But I guess I was wrong, love isn’t all we need. It is not really enough.

We love, get hurt and love again. Every relationships are not perfect, every bit of it has a magic because we learned so much from it. We grow from that love and we also outgrow from that love.

It was with you when I experienced a lot of first-times. A bouquet of flowers, a cute pillow, a necklace, my favorite cosmetics from my favorite personality, Kylie Jenner and many more. I was so stunned and I don’t know how to react because I never experienced that kind of stuff in my whole life.

Day by day, I’ve learned to love you as much as you love me. But as the day goes by, I also feel that you’re very distant and afar. I can feel that you’re slowly turning away from my love. The scariest feeling that I never wanted to feel again.

I did a lot of sacrifice in our relationship babe but you just don’t value our relationship and ended up giving up on it. If we love each other, we should fix it but you try not to because you have lots of issues in your life and I just don’t want to add on it. I respect your decision because I love you. And now I know why we met because God wants me to be more stronger in the future and to be more vulnerable in the pain that I’ll be going through. He knows that I’m weak so He wants to change that. He is really amazing.

But now we are friends and I hope someday we can still see the smile of each other’s face and forget the pain. I love you Ben.

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Playing in my head right now.

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Never ever give up in life. #24th and counting. 🎉🎈

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An open letter to the one who got away.

Dear Dy,

Hi, how are you? It's been a long time since we haven't talk and seen each other. We dont talk anymore, we focused too much in our jobs. We forgot to value our relationship.

I've been so exhausted these past few weeks because I've been thinking of you all the time. I wish I could turn back time where we laugh at our corny jokes and smile spontaneously. That was so perfect. But we can never go back in time.

I want to say sorry to you for whatever mistake I've made but as what you said, long distance doesnt work at all. I respect your decision because its never a good idea to beg someone to love you. So, I accept what's the best for us. To move on...

Moving on is not easy especially when the person means so much to you. He was my strength, my shoulder to cry on, my love, my everything. But it's all gone. The one that I loved the most already gone. It was very hard. I think this was the most heartbreaking scenario in my life.

Eventhough we didnt end up together, Im still thankful for you because at least once in my life, somebody loved me and prove to myself that I can also be love eventhough I have my own imperfections.

You're one of my best memory. You give me hope my love, my daddy. I am forever grateful for you. Thank you for the short time. And Im still hoping that maybe we can still go back in time and fix our broken relationship but we never know our fate. We can never create our own destiny. Let God decide for us.

Though I have seen the storms, the rain does not wash me into the river; I cannot be taken off to the sea. I stand where you see me, still and stable, so that I can tell you what it’s like to be drenched to the bone and still find a way to feel warmth in the sun.

I love you, goodbye.

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Friday mood. Stay sweet baby.

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Everything takes time. You have to lose your pride. You have to lose your mind just to find your peace of mind. You gotta trust the signs.

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An open letter for my first job..

I know everyone of us have their first jobs and their first tries. One of the most unforgettable moments of our lives is to work for the very first time right after you graduated from college. And it feels like "pasan mo ang buong mundo" After we graduated in college I know some of us thinks that it's very hard, we cannot pass the interviews or the exams. All negativity is all in our aspects of our lives. But dont you think of quitting because you are just starting. It's just the beginning so dont ever doubt on your capabilities. You can do what others can.

Working for the first time gives me a lot of emotions. First , I want to quit and then I want to go back studying but then I want to work. It's so crazy and confusing. I know some of you also experienced the same thing, where you're on the stage of finding what you really want, you're passion and what you desire for.

When I first started working in this company (CPILS) I wasn't happy and not satisfied because it was not my dream job and the career that I want in the future. I graduated as a Communication student so I want to work in relation to my course and in-line with it but it didnt happen. So I just settle in working in that company for the mean time.

On my first day, I was very nervous because I really didn't know what to do. (First time workers can also feel the same way too.) But on the second day, I felt a bit of relief because I already knew what to do. And some of the teachers working there are very kind and humble. They understand that its my first time to work in that kind of job so they never hesitate to teach me and share their ideas also. Im very much grateful for them.

