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calliexwestbrooke:

“Let me think about that? no. why do you want me to lie to your parents, anyways?”

“In this case, you’re not going to get what you want too. I need to be away from home for few days.”

jcmiesawyer:

Listening to what Shelley was saying, actually listening instead of just hearing what she was saying, hit him harder than it should’ve. she had no clue what’d he had done, nor the exact reasons for why Milo hit him; yet she was still being reasonable, and kind to him; more than he was being to himself. constantly beating himself up for what he had done wasn’t healthy, yet he couldn’t exactly allow himself to forgive himself either for what he had done. it seemed impossible, despite slowly coming to terms with the fact that he’d eventually have to. “So — you’re saying, i have to forgive myself for whatever i did in order for others to forgive me?” he asked quietly. it didn’t seem right, but in other situations; he could see it fitting. “what if what i did, was really bad? i mean, it could have been worse, but it’s pretty bad. i don’t see how i can forgive myself for causing such pain, nor how i could be forgiven for what i did.” he said truthfully, no self pity in his words or tone at all. “Milo larson, or whatever his last name is, but he didn’t do it just because; i mean, honestly, i would’ve done it too if i was told what happened.” he said with a sigh, giving a small, faint smile to the other. “i’m sure he’s not a bad guy, and violence doesn’t solve anything, but if i could say what i did, you’d probably understand.”

He was so desperate, Anyone who looked closely at him could see it. She had no clue about what he did but she understood him anyway because she was no better than him. She had done something terrible too. Maybe something worse. She didn't face with what she done yet but still she was so sure that consequences would be so bad and she knew that she would be deserving it. "Yes, you should." She didn't say anything in first place. She just pulled her arms around him softly. She hoped that it would make him feel better. "You're not perfect. None of us are. We can make mistakes, sometimes terrible mistakes." She looked in his eyes again. "Make up for it. Don't say that just you're sorry. Make that person happy, don't take the no as an answer and don't give up until she or he forgive you." She wasn't sure that that will be work but it was the best thing that she can come up with, she was hoping that will work. "Of course, he did." That little smile made her smile too. "You're right, he is not but still what he did is so wrong. I don't think I would. Maybe right now you are deserving a lot of things but a black eye doesn't one of them."

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ravcnlocklcar:

“Then you should also work on not jumping to conclusions.”

“I don’t think so. I’m fine with that.”

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ravcnlocklcar:

“Great it’s nice to hear your finally agree about something you did.”

“If I'm wrong I have no problem with accepting what I did.”

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calliexwestbrooke:

“There’s no reason to be rude, Shelley. Is there something that you want?”

“I wasn’t being rude. At least I didn’t do that on purpose. I was just telling the truth. Actually there is something and it’s very easy. I need you to tell my parents a lie.”

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irisxscott:

“I am sure you would be hunny but I am not writing about private life.”

“You don’t have to write it directly, you can get inspiration.”

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jcmiesawyer:

Jamie sighed, listening to the girl as she spoke; knowing she was right, even if he didn’t want to admit it. a part of him, the guilt he had for what he had done, thought he did deserve the black eye. “Violence doesn’t solve anything, you’re right. but, it does make you realize you can’t be an ass to someone, or go around doing dumb things.” he said, “and — i can’t really give out details, except for the fact i monumentally screwed up by taking a bet.” he admitted, flinching slightly at the gentle touch of the girls finger tips along the bruised skin. “and it’ll only look worse come tomorrow when the swelling goes down. No, just a black eye, thankfully.”

She hated that seeing him like that. He was looking so damaged, so guilty and he wasn't show this much but Shelley was sure that he was feeling so sad too. She wanted to make that stop. She looked right into his eyes. "I don't know what you did. And if you don't wanna tell me that's fine. To be honest I don't even care what you did but stop accusing yourself that much. If you was ass to someone or did similar thing to that you know what they said, first you have to forgive yourself. If you don't no one is going to do." She was sure that her words wouldn’t fix anything but she was trying anyway. "I never thought it was because of a bet. At least tell me who did this?” When she saw him flinching she felt so bad. Seeing someone you care about like that was a difficult thing. “ The only good news."

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irisxscott

“Finding something new to write about is really hard.” Iris said and sighed lightly. “I really need some new inspiration. Because I am not going to write about my Family.””

shelleyscott-blog1

“It’s your lost. I would be great as a lead role.”

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jcmiesawyer:

Jamie shook his head with a huff, “would it help you if i said i deserved it? because i definitely did.” he said, putting the ice-pack down, letting her look closer.

“Don’t talk like that. Nobody deserves such a thing. Violence doesn’t solve anything. Would you like to give more details about what happened?” She look at his black eye closer and touched it gently. “It looks even worse when you look closer. By the way it’s only your eye, right? He didn’t injure you more?”

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jeremyxscott:

“Show me the photo, I have to approve it. Plus, don’t you already have like full albums of funny photos of me?”

"Not a chance. I do but you know I’ll never get bored of this.”

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ravcnlocklcar:

“There wasn’t a point to begin with.”

“For the first time I am agree with you.”

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judewilscn

“Don’t look at me like that,” Jamie muttered, holding the ice-pack to his already blackening eye. “It was just a petty fight. nothing more, nothing less.”