I don't want to hurt my family. Because Islam emphasizes the importance of manners and good relationship with the family. Could you please spare some of your precious time to make a small dua for me, I am in need of prayers. Thank you very much !
Anon, Iām so sorry you are going through this. It really is not easy.
I know there is not much I can do and my answer would vary depending on your age but.... at the end of the day you need to know that coming towards the truth is not going to be easy at all. Iām so glad you know islam is the truth, and if you have really done your best to explain to your family, then you need to know that Allah SWT says you must RESPECT your family, but you must DISOBEY them if they take you away from HIM. So you have to do your best to keep your relationship, but at the same time your belief and following the religion comes first.
There was a long time after I converted that I didnāt speak with my family. Months and months. I even moved and stayed with a friend. Iām not going to sugar coat how hard it can get. But iA, with duas and striving for the truth on Allahās path, He will make it easy.
In surah al-Hajj, verses 58-59, Allah SWT says āAnd those who migrate in the cause of Allah and are then slain or die, certainly will Allah provide them with a goodly sustenance, and verily Allah is the best of providers. Certainly He will admit them into a place of entrance which they shall be well pleased with; and verily Allah is All-Knowing, Most Forbearing.ā
Basically, this verse is saying that an immigration, which is done for a certain goal and a good purpose, is a value. The death of the emigrant persons is a kind of martyrdom. Death or martyrdom is not a matter of significance, what is important is that the one is on the path of Allah.
In the former holy verses, the Qurāan spoke about some emigrants whom were sent out from their home and houses because of the name of Allah and that they supported the Divine religion. Now, in this verse, they are considered as an excellent group.
So take refuge in knowing that Allah SWT knows all you are giving up. He knows that when you leave the path of falsehood and come towards Him, you deserve the greatest of rewards. My duas are with you ā¤ļø