One month has passed, I already love my job unexpectedly. It seems like I dont want to be absent and I want to see my co-teachers and my students everyday. They are the source of my happiness in that very moment. Going to work everyday maybe draining for other people but for me it didnt stressed me out because as what the quote say, "Find a job that you love then you will not be working for your whole life." Am I right? Thats very funny but its true. It seems like I'm not working and I'm happy going to work everyday. It's all that matters, our happiness.

Eventhough its very far from our home, I have the need to wake up early and attend my class because I treated them as my family already. They made me feel better, shine better and to be confident with myself. It was my first time to hear someone telling me that I'm very kind teacher and a beautiful person inside and out. Everyday they kept on telling me that I'm beautiful, I think thats the reason why I'm motivated to work. (LOL, are you kidding me) There are times that we didn't study, they just kept on asking about me or something that I like or hate. And I'm so happy to share my own thoughts and sentiments with them also.

We also relate to our studies about our personal lives so that it wont be boring and I can also share some intersting lessons to them. Life lessons as what they say is very important matter in this new era. Eventhough its very unbelievable sometimes, I also believe them because I know they also believe me. It is something that I should be grateful for.

Every student, there are different memories and stories. My students really brought a big impact into my life. I also learned something from them, starting from their cultures, beliefs and norms. It's totally different in Philippines. But these differences didnt hindered us to accept the reality that we came from different races. We respect each other and we value our relationship more than anything else. They also taught me how to eat vegetables because I really dont like eating Veges and because of them I already love it and continue loving it until now. It's an achievement for me.

Everytime my student left they already made a wonderful memory with me that I will never forget and I will treasure for the rest of my life. Promises and goodbyes are very hard to accept but I know someday I will meet one of them and reminisce all the happy memories we had before.

Being an ESL teacher was such a great experience and a lesson to everybody who wants to have good english communication skill because you need not just to teach but to study also. So you will be trained everyday, reading the books, writing activities and all the aspects in teaching. Be the person that you want by choosing the job the you love.

Good luck to all graduates that are applying for job. I know its hard for you but dont give up, find a job that you love. I know it takes time but it will be worth it at the end.

Any reactions and comments/opinions?

Email me at [email protected] 😊

Thank you! God bless.

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"I'm so grateful for the people who don’t give up on me and are patient with me while I'm distant and trying to figure myself out."

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The hidden paradise in Mocaboc and Mundong Sandbar, Bohol. ☀☁🌊 Feel the heat of the sun!

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[Mocaboc and Mundong Island Diary] The tiring travel was really worth it! Before you can reach the beautiful Island you need to travel first for almost 3 hrs.through Fast craft and pump boat to reach your destination. It was a very worthwile experience for me because I've been to two Islands for 2 days. First was in Mocaboc Island. It was a little island but very beautiful because I can see a very crystal clear water that matches the blue sky from up above. It gives you so many moods at one time. I stayed at our relative's home so it was very easy for us to do the things we want and eat a very delicious seafoods like: crabs, fish, octopus, shells, swaki and many more (those are one of my favorites). Their electricty only turns on every 4:00 in the afternoon so we need to charge our smartphones or any kind if things/stuffs we need to charge so it wont turn out as a hassle for you at night. At night, it was a very cool breeze from the sea that I smell. It was the tranquility of the place that makes me want to sleep outside. At dawn, I can still see fishermen catching fishes (12:00) . With the moonlight and the stars. Lying down there with your pillows and blankets, you can really appreciate the beauty of God's creation. It was indeed a perfect world for all of us. On our 2nd day, I woke up with a grateful heart because I was able to fall asleep and woke up with a very beautiful view. It's very serene and there's also Mr.sunrise showing his very beautiful rays. After eating our breakfast we immediately hop to another Island called Mundong Island. It took 30 mins.to go there. At first I was really worried because maybe if I'll go there I will become so dark so I decided not to swim but I brought my rushguard with me if In case I want to swim. My relative told me that the island was just a sand, only sand nothing else. After 30 mins.we already arrrived, at first I can only see a little island from far away. I can only see an ordinary blue water with a sand but when I already saw it clearly it was very perfect and astounding because I saw thousands of birds flying and flocking to the island. And the water was very clean and the sound of the waves makes you feel good. The sandbar Mundong was one of the best Island I've ever seen. So if you're planning to go there with your friends, bring your selfie camera with you or androids because it's really worth it. It's a hidden paradise that only few people know. What are you waiting for? Go now amd enjoy the beauty of nature. Any reactions/opinions email me at: [email protected] Thank you!

