I've begun to stop believing in shitting. And call me a sore loser all you want, but no matter what I do, I just don't shift. I've done everything, and I mean everything, just nothing works. People have been saying that it's just lucid dreaming and all that, and I don't know. I know the difference between the two. I just can't wrap my head around it. I've been trying to shift for 3/4 years now, and I had one mini shift 3 years ago, and every since then....nothing! I don't know what I've been doing wrong. I've gone to sleep genuinely believing I was was gonna wake up in my dr, genuinely feeling like I was in my dr. I felt like I was there. But then I'd wake up here the next morning. I have dreams with people in my dr in, but to me, that just feels like nothing. All the angel numbers I see mean nothing. Nothing happens. I've seen 222 999 111 888 777 444 555 on repeat. I've been told something is coming. I've meditated for hours, I've used tarot cards, and I've used crystals. I've even tried acting things out from my dr in this reality. And the only thing that got me was maladaptive daydreaming. I just need advice, clarification, literally anything to prove to me that it's real, I want it to be real so bad but I've seen so many things saying how it's not. I've asked about this before and I got told to take a break, so I did. And then I got back into it and still nothing. I just need to know that someone else has felt like this. Even on my actual account on tumblr is shifting based, I'm genuinely losing my belief in shifting. I just need help, cause I don't want to be the one to look stupid in the end of all this.
