shesirens is a dependent roleplay blog featuring the likenesses of ambhom ‘jeni’ suksi, hana sterling - blume, sunjung ‘suni’ jang, and linh huang . this blog is written with love by winter ( she / they, twenty5, est ) ; please feel free to use either pronoun , but never one exclusively . do not follow or interact with any posts on this blog if you are not affiliated with hillzhqs . all graphic templates used on this blog was created by @strifesource !
was the person staring at her? maybe, maybe not, but either way former princess made her way over to them, sympathetic smile spread across her lips. “i saw you looking at me, and i know why.” she said with a nod, placing her hand over her heart as she reached out to give their arm a squeeze. “it must’ve been so hard for you, trying to get a hold of my book only to find it’s sold out everywhere, but don’t you fret, love bug.” she said, single finger reaching out to ‘boop’ them on the tip of their nose. “i always keep a couple of copies in my purse.” she said, reaching into her bag, to pull out the hot pink novel with a pen. “and look at that, i’ll even sign it for you. who am i making it out to?”
suni was used to somehow ending up at the four seasons for lunch , casually sipping on a pink primrose while waiting on her manager . her attention veered off towards a couple that seemed to be having a rather public spat but were trying to keep it decently private , but all of that fades into the background when another voice fills her ears . is she being spoken to ? ‘ . . . what ? ’ suni’s tone is laced with confusion , and she instantly swats the other woman’s hand away from her face . ‘ don’t do that . ’ her gaze shifts down to the book in her hands , assuming that this is the topic of discussion , but perfectly manicured brows knit together . ‘ you’re not making it out to anybody— i don’t want it . what are you even talking about ? ’
mister sterling was certainly a financer force donna believed she could reckon with. over a decade together at one point the lawyer was convinced her life was complete with the other like pieces of a puzzle. when it came to an end the world around donna titled on its axis. her inability to communicate the aftermath of the catastrophic event dealt with her perception of the people in her life. donna was a matriarch who ruled her queendom with strength and unparalleled composure. in times of great strife she failed to quiver. it was difficult for her to unravel her bounds and share her insecurity. she looked at hana , defeated that she’d failed one of her eldest. donna didn’t question hana’s love for her or her father but , she became convinced that she loved one over the other. the fear of tarnishing the sterling patriarch’s reputation was real. despite her sadness she maintained a level-head. ❛ to be honest i didn’t think you would’ve. it’s not your fault though. i know you’re busy. i wouldn’t hold it against you. ❜
donna kept her tone quiet aware of the younger children only a room away from the pair. ❛ hana — ❜ donna stepped away from the stovetop and focused on the dishes cooling on the kitchen island. so much food to compensate for an fleeting nest. the older woman rested her palms on the edge of the island. she looked down and exhaled a shaky breath. ❛ miss dupont will not be attending any personal invitations to the sterling - blume household from this point forward. ❜ the laywer was hard to turn off but the statement was one-thousand percent true. she looked up at hana , ❛ it’s just you , me and some snot-nosed kids. i don’t know about you but i like it that way. and i want to – i want to have a nice dinner. ❜ her voice shook it’s a marvel donna was able to keep her composure. donna reached over to take the carrot from hana’s grasp. ❛ don’t ruin your appetite. and please, could you set the table. ❜ she turned her back with a dish in hand. ❛ the kids can eat in the dining room and we can sit on the veranda. i’ll answer whatever questions you have. ❜
relationship with parents has soured in the last three years , and hana wonders if she’s holding on to a hurt that has nothing to do with her . on one hand , the anger and upset she feels seems to be justified , but on the other she feels like a petulant child who should simply get over it . watching her parents fall apart after what she assumed was a happy marriage made hana wonder if she were destined the same fate if she ever found a wedding band on her finger— will such destruction and heartache find its way to her ? a logical part of her brain knows that it’s not hereditary , that she’s thinking emotionally and with her heart , but she doesn’t know how else to feel . there will never not be a moment where hana doesn’t love her parents , even if reserved seats are devoid of their presence when she wants them to be there , but right now hana can’t help feeling like the five year old girl who wants her scraped knee kissed after a bicycling accident . ‘ i have time for them , ’ she sighs in reference to younger siblings . do you have time for me ?
