breaking free.

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"i want to sleep forever."

sentence starter || accepting

       ❛ I know, Kuroo-san.... ❜

       Even still, he reaches out to PROD lightly at the captain’s shoulder in an attempt to fully rouse him. Everyone else was already up and moving, and if Kuroo didn’t JOIN THEM then he would end up LATE for practice. ❛ But practice starts in 15 minutes..... You need to get up now or you’ll be late. ❜ Maybe Yaku-san would be BETTER SUITED for this job... He pulls back, scratching his cheek for a moment. He doesn’t mean his words to sound like a threat-- ❛ I’ll go find Yaku-san. ❜

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“ you can cry if needed. ”

sentence meme || accepting

          Yuuki was TRYING-- both to get better at avoiding his bullies and at HIDING anything that happened from the encounters. But, still, he found himself UNLUCKY on some days. He knew that Yaku wasn’t disappointed in him-- he was simply disappointed in himself for not being STRONG ENOUGH.

        The room had been mostly QUIET, save for the noises as Yaku moves around the room and rummages through the first aid kit. And he found himself wrapped in his thoughts as Yaku helped him clean up, and bandages the new cuts he’s earned today. But he’s still surprised at the words, glancing up at the older from his spot on the floor. Eyes widen before he looks away, folding his hands in his lap to TIGHTLY TWIST his fingers together, worrying at his bottom lip with his teeth. He could cry-- he’s certainly done it more than enough after encounters like these. But he shakes his head, even as one hand wipes ( roughly ) at his eyes, fighting back the tears that threaten to FALL even as he speaks. 

                               ❛ I’m fine. ❜

[sandcvstles]

five-word sentences.

“ please just let me forget. ”

“ c'mon try to guess what. ”

“ just leave me alone already. ”

“ no, i’m not going to. ”

“ you can’t change my mind. ”

“ my mind is made up. ”

“ i’m not gonna let you. ”

“ don’t do that to me. ”

“ think about what you’re doing. ”

“ why aren’t you listening now? ”

“ i want to sleep forever. ”

“ you need to leave now. ”

“ i’ll always have your back. ”

“ now there’s no going back. ”

“ the view really is spectacular. ”

“ i didn’t think you’d care. ”

“ why can’t you trust me? ”

“ don’t even bother with clothes. ”

“ i don’t love you anymore. ”

“ i am a great person. ”

“ you are a tolerable drunk. ”

“ exactly, why are you awake? ”

“ i’m gonna ignore you now. ”

“ how is that not hilarious? ”

“ please just calm down now. ” 

“ i was already calm, asshole. ”

“ i can see your underwear. ”

“ i’m afraid you’ll replace me. ”

“ please stop losing your temper. ”

“ you can cry if needed. ”

“ you have to run away. ”

“ i just wanna be yours. ”

“ ashes, we all fall down. ”

“ i’m hoping you’ll understand me. ”

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sav: gets online my muses: rise from the depths 

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squishes the smol nyas cheeks.

Returns the favor by squishing her cheeks with a laugh. 

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iinuokakun:

                    the butterflies only got worse the longer the two are in the closest , so close together and just staring , holding each others gaze for only a moment before Sou looked away . the thought of the other saying no crossed his mind , fear close on its’ heels and he didn’t want to linger on it , didn’t want to think that he was scared that his friend (they were only friends) would actually say no , because it wasn’t a big deal if he did , they didn’t have to do this .                         but he wanted to . he really , really wanted to .

                     it’s when his gaze turns back that he sees the smile , watching the nod , and notice the subtle lift in Yuukis’ stance . and he is smiling again , relief and excitement and nerves all mixing together , twining through his veins . and he leaned down , meeting his friend halfway . 

                     their lips met , soft pressing against the other that they had grown used to doing . he reveled in the familiarity of it .                                 the journey to here had been an awkward one , full of missed lips and scrunched noses , bumping and shaking . but here they were now , in the semi-darkness of the hall closet , and they were kissing . maybe not with ease , but they were kissing .

