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Hello Everyone!!

This would probably be my last post here on Tumblr for some reasons. I have moved myself into my own site. Come by if you have time! :-)

Thank you for the memories!!

You are a strong person and i admire you for that 😊👍

thank you so much!!

Initial Tag Game

Thank you for tagging me, @michelle-tiu!

Rules: Enter your answers then tag 10 people! Use the first letter of your name to answer each question. Real answers only. If the person who tagged you has the same initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use the same word twice.

Name: Gilliane Four letter word: Give A boy’s name: Grant An occupation: Gardener Something you can wear: Gown A color: Gray A food: Grapes Something you find in a bathroom: Glass A place: Greece A reason for being late: G-what.. Something you shout: Gosh! A movie title: Gods of Egypt Something you drink: Green juice An animal: Gorilla A type of car: G.. :( Title of a song: Good Thing - Sam Smith

The second part of our Subic trip was about marine life! Fishes, crabs, jellyfish, seals, and my most favorite animal, dolphins! I loved my time in Ocean Adventure because they focus more on shows and interacting with the tourists than just aquariums. Fun part is you get to take a photo with their friendly faunas!

And also, the views are beautiful.

Fun Fact: Sea Lions can sleep both in or out of the water.

Aren’t they so lovely????

Some of the greatest minds on Earth live in the seas.

Of course, I will not leave this place without having to meet one!!

#oceanadventure #dolphin #summer

How much do you love him?

You can see it by the way I look at his eyes, and hold his hand.

millaymary

I'm in love with someone who can't love me. 😔

But why can’t that someone love you?

If you could sing a song for someone right now, what would it be?

If only I could sing beautifully, it would be Over and Over Again of Nathan Sykes.

If you have tried,how did your long distance relationship go?

I believe you are talking about a particular relationship but which is it?

Thank you for the tag @michelle-tiu!

Rules: Tag 10 followers you want to get to know better.

Birthday: October 22, 1997 Gender: Female Relationship Status: Someone’s already in my heart for two years now Zodiac Sign: Libra Siblings: Two handsome brothers Favorite Colors: Blue and a lot of bright colors Pets: I have my baby that passed away recently. Wake up Times: I’m a real heavy sleeper. Love or Lust: Love Lemonade or Iced Tea: Iced Tea Cats or Dogs: Dogs Coke or Pepsi: Coke Day or Night: Night Text or Call: I prefer text messages because I get to read them over and over again Met a Celebrity: Yes Light or Dark Hair: Dark Shorter or Taller: Taller Chapsticks or Lipsticks: Chapsticks City or Country: Country Last Song You Listened To: For The First Time- The Script

I am tagging these lovely people: @abckrmnd, @talithaferrer, @extrapapers, @chasingroanne, @itspaprica, @itsparpolita, @themountainlaurel, @skyeseries, @ohmylv, @memoryonrepeat

#Self tag

This is the hotel that we’ve checked in during our trip to Subic. The beach was just beside the hotel and that is the reason why I loved there! Before the sun sets we just walked around and took photos. And also, it was Easter that time and the hotel really pulled it off! the decorations were so lovely I had to take pictures and study every detail. Don’t worry! you’ll see them too below! :-)

What's the worst thing love taught you?

There is no worst thing that love could taught us. Love is a beautiful thing. Even in the worst situations, we could learn a lot about love.

In love, it taught me to let go.

Love is being free together. It is not holding each other’s freedom, and not crushing each other’s wings just to keep them.

In love there is no fear.

There would be times that you will feel worries and doubts, And even all of that, still, Love will win. Love always win.

And most especially, love taught me that is unconditional.

No expectations or limitations. Loving unconditionally is a difficult thing, and most people aren’t good at that. But true love really does love without trying to change the other person.

vjeranski

My family decided to go explore Subic for our first summer trip because Zoobic Sari and Ocean Adventure are located there and our baby boy Gavin is now at his age when he can already appreciate animals. To start, it was a 4-hour drive, which meant I have to be with my car seat and at least feel comfortable. Read a book and good thing, my brother was in his singer-mode so we had a good sound trip all the way.