‘ hmm ? ’ her brow raises slightly as she awaits mother’s answer . deep down , hana knows the question is simply unfair . who was she to question her mother’s work ? she inhales through her nose , tucking soft brown locks behind left ear . ‘ shame , ’ hana hums while letting shoulders roll upwards into a small shrug . ‘ i would have loved to see your most important client once more . you know , since she didn’t seem to need an invitation before . ’ voice trails into silence with a slight clench of her jaw . she’d long forgotten about vegetable between forefingers before mother takes it away , swiping fingers on nearby towel with a quiet huff . ‘ we can still have your coveted decent dinner . no big deal . ’ she takes stack of plates into her hands along with silverware to set the tables as asked , finally greeting younger siblings who latch onto frame with loud giggles . it takes time before she’s able to get out to the veranda of palatial mansion , pulling sleeves of oversized brandon maxwell sweater over her hands . ‘ why . . . ’ the question forms a tightening sensation in her chest . ‘ why does it seem as though my presence pains you , mom ? ’
spotted ! HANA STERLING - BLUME on the cover of this week’s most recent tabloid ! many say that the TWENTY SEVEN year old looks like IM NAYEON , but i don’t really see it . while the PRINCIPAL BALLERINA & USC GRADUATE STUDENT is known for being AUTHENTIC my inside sources say that they have a tendency to be VITRIOLIC . i swear , every time i think of them , i hear the song HAPPIER THAN EVER BY BILLIE EILISH .
full name : hana sterling - blume . nickname(s) : bunny , only used by father . origin : hana [ korean origin , the number one ] , sterling [ old english origin , little star ] , blume [ german origin , flower ] . age : twenty seven . date of birth : june 15th, 1995 . place of birth : jeju , south korea . gender : cis woman . pronouns : she / her / hers . religion : agnostic . sexual orientation : bisexual biromantic . language(s) : korean , english , and french . occupation : principal ballerina with the los angeles ballet and graduate student of finance at the university of southern california .
it’s the summer of 1995 when hana is born to a young couple that were not prepared to have a child of their own . it wasn’t that the couple didn’t want her or that they didn’t love her , but their income wouldn’t be able to support a baby in the way they would have liked . she’s given up for adoption only four days after her birth by her teary eyed birth parents , but not before they bless her with the name of hana . she spends the next three years in an orphanage before she’s officially adopted by donna blume and clark sterling .
moving to los angeles is a shock for the little girl , alongside learning that the two new people in her life were now her parents . at first , it takes some adjustment , especially as she had to learn a new language while getting used to a new environment . one of the ways that hana finds her bearings is when she’s signed up to begin ballet lessons when she’s five years old . she’s a little late to the game when she’s signed up , but it’s clear that she has a natural affinity to the discipline .
ballet becomes everything to hana , and it’s something that she enjoys . she makes friends and is constantly showered with praise for her quick grasping of each learned skill , which leads to lead roles in productions and praise from those within the industry . when the time comes for college , she finds herself in new york city where she pursues a bfa in dance at new york university . while there , hana continues to impress , and lands lead roles at the university’s productions . her most notable was as clara in the nutcracker and as princess aurora in the sleeping beauty .
hana graduates from the tisch school of the arts when she’s twenty two , and moves back home to los angeles . she’s home for a few years , landing a spot with the los angeles ballet when her entire world is suddenly rocked by news of her parents’ divorce . hana , always the observant child , knew that there was something going on , but she never knew ( and still doesn’t know ) why they separated after all of this time . as much as hana loves her parents , she can’t help holding anger and displeasure with the both of them for entirely different reasons .
now , hana is a graduate student at the university of southern california while also pursuing her full - time career as a principal ballerina . she likes to be as far removed from hollywood as she could possibly be , but somehow manages to still get involved with it whenever it comes to her mother’s work ( and sometimes her inability to not be so damn opinionated ) .
