hi hi! im really happy you guys are back!! your blog is one of our favourites ^_^
could i please request a level 2 brainmade of a witch's ghost from the salem witch trials? with moodboard, typing quirk, memories and userbox please :D
i believe this was in progress before your break so i just wanted to ask again :3 tysm!
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Of course dear audience! We have heard your request and have found a suitable performer for you! We hope this performance suits your needs, but you are free to make any adjustments you wish.
°·⊱ Personality ; Emily is a very caring and sweet individual, she likes to spend much of aer time helping others and making spells to better those around it. She has been scorned by others before, but 👻 believes that most people deserve another chance.
°·⊱ Dislikes ; Fires / Summer Heat, Cleaning Dishes, Tire Swings, Loud Crowds, Bright Lights, Sitting in the Backseat of a Car (Motion Sickness), Judgemental People
°·⊱ Sign-Off ; 🪦🧿🫙🛑🔮🌕
°·⊱ Hexcode ; #789399
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°·⊱ Typing Quirk: h#llo i type in all low#rcas# and r#plac# all ‘e’s with ‘#’s
°·⊱ Moodboard ;
°·⊱ Memories ;
-. Being raised by her mother to follow the old practices and getting into witchcraft very early on
-. Walking through the forest and picking different herbs and resources for her apothecary
-. Keeping several berry bushes in its yard and often making jams and fresh pies
-. Teaching many of the children how to caste small charms and wishes for betterment that later got aer in loads of trouble
-. Being taken into the custody of the church and interrogated
°·⊱ Userbox ;
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Awww thank you !! We're happy to be back!! I really missed working here to be honest!! It was in fact in progress before the break and inbox clearing! So I didn't have too much work to do, but also means I have no idea who worked on most of your pack /lh - Gunner ; Pest Swarm
hi hi! im really happy you guys are back!! your blog is one of our favourites ^_^
could i please request a level 2 brainmade of a witch's ghost from the salem witch trials? with moodboard, typing quirk, memories and userbox please :D
i believe this was in progress before your break so i just wanted to ask again :3 tysm!
-🪽🐾
Of course dear audience! We have heard your request and have found a suitable performer for you! We hope this performance suits your needs, but you are free to make any adjustments you wish.
°·⊱ Personality ; Emily is a very caring and sweet individual, she likes to spend much of aer time helping others and making spells to better those around it. She has been scorned by others before, but 👻 believes that most people deserve another chance.
°·⊱ Dislikes ; Fires / Summer Heat, Cleaning Dishes, Tire Swings, Loud Crowds, Bright Lights, Sitting in the Backseat of a Car (Motion Sickness), Judgemental People
°·⊱ Sign-Off ; 🪦🧿🫙🛑🔮🌕
°·⊱ Hexcode ; #789399
────── · · · · ──────
°·⊱ Typing Quirk: h#llo i type in all low#rcas# and r#plac# all ‘e’s with ‘#’s
°·⊱ Moodboard ;
°·⊱ Memories ;
-. Being raised by her mother to follow the old practices and getting into witchcraft very early on
-. Walking through the forest and picking different herbs and resources for her apothecary
-. Keeping several berry bushes in its yard and often making jams and fresh pies
-. Teaching many of the children how to caste small charms and wishes for betterment that later got aer in loads of trouble
-. Being taken into the custody of the church and interrogated
°·⊱ Userbox ;
────── · · · · ──────
Awww thank you !! We're happy to be back!! I really missed working here to be honest!! It was in fact in progress before the break and inbox clearing! So I didn't have too much work to do, but also means I have no idea who worked on most of your pack /lh - Gunner ; Pest Swarm
This is a vent. A vent in my mental health. Emphasizing my because I know I am a system but I have my own struggles and I want to acknowledge that.
TW for topics of SH, vomit, chronic anxiety, and just mental struggles in general. I put this TW for the simple fact that I know people have triggers people think are so simple but it can be complex.
The body deals with digestive issues because of me. I take responsibility for that but I have no clue how to stop. I am constantly in survival mode. I live in a neighborhood where the bio dad knows where we live and stalks us, stalks our socials, cops do absolutely nothing, CPS kept pushing (that's on us because we called. We called because of neglect and stuff but it was a scary experience), exes I dated (Yes me, not my head-mates) causing issues, ex friend of mine being exposed for watching explicit child material of children being exploited (specifically infants), one of my exes being a total weirdo about children and age regression, I never get a break.
I am constantly fronting which means I affect the body more than anyone else in the system. My anxiety is deep rooted, I don't even get mental help anymore. I used to, but it was cut short. The mom acknowledges how deep the anxiety goes but doesn't do anything. Not like she fully can. We don't have insurance for medical stuff anymore so we'd have to pay out of pocket. The mom is doing everything she can do we can move. But I am about to just beg her to ask the grandma for money like the grandma wanted to give so we can leave. I can't do this anymore.
