Falling for the tall and morally grey villans ;)

Always open to chat !

[sheisaclearmess]

Am I a secret not worth sharing

or

Am I a fact not worth telling?

[sheisaclearmess]

She understands the rain

because she too is used to falling

[sheisaclearmess]

I'd apologize,

If i thought it might make a difference

Or make u listen

I'd apologize,

If it was black and white but life is different and

I know I'll be alright

But I'm not tonight.

[sheisaclearmess]

We walk by and it's like I don't even know u,

like i never met u cuz

we were just habits,

we thought we'd always have it.

what about all the nights where

we'd talk about our lives

And I know it's been a couple days

Since I slipped and said

Something sorta like ur name.

[sheisaclearmess]

Now there u are, judging me with the same eyes that used to fill up with tears of laughter in all those zoom calls.

[sheisaclearmess]

Do I miss the way I thought I knew u?

Do I miss the way I didn't know u at all?

Do I miss myself before I knew u?

Or do I miss now knowing all this things about u?

[sheisaclearmess]

'i hate u' ' u know me the best' 'i miss u' 'u hurt me the most' 'i don't want to see u again' 'i want to hug u' 'i can't look u in the eye' 'i want to tell u how i feel' 'you're the reason i feel this way' ' i wish i could fix this mess'

[sheisaclearmess]

Been up all night, overthinking

And there's a silhouette on my wall

Dancing, just like a

Long lost bestfriend

Oh! How I wish things didn't go down the way they did!

[sheisaclearmess]

So you're telling me WE did all of that to become strangers again?

Ya! I'm sad, but I'd rather be strangers than be with someon who makes me question my self worth and makes me feel like an option because I'm NOT an option.

I'd rather be strangers again than be with someone who doesn't value me! So yeah we're strangers again

[thedarkacademiastuff]

Don’t forget - no one else sees the world the way you do, so no one else can tell the stories that you have to tell.

- Charles De Lint

[thedarkacademiastuff]

This was another of our fears: that life wouldn't turn out to be like Literature.

-Julian Barnes

[thedarkacademiastuff]

Poetry is not just relief; poetry is tension. Poetry is departure. Poetry is return. Poetry is memory.

- Emily Jungmin Yoon

[thedarkacademiastuff]

My earbuds were in, but I wasn't playing music. I needed to hear the world but didn't want the world to know I was listening.

- Laurie Halse Anderson

[thedarkacademiastuff]

She preferred most of all to live with flowers and music and to have a book, in quiet solitude.

- Hermann Hesse

[rueyam-deactivated20220824]

the fact that our tumblr consists mainly other peoples thoughts that tenderly matches with ours.. aren’t we all a constellation of each other?

[yms1]

tell them u’re okay even if you are not , no one cares man.

[sheisaclearmess]

And yes just deactivate all of my ig accounts and removed everyone outta snap, just 5-6 close people.

Going into hibernation ✨