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growing up as a child who witnessed how much it drew her parents away from home , hana wants to be as far removed from hollywood as possible . unfortunately , she hasn’t been successful , and she carries a lot of resentment towards her parents for not being there when she needed them .
hana is the typical eldest daughter , often butting heads with her mother and feeling as though she has to take care of her younger siblings . she goes through stints where she doesn’t go home as often as she should unless the younger sterling - blume siblings beg her to .
in truth , she carries anger and upset towards both of her parents , but her mother typically gets the brunt of her attitude . she struggles with forgiving her parents , and would rather bottle up her feelings over letting anyone know what’s really bothering her .
she lives in a spacious $1.2 million dollar condo in los angeles , which she moved into shortly after her graduation from college . hana prefers driving herself around the city , and can often be spotted in her 2023 mercedes a - class .
the only reason hana decided to pursue a master’s degree is because she wanted to have a fall back plan . she wasn’t sure if she would have been able to pursue ballet as a career , but she’s managed to complete her degree while also being a principal ballerina with the lab . she is set to graduate this upcoming may .
spotted ! AMBHOM ‘JENI’ SUKSI on the cover of this week’s most recent tabloid ! many say that the THIRTY ONE year old looks like DAVIKA HOORNE , but i don’t really see it . while the ACTRESS & SOCIALITE is known for being COSMOPOLITAN my inside sources say that they have a tendency to be HEDONISTIC . i swear , every time i think of them , i hear the song HIGHER BY RIHANNA .
full name : ambhom janneke suksi . nickname(s) : jeni . origin : ambhom [ thai origin meaning sky ] , last [ thai origin , unknown ] . age : thirty one . date of birth : december 24th, 1991 . place of birth : auckland , new zealand . gender : cis woman . pronouns : she / her / hers . religion : agnostic . sexual orientation : heterosexual heteroromantic . language(s) : thai and english . occupation : award winning actress and founder / ceo of suksi beauty .
it’s nearing christmas of 1991 in auckland , new zealand when a nervous yet excited kamnan suksi rushes his wife , anneke , to the nearest hospital . the couple was overjoyed to be having their first child together , but their daughter wasn’t due for another week ! the couple spend the next three days in auckland city hospital , with anneke in labor for eighteen hours . after years of being with one another , the couple welcomed their first and only child , ambhom into the world just a few short hours before christmas day .
for the next ten years , ambhom is nicknamed jeni and the family lives comfortably in the affluent neighborhood of herne bay thanks to kamnan’s work as a successful entrepreneur in the city and anneke’s past as a highly sought after model . it’s no surprise that jeni develops an interest in the arts thanks to the exposure that she receives as a child , often attending different camps to find her interest . the little girl is animated with the blessing of comedic timing , and it’s when she’s five that she is placed in front of the camera for the first time .
the beautiful little girl stars in several commercials in auckland , and it’s no denying her talent . for years , she auditions for small roles in television shows , eventually being approached to pursue bigger roles by auditioning to be represented by a company in new york city . initially , anneke and kamnan are nervous to expose their daughter to the film industry , afraid of what could become of her in such a cutthroat world . they talk it over with jeni , wanting to be sure that acting is what she truly wants , and before the family knows it , they’re settling in an expansive condo in the bustling city of manhattan .
jeni signs on to be represented by the company , and she starts her auditions . at first , it’s the same story of commercials and ad campaigns for the likes of macy’s and other popular department stores , until she finally nabs her big break . she nabs the role of rory gilmore in an upcoming series , at the tender age of fifteen . the role proves perfect for the teen , with her dry humor and line delivery often praised . jeni is well loved by the public despite it being her first role , and finds herself in the position as something of a media darling .