I don't wanna be a burden to my head-mates. Mind you, I front hog because of anxiety. I can never let myself leave because of how scared I am. I get anxious, I get scared, I hold trauma. I don't even consider myself a host anymore. I am just here, stuck, until I can undo this entire thing. I just wanna be okay. I can't barely eat without feeling anxious because I become hyper aware of how the body feels when digesting food. The anxiety I hold is so bad, we can barely eat normally. It's horrible. Then I get convinced that the body has a chronic illness when it is just the anxiety I feel being so bad it causes the body to suffer too. We even have acid reflux.
I know I shouldn't expose much online. People can be weird about trauma, systems, stuff like that. But, I don't know what else to do. I am desperate to get out. I just want out. I can't get that till we don't live in this neighborhood anymore.
Like, it gets so bad I relapse on harm because I'd rather feel stinging pain than the vomit in my throat. I am scared of vomiting, not scared of bleeding and getting stitches.
Love you all. Please, if you got triggered, I apologize.
Chronic nausea and stomach issues suck. Wdym I can't sleep or get comfy because each movement makes me feel super nauseous and makes me feel like I am gonna vomit my stomach out of my throat? LIKE BRUH.. WHO'S OC AM I GANG?
So, I did shift but not conventionally. So some of you may skip my post.
I did the void stage method version 3.0 by Alunir if you are wondering. I laid on my back and took a nap, then I was in the void state.
I can't see, hear, I can feel things though. Like an out of body experience. I can feel myself blinking, everything. The reason? We are nothing and everything at the same time.
If you are part of "The children of the waning star" or whatever.. please click off. I am dead serious. So many of you are so quick to defend it and say "IT ISNT A CULT, IT IS A COMMUNITY?!" Grow up, Gigi don't like y'all. She even blamed YOU GUYS IN YOUR ADDRESSING VIDEO for the THINGS SHE MADE? She don't like you. Not only that, but she did say "cult" not community UNTIL PEOPLE GAVE HER CRITICISM. I saw kids ON THIS APP carve their skin. Take that in real quick. Not just photos. VIDEOS. CHILDREN. Like.. y'all gotta understand. That shit is genuinely terrifying. And whoever is still defending this shit.. YALL ARE ODD BALLS. YOU ARE GENUINELY IN A CULT GET HELP. Plus she claims "I didn't know a cult was bad 🤭" GIRL TOU HAVE A DEGREE IN SOCIOLOGY?
Next.. RADQUEERISM. I'll explain anyways. Yes, pedophilia and zoophilia and necrophilia are paraphilias and considered mental disorders. HOWEVER.. YALL NORMALIZE HURTING CHILDREN AND ANIMALS? "They can consent" where? Huh? Oh a kid says yes because they don't understand the actions that you ask for? Oh, a dog gave you a lick on the hand? LIKE BRUH? then I see shit like "Heh.. I am trans disabled" GIRL.. NO. You don't genuinely want that. I feel as though these Radqueers are CHILDREN who are being groomed and hurt by adults. No I am dead ass. Some of these people are kids who think this is okay. It is not. One of them was like "transitioning into having stomach issues LOL" HUH?? NO. I deal with chronic nausea EVERY DAMN DAY OFF AND ON. I can barely eat, I LOOK LIKE A DAMN TWIG, I can barely go outside because of it, I have acid reflux. YOU ARE TELLING ME YOU WANT THIS? OR DO TOU JUST WANT THE ATTENTION IT GIVES YOU BECAUSE YOU FEEL AS THOUGH YOU DONT GET ENOUGH? Then I see shit like "trans-age".. DOG.. TRANSAGE..? I SAW ONE POST THAT SAID "Bodily adult but trans-preteen." YO. GET OFF TUMBLR.
Y'all adults who are a part of this radqueer shit, do you realize the trauma these kids will have? Some of y'all praise.. I mean PRAISE these kids for harming themselves. Some are genuinely trying to be disabled BECAUSE YOU ENABLE IT? You post shit like "I wanna date my sister" or "I love dead bodies" and it makes me sick. Some of them ADMIT to hurting their YOUNGER SIBLINGS? I am talking young. Like.. y'all are sick in the fucking head. Some of y'all deserve prison.
Ngl if you genuinely believe CoryxKenshin is guilty of the allegations, you're a braindead mf lol
AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE "I ALWAYS KNEW HE WAS WEIRD" crowd....(thankfully, I myself haven't seen these comments yet but it's a common thing in situations like this)
We don't know these people, so I won't be on either side. However, do I think this was handled oddly, definitely. Do I think the way she is speaking out is unconventional, yes. Let's just hope it gets resolved
So, the girl came out to talk about how Cory was a messed up person. She never claimed he SA'd her, but she has evidence of the fact that he was being a horrible person to her and even has a video of him saying weird shit about doing stuff to her in her sleep. Now, people say she said she didn't care about the SA joke Cory made to her, but I have no evidence of that so take that part with a grain of salt.
