Lucas / Shen

It / (s) He / Lace. Freak && Weirdo Fudanshi Yumeshipper. I unironically call myself a otaku ⁓ ♪ !‎‎‎‎ I'm 12, 15 && 19 simultaneously Radqueer Adjacent. 🌈🍓 Proshipper. 🌈🍖 (bjd in icon crd : 910_doll) ( was necrogfie - this is my 100th account at this point

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🌈 — Lucas. ( or Sébastian or Shen ) ,, (s) he / it / lace. i'm a bi gay boy with a weird gender (i'm queer and trans - also aroace, asexual spectrum + reciproromanticflux!) && chrono-minor (15+)

🌈🍖 i'm a freak and a weirdo 🌈🍓 ( rq adjacent ++ proshipper ) ( also a commi ).

DNI : none. i know how to use the block button - but i do not take kindly to fascists and terfs :)

rentry 🌱. 🦇 💒 partner google form.

(i dont have the code to change my rentries .. but * id like to say that i do support transharmful and i am case to case contact !)

I'm transage ( both OtY + YtO - oh and i'm an age regressor too ( a cg + little ) ) , please perceive me as a 12 years old boy or a 15 years old teenager or a 19 years old adult - depend on what is more attractive to you. <3

as well as transnpd, transincomplete-paralegyam, transdarling, transchinese && transharmed (programmer, grmmed, stalked )

i am a paraphile ( (auto)biasto, plushophile and a 🧸 )

i'm a syshost but uhhgg i don't like talking about - but i will mention that i'm a fictive of Luca Balsa ( idv ) and Sébastian ( black bulter ) ++ i'm literally Shen Qingqiu ( svss ) in the flesh also,, i'm Valentino ( yes, from hazbin hotel - in a fictionkin way ? ) (no i have no shame about it <3 ) IM ALWAYS HAPPY TO SEE SOURCE/MEDIAMATES !!!

i have a toon of others transids + labels which you can find in my 🫀 hoard. ( + my paraphilias <3 )

i'm (cis)autistic - BIID - hyperromantic/sexual - dyslexic.

archives of [ not in order ! ++ all of my accounts were not archived ] : necroboyfie (my latest acc) - belovedciel - necrobfgutz [the second one named that]- ciellover - luolvr - necrobfgutz [the first one] - cielbeloved - irltsukasa - luobinghelovr - n3cr0b0yfie - necrogfie

i coined Trans-Dom ( + trans-female dom & trans-male dom ) && Trans-Sub ( + trans-female sub & trans-male sub )

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" [ . . . ] and basic DNI criteria ! " ok so can we normalize PUT THE WHOLE FUCKING DNI LIST U HAVE ? ? I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU CONSIDER BASIC DNI

[transdeutsch]

transFUCKME

do it rough.

[shotapawz-deactivated20251021]

TransID ask game!

[TransID ask game!]

One question for you to answer each day of the week centered around transids! Made as a fun activity to talk about your ids or anything surrounding them :D

1 - What was the first ever transid you identified with (or the earliest one you remember)?

2 - Talk about your most specific transid (example: being transrace because your favorite character is said race)

3 - Do you ever plan to transition to any of your transids? If not, why? If yes, when and how?

4 - favourite flag (or flags) amongst your transids?

5 - What about yourself gives you the most dysphoria and how do you cope/deal with it?

6 - Do you have any transid headcanons for your favourite characters?

7 - Lastly, what is your most important transid or the one you identify with the most?

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trying to defend paraphiles irl / online without making it clear that you are one is so so hard i hate it

but if i let make it clear that im one its gonna cause issues ..... because ppl have a weird ass hatred against paraphiles and anyone that defend them when ??? i'm pretty sure a lot of them are paraphiles and just ... dont know it ,,

anyway !!! paraphiles are never evil !! stop acting like we are !!!

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Does anyone have that one picture like "you will not become Chinese but you will wake up one day when you're ready and already be Chinese" I think it's heehee hoohoo and I don't know how to search for it without Google thinking I'm mildly deranged

[permaabused]

this one?

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no more calling it age regressing. you are transage ok? you're an actual little girl all the time ok?

[mlembug]

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btw my discord is idolboy ^_^ feel free to add me on there and talk to me :3

[shotapawz-deactivated20251021]

I’m reading the callout doc of an artist i liked and this screenshot is frying me 😭

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oh also i remember so many times MAPS / older people flirted with me and i liked them too but i was just so obvious to the flirting i though it was not possible for someone older to like me ,,

but this was all when i was younger ,, when i was 11 ? i was friend with a dude that was 19,, he was so cool i loved talking with him so much ,, but i ended up cutting contact when i was 12 bcuz that was when shit went down in my life and i just couldn't keep contact with any any one i miss him ,, i hope he is doing ok now !! (with him nothing was romantic and there was no flirting it was all platonic but still kinda related)

before it was so much easier to talk with MAPs / older people but now everyone is scared of talking to someone younger (in a platonic or not way) bcuzzz ppl on the internet will cancel and harass anyone that do ,, honestly that is so annoying /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

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oh talking about MAP and AAMS (and transage ...) stuff made me remember this dude how made me download session to talk with him but i didn't know how it worked and didn't get notification from it so i ended up ghosting him by accident and then he never texted me back :( he was cool too,,

but !! i am sorry i am just bad with technology ... :( i'm just a dumb kid that doesn't know how to use his phone (┬┬﹏┬┬)

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Hey! Sending this anonymously because I’m not out as a MAP but I saw your post about feeling insecure about your chrono age.

I definitely feel attracted to transage individuals, even if their chrono age is older than my aoa. I know many other MAPs that do too! We absolutely exist and aren’t that rare either ^_^

I’m sorry you’re feeling insecure but I hope this helped ease your mind a bit?

hello ! thank you a lot for saying that it does help ease my mind abit !! / gen

that means there is still a bit of hope heheh that reassuring

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bro u seem so cool

I looked at ur intro AND HELP I HAVE A HYPERFIXATION ON BLACK BUTLER RN 😭

( @perma0v3rd0s3 )

hehe thank u ! and yeyeyy i love seeing others rqs that like black bulter :3

[fritterblyte]

KODO REGRESSOR †

𓏵‎ ━━ A term for regressors whos regression is inheritly tied to kodos, being a kodo, or regressing to a kodo like state

regression , lolisho

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fellow AAMs do you also feel insecure of ur age ? and is scared of getting older ( chrono age wise )

i personally feel like because of my chrono age no one will like me :((

a lot of people only care abt chrono age and not intra age ... i feel like no MAP will be attracted to me bcuz im 'old' chrono age wise

it brings me a sense of dread that is so awful i hate it,, i like my birthday but at the same time i don't like it bcuz everytime i celebrate my birthday i know it make me less desirable/attractive :(

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lately i've been rlly daydreaming abt being a younger brother and having an older brother !! i hate being an irl big bro it suck so much TTT i want to be a little bro ...

i rlly want to transition to being a younger brother .. just need to find an older brother :3

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i love ❤️ being anti harassment <3 blocking people is such fun activity because i like being able to see someone i do not agree with/ like but then able to simply restrict them from ever seeing me or me seeing their posts too ! it is so rewarding in the end. hashtag love life