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CHRISTMAS SEASON 🌲 This is the season of giving, loving and sharing. Let's celebrate this Christmas full of love and joy in our hearts. Let us rejoice and be glad in Him. The essence of Christmas is not complete without our family, friends and loved ones. It's the time of giving and loving because this is the day that the Lord has made. Together, we celebrate life and praise Him for an amazing and bountiful year that comes along the way. A totally refreshing year is now about to open. New hopes, new beginnings. But as we welcome this another year, we should look back and thank God for all the blessings we received from this year. Celebrating christmas is one of the biggest events of our lives especially to all Filipinos because its the time where we can share our blessings to others, the time to repent, to be grateful for all the blessings that we received from God and most especially to be thankful to the people who's always been there for us and never leave our side through ups and downs. It is good to know that you have your families, friends and relatives to celebrate with you. In philippines, we celebrate the longest Christmas Season because that's how Filipinos value God and give importance to the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ. Philippines is also one of the most religious country in the world, so when September comes, we already start our Christmas countdown and prepare our Christmas decorations and many more.And a lot of people are already selling different christmas gifts, foods, etc.in the street. There are parties, events, exchanging of gifts and many more. And before Christmas come, we also attend a mass every midnight or what we call as "Simbang Gabi" (10 days of midnight mass before christmas). It is already part of our Filipino culture. Filipinos are gathered to hear the words of God, to spread His words and to be thankful to Him for showering us many blessings and another year to live. God is love and love is God. He is the one who gives us the power to love, to enjoy, have fun and recreate our memories to other people especially our loved ones. We are so blessed to have one another. Cherish each day with a grateful hearts. This is the season to be jolly, joyful and to be happy. And this Christmas season, we should not forget to give thanks to our Lord for giving us another year to cherish and to prosper. Let's welcome the year full love in our hearts and thanksgiving. Merry christmas in advance everyone! ❄⛄⛄

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You are one of the few things worth remembering. 💗 You are my heart and my soul, my inspiration just like the old love song goes...🎶🎶 That song is really perfect for all the couples out there who are deeply, passionately, madly in love with their partners right now. And are willing to take the risk no matter what it takes. Fight for the one you love! 💜💙💛 A very genuine and kind-hearted person is the one who attracts the most but how about a loving and caring person? There are many types of person that will atttact you but there's only one person that can really make you feel special. Here's my short entry to all the people in love: 💘 "YOU ARE PERFECT" By: Sheira Senoc You're a star, a bright star That shines from the sky You're glittering eyes that sees no one except me The tone of your voice That echoes hundreds Of miles away It whispers through my ears It's one of the greatest feeling I've ever felt No one can make me feel this way except you You are compassionate, loving, caring and understanding Your smile is my joy Your sadness is my sorrow Your pain is my pain We will carry the burden together We will celebrate the happiness And sorrows together I accept you and love you For who you are And not for what you have You are perfect to me I allow you to enter my life Not to ruin me but to complete me You gave me a meaning To my life You decorated it And put colors in it You made everyday worthwhile To love is to rejoice And to love is abundance You are perfect Spread the love people! 😘 Email me at [email protected] for more info. Thank you! 🌸🌸🌸🌸