the series ends when she’s twenty two , and she takes on her first adult role as andrea fitzgerald in gone girl , effectively shedding her child star image . the next couple of years fly by , and jeni lands the coveted role of eve polastri in the bbc series killing eve . the show skyrockets jeni’s level of fame at the young age of twenty four . for the next four years , jeni splits her time between europe and new york , before she decides to purchase a home in los angeles in late 2019 . before jeni made los angeles her home , she starred in her academy award winning role of amelia dolan in la la land , yet another role that skyrockets her career even higher than before .
with a number of prestigious awards under her belt , most of the industry was surprised when jeni suddenly stepped out of the spotlight after her last film role in 2020 . jeni had always had something of a private life , so the sudden sabbatical stunned the public as they wondered if she was leaving acting for good . despite having a much smaller resume compared to other actors , jeni had established herself as a highly sought after actress , and simply found that she was ready to pursue another avenue . after three years of work , jeni debuts her brand suksi beauty , and it’s an instant hit .
now , jeni still hasn’t officially come out of her sabbatical , but she has signed on for a new role . she is primarily working on growing her brand , but still is hailed as a media darling despite how privatized her life is . she’s well known for having a pleasant personality and for embodying the good of celebrity , but she does find herself to be the center of baseless rumors like others . jeni has a humble disposition as well , although she is often labeled as an ice queen as she isn’t very forthcoming when it comes to being asked invasive questions that she doesn’t want to answer .
headcanons.
jeni is the kind of woman who appears as mysterious as they come . she is the type to have a drink in a crowded bar and leave before midnight .
she sometimes struggles with expressing her feelings , and she does not like to invite people into her life who only seek to hurt her in the end . in the media she is seen as warm and inviting , but in private she can be rather reserved and sometimes even skeptical of all that goes on around her .
resides in an expansive hollywood hills , california home with a value at $6.9 million . she purchased the home shortly after returning from europe following the completion of killing eve , and has resided there ever since . although she doesn’t drive often , jeni has made a 2023 porsche taycan as her preferred vehicle .
following her divorce , jeni has no interest in forming long term relationships . she doesn’t have a fear of them , but she doesn’t know how to move on just yet . she would rather bide her time with meaningless hookups , even though those are pretty much nonexistent as well .
no one knew jeni was married until after her divorce was finalized . she is too good at keeping her private life to herself , which is why there was no information regarding their engagement or wedding ( especially as the ceremony was private and in their shared home ) . tabloids were suspicious , but were never successful with proof until the divorce was settled .
she has a driver named meyer , which she has had for the last five years . he is best described as an older man , about mid - 50s , with salt and pepper hair and a greyed beard . he stands at 5′11″ and the two have a close relationship .
jeni took a sabbatical for two and a half years to officially launch and promote her makeup brand , suksi beauty . the brand has been showered with praise since its release , and is currently sold in sephora stores as well as through the brand’s website . suksi beauty is headquartered in jeni’s home country of new zealand , and there are three brick - and - mortar stores in los angeles , new york , and auckland .
jd is far more interested in the boba pearls delectably covered in sugar syrup. he swirled his straw: ❛ the met gala ? yeah. i’m not going. ❜ jd took a generous sip of his drink, clearly dissatisfied with his choice. ❛ i think i gaslit myself into liking boba. ❜ he sat his drink atop the counter between himself and his guest. ❛ what were you saying ? about the met gala. you know, the one i’m not going to. ❜ jd emphasized once more with a scrunch of his nose.
glossed lips enclose around black straw , strawberry mochi flavored drink spreading on her tongue . ‘ just get a new one . maybe one without boba— try the popping pearls instead . ’ her heard tilts slightly as the conversation shifts back to the most important night in fashion . ‘ i’m not going either . i was just curious to see if someone else was sitting out , too . ’ she gently bites her straw before resting her arms atop the counter . ‘ should we judge everyone’s outfits on twitter like everyone else ? or is a date with takeout a better option ? ’