                  Sou held it , not pulling away after the usual three seconds , wanting to spend a little more time in the warmth that kissing Yuuki always created . wanted to spend more time in the moment , even if his mind was reeling . and it was , reminding himself of every movie he had watched , every book he had snuck off his mothers shelf . it always made the moment seem …different , then how he felt it . intense , if he had to put on it .                         but then again , they always stood closer . always touched more . and he wanted that , too .

                 Sou pulled away just a moment , a small , shaky breath leaving him before he closed the distance for a third kiss , stepping closer , the hand still on the back of Yuukis’ neck tightening just the slightest bit . 

          He’s grateful when Sou leans down to meet him-- he wouldn’t be able to reach on his own, and it’s make the familiar nerve wracking moments that lead up to the kiss shorter. Because, as nervous as he still is each time they do this, as soon as their lips touch it’s warm and familiar, and he keeps coming back for more. wanting all of it and more. 

          A shaky sigh escapes him as they kiss, gripping at the front of Sou’s shirt as he uses it to hold himself close and keep his balance as he remains leaning up. It’s amazing how much nicer this is now that they’ve gotten used to the actions and the motions, and they’ve figured out exactly how this works between them. It’s nice, and it’s easy, and it’s comforting. 

          He notices when Sou doesn’t pull away, but he’s definitely not complaining about it, instead tightening his grip in the others shirt. There’s a soft noise, almost a whine, when Sou does pull back, eyes cracking open. He doesn’t want it to end, wants it to keep going, doesn’t want to lose that feeling that they’re both holding onto so tightly. 

          But then he’s being kissed again, and Sou’s hand feels so warm on the back of his neck as he feels the fingers tighten just enough to be noticeable. A moment more and he shifts, fingers loosening in the others shirt just long enough for him to shift, his arms slipping up and around the others neck to loop there. 

          Cheeks are warm now, a noticeable blush settling there as the thought crosses his mind that maybe this was a step too far-- it’s certainly more.... intimate feeling than any of their other kisses have been. But he also can’t find it in himself to pull away. 

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lionheartedace:

        It took a manner of seconds for Lev’s expression to shift into an amused one. “If you wanted on my back you could have just said so!” He saw no harm in letting the smaller up there and was already crouching for him to do so. “We can charge to victory!” Nevermind the fact that he basically called himself a steed.  

               He BEAMS as Lev crouches in front of him, a quick laugh escaping. The offer is taken though, and he puts his hands on Lev’s shoulder and HOPS, limbs wrapping around him to cling there, a wide smile on his face. Letting go with arm to POINT in front of them. ❛ Let’s go!! ❜

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kenmakun:

     kenma nodded, giving a hum in agreement at the comment. rin was in their top three, so they were definitely impressed by his choice of ‘best girl’. realizing he suddenly cut himself off, a brow was raised just before they chose to not bother asking what he was going to say. kenma really never had the energy ( or interest ) to pry. “ah.. okay.” not even thinking twice about it, the setter opened the app to present their ID to him.

                     He SMILES at the agreement, quickly pulling his own phone out to open the app as well. Familiar steps, and he QUICKLY types Kenma’s friend code in before sending the request. ❛ Sent it! ❜ With that done he closes the app and drops his phone to his pocket, resting his elbows on his knees to prop his chin in his hands. 

[xieliancore]

Yaku crying and hugging his teammates out of happiness got me crying :’)

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svmna:

       her expression changed into that one of concern while her hand slipped into her jacket’s pocket to pull out her phone. “ and by soon do you mean fifteen minutes?”  she flashed the digital clock displayed on it, “ because that’s when the bell is going to ring.”

       irina’s back withdrew from the wall to approach shibayama and gently took the ball from him, spinning it in her hands a few times before turning her gaze back at the male. “ now, do you have food or do you need to buy some from the cafetaria?  i’ll accompany you.”

        He doesn’t PROTEST as she takes the ball, having the grace to at least look properly chagrined as he rubs the back of his neck. ❛ Ah.... soon? ❜ Lying isn’t exactly his FORTE. ❛ I have some food, in my bag. ❜ The words are accompanied with a shake of his head before he steps over to where his bag is dropped against the wall and sitting down next to it. 