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What Matters Most. 💓 I don't know why, I don't know when, I don't know how it started and I dont know every single thing about love either. But let me tell you my idea about love. Love is unpredictable, it patiently waits and it sees no boundaries. No need to hurry but there are times when you feel so empty and you need someone to talk to and at least you can share your thoughts and sentiments towards other people. I think that's what all we need. We need someone to lean on and whom we can share our thoughts, feelings and ideas. The things we love and hate. And most importantly, the things that matters to us. Let me share with you my experience. One time, I met a friend and we shared some experiences about love. He shared some of his ideas about love also. That love is not easy, you need to wait for the perfect time for the perfect person. And at the same time you need to love yourself first before loving others endlessly or what we call as "selfless love". As the time passed I already felt something special about him. It never came up into my mind, it's just unexpected. I'm totally obsessed with him without even questioning my worth to him. And thats very tragic. It's very insanely crazy! I really want to punch my face If I was dreaming or not but Im not. I already assumed that he's the one, maybe he really is. The one that I've been waiting for! But the question is, "Is he really the one," and "Does he feel the same way too?" No, hes just a joke and a test for my feelings whether im capable of loving or not. He's just a decoration. And like a game that if you play with it, there's no turning back and there's no easy way out. Its a win or lose game. Its like finding the perfect guy for you, you can't just pick a guy from the street and say 'he's the one'. No its not that simple. God arranged everything and He plans for the best of the best. You need to patiently wait for it. Yes, girls needs patience in finding their Mr.Right. Some of us just dont know how to control our feelings and emotions especially in dealing with this kind of situation. You should not worry about the future. We should enjoy and savor each moment of our lives because I know that when that perfect time comes, you will be able to appreciate life even more. Well girls, I know all of us experienced that kind of thing but dont hurry in love, good things happens to good people and that perfect person will come at the right time. We should bear in mind that we should not always assumed and wait for that special someone to stumble in your life. We always give all the love that we have without even knowing first. We always cling to the idea that the person we love feels the same way too. It's always in our head and we dream for that to happen. I think being invisible is the only way to escape from reality for a while. I know life doesn't stop here. He has a lot more to offer but why we always stick to the one that we love. Is he the most perfect guy living on Earth? Whats in him that makes you crazy? That idea of yours should be erased because there's no perfect. All of us have imperfections and its up to us on how to handle our imperfections. Let's be happy for our present because there are more bigger things that awaits us in the future. Engaged with different activities with your friends, meet new people and never be afraid to try something new. Recreate and make memories along the way. There's still more and be happy. So to all the girls out there, dont look and search for your prince. It will come at the unexpected events of our lives. Don't hurry because he will find you and thats what matters the most.

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Oct.28, 2016 ✈ I rode a plane for the very first time. How was your first experience in riding a plane? Did you find it scary, amazing or fun? Or is it something that you'll never ever try again? For me, its not scary, it was so fun! In my 20 years of existence it was my very first time to ride a plane. This trip is not just a trip but with a purpose. Trip to Manila only lasts for less than an hour so its kinda "bitin" for me and I want to ride all over again. How crazy it was but its true. Maybe on the next trip soon. Hehe 😊 First, let me tell you why I went to Manila. My purpose in going there is not just to relax or unwind but to be more closer to God (mentally, physically and spirutually.) We had a jamboree way back there in Manila, it's a religious organization named Sukyo Mahikari ( a religious organization where you can receive and give light to others.) May 22, 2016 I became a member of this religious organization. The feeling is very wonderdul that you cannot even understand yourself why you're feeling that way. Its like being reborn again, to be new again and to live heaven-like civilization here on earth. When I joined this organization I never thought that I'll also be joining a group called MYG group ( Mahikari Youth Group Organization). A group of youth that are united in creating a new God-centered civilization here on earth and help those young ones who are experiencing a deep and severe cleansings nowadays. (I know we have a different ways of praising God but for me this the most powerful way of praising God because I've been praying for this for a very long time already and I consider this as a blessing.) Yes, going back in riding a plane, I still cant get over it, especially when the plane turns and there you can see hundreds of islands shaped in different forms and amazing shapes. God is very wonderful beacause He enables me to see His beautiful and wonderful creations. It was something remarkable and something that I will never forget in my entire life. The beauty that no one sees. Only true spirit and pure heart can see its true beauty. And in that, I will always be forever grateful and thankful to Him. Way up above, you will really appreciate the beauty of the world and the beautiful creations of God and how small people are. We're just one blow away and we're gone. Thats how powerful God is but no, He loves us that He gave this land to us. To live happily and enjoy simple pleasures in life. Everything that we have is from God. The air we breathe, the water we drink and the food we eat. Everything is from Him. Nothing belongs to us. It's all from God. All in all, that was my very momentous experience as a happy-go-lucky lad. Hope you guys enjoyed reading this and I hope you also learned something from me. On how to appreciate life, to be grateful all the time and to be of service to God. Im very much excited to share with you my next stories, trips and all. And I can't wait for that to happen, im sure it will be more fun and memorable!! 😘😘 Thank you for your time in reading this. It's my pleasure! 😙 PS: Wish to visit Phuket Thailand next ✈ God bless all of you! ☺

