I wish to say whatever.

but I can't. So I will.

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Monday, January 9th, 2017

Bahaha! So I wrote 3 posts and forgot about it. I’ll try harder this year though. Life update, you ask. Well, I completed my 2 year program and got my Associates Degree in Early Education-woot woot. Now I have to decide whether I’m going to run away and pursue a career in acting orrrrrr get my bachelors. This may seem like a simple internal debate, but it’s not. Not at all. My hair is literally falling out from the stress of this. I FOUND A WHITE HAIR. I’m 22. I don’t need white hair right now. I’m just as confused about life as I was when I was 18. The only difference now is that I’m confident in my confusion.

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Friday, April 22, 2016

I have work today. I have work, my supervisor knows I have work, the system knows I have work, but I can’t get up. I’m tired. My shift is from 9-5. It’s 9:35 am and I still haven’t brushed my teeth. Lord give me strength. To be honest, I thought this shift was a dream, until I checked my calendar and realized that no. It’s real life. Send a prayer out for me.

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Thursday, April 21, 2016

I woke up really angry, but that’s probably because I went to sleep angry. Like I woke up in a super crappy mood. Here’s some background information: I’m a church girl, not the squeaky clean, super respectful type. I’m the type that loves God, and strives for a spiritual relationship with Him. He’s where I get my hope and faith in this effed up world, and I try to use what I got to lead the younguns to do the same, but in their own way. However, there are people who get. In. My. Way! 

Woosa.... Ok, I’m good. 

You ever feel like someone does something just so they can show people that they’re doing something.When really they still look as pathetic as they did before. It’s annoying. They’re annoying, and I’m angry.

Maybe a snack will help.

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Monday, April 18, 2016

Hi. I’m a girl. I made this blog a few years ago, but I never wrote in it before so I guess the name of the blog doesn’t really fit. I never wrote anything because I never knew what to right, but lately I’ve been going through some things so hopefully this can become an outlet for me. There’s no schedule so I just write whenever. Maybe more than once a day, or once a month. Hopefully it’ll help someone else. So yeah.

Hi. Still a girl. I wrote that before. I’m 21 years old. I have depression. I refuse to let it stop me.