        Rummaging through it for a moment he finds his lunch and pulls it out, SHOWING it to her before setting the bento in his lap to pop it open. He WAS hungry, even if he had forgotten about it all until being reminded. 

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viperiisms:

“How about a musical? Or a drama?” The all too GENTLE smile was on his face– something he’d only be willing to show to the younger. Daishou had ALWAYS shown his best side towards him, which has now at least become a habit. ( He knew what made the other uncomfortable, and learned from it. ) “I want you to have fun– or else it’d just me dragging you around, kitten.”

          ❛ A d-drama could be fun! ❜

          The NICKNAME manages to fluster him, as usual, and he feels a BLUSH settle on his cheeks again. But he returns the older’s smile, the prospect of their date both exciting and FRIGHTENING. ❛ Only if you want to see something like though-- ❜ Daishou may not want to drag him around all night, but he wants the older to ENJOY IT as well. 

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yamaguchisms:

       ❛❛ E-Eh ?? ❜❜ The question had SURPRISED him. The only other people he was USED to practicing with was his mentor or Nishinoya-san. Yamaguchi didn’t quite know how to REACT but after staring at the other boy for a few good seconds, he jolted to his senses. 

       ❛❛ Oh– !! Yeah, sure… Um… Just get ready, I guess ?? ❜❜

                                      ❛ Thank you!! ❜

          Shibayama took a moment to BOW quickly before turning and hurrying off to the other side of the net. All the others were working SO HARD to get better, and there was that lingering noise in the back of his mind that he needed to get better-- that they didn’t NEED HIM as he was now. So he took a deep breath and gets ready, hands on his knees as he waits for Yamaguchi’s serve. 

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why is shibayama so precious??? 

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CRASHES IN BECAUSE I JSUT READ THE NEW CHAPTER AND HELLO I’M READY TO DO THINGS

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fingers gently slide across the others cheek , cupping it gently . his head lowered , eyes lidding as they met the gaze of the smaller . he paused , a moment of hesitance passing before he pressed his lips against the others

                 It doesn’t matter how many times they’ve kissed, Yuuki still feels that familiar flutter of nervousness and anticipation in his stomach as Sou’s fingers brush against his cheek, knowing what’s coming next as his gaze shifts up towards him. He leans up on his tip toes to meet him, eyes closing as he leans into the kiss, the press of the others lips against his own warm and familiar as he grips at the front of his shirt. 

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he moves quickly , arms circling around behind the other knees and he raised him up in excitment , grin wide on his face . " Yuuki !"

             There’s a SCREECH as he suddenly finds himself being lifted into the air-- although he doesn’t try to escape when he realizes who the CULPRIT is, and his surprise quickly turns into giggles. His arms loop around Sou’s neck automatically as he squirms slightly in his grip. ❛ Sou-chan!! ❜

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viperiisms:

Man, is he ENJOYING the view of him changing into HIS clothes. ( there was something pleasing about it. ) And it was just the fact that someone so CUTE was all his– he’d gladly make it known, too. ( hand holding, pda, the likes. ) Although, he was growing considerably weak for the smaller, as he could ask for ANYTHING, and Daishou would comply. ( like a love sick puppy. ) “Mmh… don’t worry about it.” Daishou had ABSENTLY combed his fingers through the other’s slightly dampened hair– his heartbeat would slightly pick up from the SURPRISE, but it quickly settled into it’s comfortable rhythm as he saw the smile n the other’s face. “Are you staying the night?”

            His smile GROWS even as his cheeks tint red at the feel of the older’s fingers in his hair. As often as they spend time together Daishou STILL manages to fluster him with all the gentle gestures. But it’s a nice touch, and he doesn’t pull away. ❛ Well I don’t think the rain is going to slow down for a while.... And I don’t think I’d make the last train now, ❜ he glances towards the window to look out at the dark ( and getting darker ) street as the rain continues to pour. ❛ So if I wouldn’t be intruding, ❜ he glances nervously back towards Daishou, suddenly realizing that he had simply ASSUMED.