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THE REAL WORLD 💼 As soon as I graduated from college, I took the time to meditate for myself and for my future. It's a little bit confusing but I keep trying and open my eyes to see the reality and to see the bigger picture of the world. It's in the stage where you do not exactly know where to go, where to start and what to do. There are many things that I want to discover and learn more. World is big and it's up to us on how we can widen our ideas and imaginations. I know you also experienced that kind of situation where you doubted yourself and still confused of what to do. I know we all experienced that stage. The stage of confusion. Yes going back right after college, my views in life changed. I thought life is easy but it's not. Right after processing all my requirements from college I already started making application letters and resumes which will I submit to the company that I want to apply for. And because I graduated as Mass Comm.student, I should apply in Media. So I started my first journey in ABS-CBN (which is my dream company when I was still a kid.) and TV5. When I first step on ABS-CBN I felt so relieved and happy because finally I'm already here, I dreamed for this for a very long time, to work here and start my dreams here. And I also traveled for hours just to get there. (It's a little bit far from our home but its okay.) After how many weeks of applying and taking exams in ABS-CBN I thought I'll pass, but in an unexpected twist of fate I didnt make it. Sad, but I accepted it with brave heart and soul. I know there's still more and better job for me. I never give up. And I also just didnt expect TV5 to call me because when I went there, the staff told us that they already have new employees so we just didn't push oursleves to work there and start finding another job. We kept trying and trying and we never lose hope. I continue submitting my resumes and application letters to different media outlets in Cebu City. I also tried in GMA, Sunstar and many more. But none of them called me. I think that was the point in my life where I want to give up and stop trying. But God lift me up, He never left my side. I continue to apply for a job and I continue to believe in myself. And of course I should always bear in mind to never give up because my parents and sister expect too much from me. I want to pay the efforts and hard works of my parents in sending me to school everyday and of course in paying the bills and the fare that I spent in finding a job. After finding my luck in Media, I doubted myself if I can make it all over again. Because I thought my life stops there but it doesn't. My friends are also the ones who encouraged me to fight for life and never give up. Kudos to all of you! You know who you are ( if you are reading this). I love you! I am truly blessed to have all of you in my life. 😘 Yes right after that, I went with my friends (which are one of my closest friends from high school.) to look for a job again. At that point in my life, I still kept on thinking of working in Media but I guess this is not yet the time, there's a perfect time for that I think so. After a week of deciding of what to do, me and my friends first submitted in CPILS (an ESL). At first I didn't know what it is, we just submitted our resumes there. At that time I was thinking that I'm okay here, this is just for the mean time, at least I have a job but my friends still wanted to apply as call center agents. Although I didn't like their idea, I still go with them because they are my friends, I supported them all the way and all throughout. I didn't apply for it because I know how hard it is. May 10 2016, CPILS called us. It was unexpected because I thought I'm not going to pass the exam because its very hard and difficult. Right after the interview, I thought all things went well but it didn't because my friends didn't passed the interview. I feel so sad about them. I dont know what to do with my friends but I was shocked because they're okay. They told me that they will just apply in call centers and I just dont bother to ask them why. I just supported them because that's what friends for, supporting all the way. And me, I'm okay with this job because I'm already tired of looking for another job. It took 2 months before I get a job. That was very hard but we keep on trying and we never give up. Now, im so happy, God brought me here (CPILS). But until now, my dream of becoming part of Media will soon be granted. There's a perfect time for everything so I'll never quit and I should always keep trying. (Visit my instagram @sheisheira to know more about my story in CPILS) Those are one of the unforgettable moments of my life in facing the real world. We're still young and we will conquer more in this world. In this stage of our lives, we call it bravery and optimism. No surrendering, just keep pushing forward. Finding a job is no easy task because you need money, time and effort. But dont ever give up, keep trying because at the end of your journey, you will be the one who will benefit from it. The world is not falling apart, this is just the beginning.

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