Then, not too long after, people started spreading rumors. They kept saying "oh she said he sa'd her" when that wasn't even true. When she said "I never claimed that" people started calling her names, threatening her, and saying she lied. A ton of Cory fans started to say "I don't care if it is true because I will still be a fan" LIKE HUH? You can go look on TikTok THOSE COMMENTS ARE EVERYWHERE.
Then, a person on X (Twitter) decided to make a fake account to impersonate her and post on the account "I lied about what Cory said and stuff, sorry. Cory is a good guy." After a few days of acting as this girl, they admitted to impersonating her and they said they did this to make Cory look innocent.. so..
Y'all are so quick to look at other sources that haven't even been proven to be true, and that shows that a lot of y'all shouldn't even try to be involved. "She said he SA'd her" when? In a live stream she was in, she even said she never said that. She never even said he assaulted her. She said that he treated her unfairly, mistreated her verbally, and made insensitive jokes to her trauma relating to sexual assault. She was assaulted by someone else a while before meeting Cory.
"it was a joke" yeah but.. here is the thing. In the video, when he says what he says, you can tell she was a little freaked out. "She was laughing" let me make it clear, you can laugh and be uncomfortable. I promise you, that is a thing. She even tries to crack a simple joke at the end "toon in next time.. for.." and he said "dragon Ball z, like what?".
"everyone made those jokes back then" Girl be so fr. He is an adult, he was an adult back when this video was taken. He knew better, especially to make a joke about sexually assaulting her IN HER SLEEP? He blatantly says that IN THE VIDEO?! You cannot make that up. Genuinely. like.. it is right there on a VIDEO? Sure, it was a humor thing but y'all.. jokes are supposed to be funny. From her reaction, she didn't think it was that funny.
I am not taking sides, but y'all are so quick to point fingers. "She is lying" "faker" "waited so long" YALL BE FR..? I am an sa survivor myself, I couldn't get myself to even tell my story for years. I refused to tell my own family and when I did, I was either told "are you sure?" Or "it takes two." Y'all are the problem. Do I think she handled this correctly? No. I am giving both sides the benefit of the doubt. On one hand, she had AT LEAST a video to prove he was being insensitive. The screenshots COULD be faked, doesn't mean they are or aren't. keep in mind, we don't know Cory. We know his persona on the Internet, not his personal and true being. He has done good things.. yes. But, we can never fucking know who he really is.
Cory hasn't responded (as I type this, he hasn't). Leave room for skeptism on both sides. It'll be proven on who is really telling the truth. Just, stop attacking her and stop attacking him. They both need to fully give way for this situation.
( ✶ ) you don't need to be in a good place to shift. you don't need your mental health sorted, your trauma healed, or your life together in neat little compartments. the universe doesn't check your emotional credit score before letting you through. you don't need a method to shift — no elaborate scripts or step-by-step guides that promise results if you follow them to the letter. you don't need to be religious to shift, though if it speaks to you, let it. but the ferryman isn't demanding your prayers as payment for passage. you don't need to be lying in the exact right position, face down like you're worshipping the mattress gods. you don't need a string spelling out the initials of severus snape like a livejournal snapewife of a bygone era. you don't need a ritual dagger primed next to a bleeding heart, candles arranged in perfect circles, or crystals aligned with the phases of the moon. you don't need any of this elaborate theater to shift. the universe isn't impressed by your props.
but tumblr user snktas, i hear you cry through the digital void, what do i actually need to shift? what's the real secret hidden beneath all these methods and rules? buckle the fuck up, because i'm going to strip this down to its bones.
all you need is assumption and intent. that's it. that's the whole thing. you've heard "ignore the 3d" a billion times until it's become white noise in your ears, yeah? actually do it this time. stop treating your current reality like it's carved in stone when it's really just sand you can reshape with your bare hands. assume you are in a different place, assume you're already living as that other version of yourself, and simply be there. feel the weight of that reality settling into your bones like it's always belonged there, because it has. you don't need a fanfare announcing your arrival. you don't need anyone to hold your hand and walk you across a stage while an audience of fellow shifters applauds your breakthrough. you don't need validation posts or success stories to prove you're doing it right. you just need to stop overthinking and do it. slipping into another version of yourself is as natural and effortless as pulling on your favorite coat — the one that fits perfectly, the one that makes you feel like the person you've always known you could be, the person you already are.
the only permission you need is the permission you give yourself. the only method that matters is the one where you decide you're already there and refuse to negotiate with doubt. stop waiting for the perfect moment, the perfect mindset, the perfect alignment of circumstances. your desired reality isn't a prize you have to earn through suffering or spiritual purity — it's a home you've always had the keys to, as normal as the one you live in now.