Arrived at the place around 2 pm and it was just perfect timing for animal shows.

The world’s largest but flightless bird.

Look at this chunky monkey that I’ve found!

It isn’t part of the zoo but he still caught my attention.

because he’s scary.

I admire birds’ elegance.

First time to see crocs this many. They were all like a statue waiting for food to come near.

wild cat

Inside the museum of waxed animals.

One lonely turtle

After the Zoobic Safari, we went by a near-place that has a lot of wall art paintings that you could take photos with, paintings, books, and other fun activities which includes this garden maze!!

I got a little scared because I hate the feeling of getting lost but good thing there was a kuya that coached us out.

Happy to found out that the hotel we have checked in was just beside a beach! Decided to stroll around before we ended the day.

#summer

The best part

“iiyak mo lang, matatapos din yan.”

My mama told me that. I thought that it would be months of feeling lost. But then I suddenly felt and realized that I am worth more than I think. I know to myself that I am brave and strong inside. Crying wouldn’t make him come back, I said to myself. Failing myself would only make it even worse. That’s why I have changed the way I handle what happened. I cried once more, then I stopped. Slowly getting back up, I did it for myself.

It’s a little step by step process. I had to help myself. I believed that I could, and so I did. Trust me, if you’re experiencing something like this now, there will be an end to that.

I did a lot of changes to myself, you will see in my next posts.

And with the help of friends, adventures, and loving myself, I was able to bloom again. Happy and a lot better. Most importantly, with the guidance of Him. He ended the storm, and gave a rainbow within me.

Weeks of that, Drake could see that I am slowly gaining myself again. He let that happened to us because he wanted me to learn. And he’s proud and happy to see my better self. And the time that I stopped with the crying and drowning myself from being down, it was the time that he was slowly talking to me again. Making up with what happened.

And yes there were thoughts that came up to me about him coming back. In my mind, I just wanted to really be okay, alone. Because I could be alone and just feel okay already. “where were you when I needed you?” and a lot more questions. But, in my heart, it would still be accepting what happened, and finding home again. It’s about the forgiving, and forgetting. Love always win after all. The Lord didn’t teach us any hate, only patience, forgiveness, and love.

And that’s the best part, learning and having each other back again.

#love

The worst part

Last month was the worst month of my life. And today, I have enough courage to talk about it. And also, because I was shocked to find out anonymous messages in my ask box even though I didn’t post something about it.

As you could observe here in my blog, I usually don’t rant about my problems, or stretch out the negative points of my life. I always try to keep it to myself as long as I could. But I have thought that keeping a blog, I should also keep myself real. Life is not always sunshines and happy days, isn’t it?

Last month was the worst. I got to the point where I don’t even know what to do anymore, I just wanted to be gone. I had lost my words, I needed people to talk to and to be around me, I lost myself, had a hard time with everything, cried myself to sleep for weeks, had a hard time waking up, and just completely felt really heavy inside. Physically, emotionally, and mentally tired, sick, and shattered.

When the person you love the most, and the one that’s already part of your plans, and dreams in your future leaves you, it will really make you feel the pain you thought that you wouldn’t feel. A feeling of being lost because your home isn’t there.

It’s both our fault. I can’t clearly tell everything because it was a bit complicated and long, but it’s both our fault. Don’t worry there were no third parties happened, it’s just a problem between a couple. But pride, ego, pain, and hate overpowered love, and forgiveness.

I was in deep pain, and about to give up in life. The first night was the hardest, I had no sleep at all, my thoughts swallowed me. The first week was rough, I had lost my energy, had a hard time eating, and getting through the day. And more weeks of crying, suffering.. But then one night, I had enough of it.

Looking back.. don't you think these things that are happening now are just reflections of what happened to you? Sometimes we must just sit and think about ourselves. No one's perfect, but I just hope that before life throws you one huge wave, you'd lessen the stones you throw at the ocean. You might not understand this yet, but I know deep inside you know who you really are. I'm not even close to being a girl, but.. I just hope..

I think you do not know the whole story but, thank you for your words :)

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